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He had never been this careless not when it came to the potion in the pocket of that jacket. But with the letter and looking through the booksâŚhe lost focus. âFuck,â Apollo muttered miserably under his breath. Okay. Think, think think. There had to be a solution that would work out in his favor. He could break in. It wasnât like he had any interest in stealing the contents of the shop only taking back what was his. But after his close call at Reds, Apollo decided not to press his luck. He could go back to Cassio and explain but that would mean admitting he was careless with the potion. Apollo wasnât convinced that Cassio would give him a second chance with it.
Apollo brought his hands up to his face and groaned, slowly raking his fingers down his face. The truth was he didnât know what to do. He worried if he left it alone the shopkeeper would find his jacket in the morning and rummage through it in order to find the owner. If he checked the potions he was bound to find Cassioâ potion. He sighed and peeked through his fingers to see someone coming towards him. Great. Now thereâs an audience. Why did everything seem to go from bad to worse?
âTheyâre mine,â Apollo growled out and immediately reached out for the books. âIt wasnât like I went very far. I could still see them.â It was a poor defense considering he hadnât seen her pick up the books and bring them to him. But he wasnât in the mood to be schooled by someone and Apollo had lived his life constantly on the defense. He laughed dryly at her question because one, she was being nosy and two, because he doubted that he looked anywhere near alright. âIâm fine,â He answered, nodding to the door behind him. âI left something in there and I need it back.â How could he explain that what he left in there couldnât wait til morning? âYou ever have a day that keeps getting worse?â He asked as he looked at her. âThatâs how today has been going for me.â
She was taken by surprise at his aggression towards her, but the surprise quickly faded. She was used to aggression and violence. Sheâd been exposed to both as far back as she could remember. Having a stranger snap at her did cause her some anxiety, a small discomfort before she sighed and nodded. âAlright. Iâm sorry.â She already knew she had been pressing the other on behalf of their well-being when it wasnât her business to know nor was it her duty to try to help. But she saw how upset they seemed and it had her hesitating but she could pick up on the hint that he wasnât in the mood for any good will. Colee shrugged her shoulders in defeat and straightened her own jacket, intending to turn around when he spoke again. She glanced at the shop door curiously as she saw what exact shop that it had been.
She looked back down at him and nodded in understanding at his words. She knew that feeling all too well. âMy whole life feels like a shit day that keeps getting shittier, so I get it.â That was probably the honest thing sheâd ever said to anyone about how exactly she felt about herself, her circumstances. Though she didnât know why she let it slip out, but it was nice. Even though he probably wouldnât care about it either way, so she assumed. âLooks like the shopkeeper is gone..â Colee spoke as she looked back at the darkened store.
She glanced at the man on the floor and then looked all around them.
The streets were empty.
Colee chewed on her bottom lip and looked once more at the man. âYou know exactly where you left the thing? Exactly?â She pressed, already reaching into her pocket and pulling out her wand. It had been a while since sheâd done anything reckless like when she was young, sheâd broken out of those habits but indulging in it to help someone, where was the harm in that?
















