Baby fever
I really want a baby really bad, to the point when i see a baby that has been born or a pregnany accouncement, i get jealous, and not in a bad way. I dont mean any ill will, the babies are just so cute and cuddly and i want one to myself. I do understand that having a baby isnt just about it being cute, i know it means 1) labor that is probably the worst pain on earth, 2) sleepless nights, 3) huuuuge responsibility, 4) no longer being selfish, 5) i wont be able to just get up and go buuuut i know its worth it when i have created life and this little person is mine to take care of and love forever. Oooooh and that unconditional love thats mutual and that i would die for, something thats beyond my understanding, thats what i crave. A mother’s love ❤️ like whats more powerful than that.
Welp who woulda thought here I am just about 8 months pregnant with my beautiful baby boy. It has literally been the most beautiful surprise of my life and now im terrified of actually being a mom lol

















