it’s so heartbreaking to realize that i’m not getting better.. it’s just phases of good, then bad, then repeat.. no matter how good i think i’m doing, it always seems to get bad again..

Do you remember what life was like before everything went downhill? Because I don't remember anything. It's like I've always felt bad mentally.

I’m a burden to everyone in my life

Its hard to feel safe in the world when you were raised in a haunted house.

when someone notices my sad eyes but im forever grieving the person i couldve been if i wasn’t mentally ill

loving me is like watering a dead flower

what an unlovable thing i’ve become.

text could never portray the scream i wish i could let out

i’m not even half of what i wanted to be.

everything in my life has been too heavy to handle except i have no where to put it down.