think.

❝  what does ‘happy’ feel like?  ❞

❝  i think the real ‘monsters’ are the ones who create the monstrous things.  ❞

❝  broken things aren’t always ruined.  ❞

❝  healing isn’t always about putting yourself back together the way you were.  it’s about making something new out of the pieces that are left.  ❞

❝  they stole my voice.  this is me taking it back.  ❞

❝  dying isn’t so bad…it’s the leaving.  going away when you haven’t really even gotten to do anything yet.  ❞

❝  quiet.  the ghosts are talking.  ❞

❝  i think sometimes,  some people are just meant to carry pain.  ❞

❝  i’m not sure what love is supposed to feel like.  i’ve never really had it before…but i know i feel good with you.  warm.  like home.  ❞

❝  there are some things worse than death.  would you like to see them?  ❞

❝  you can get used to any pain.  but loneliness,   that’s what makes you break.  ❞

❝  the only thing that saved me was me.  ❞

❝  i didn’t survive…i just didn’t die.  there’s a difference.  ❞

❝  please stop lying i’m trying to think.  ❞

❝  i’ve always been at home among the haunted things.  ❞

❝  the world is too big.  and i don’t know how to be in it anymore.  ❞

❝  i’ve seen what ‘bad’ looks like.  you’re one of the good ones,  trust me.  ❞

❝  i think i’m afraid to heal,  because that means i can be broken again.  ❞

❝  there is good in the world.  i know there is.  i just don’t think i get to have it in my life.  ❞

❝  you have to hold on to the little joys when you find them.  ❞

❝  everything in nature is about balance.  i think the spiritual world is like that too.  maybe,  if my life is so filled with darkness and hurt,  someone else out there is getting nothing but light and warmth.  someone who deserves it.  ❞

❝  i don’t want to hide anymore.  ❞

❝  sometimes it’s easier to believe there’s something wrong with me.  it’s easier than if i didn’t deserve all those things and people knew that and chose to hurt me anyway.  that just seems worse somehow.  ❞

❝  you have a very messy brain.  ❞

❝  do you think the moon gets lonely?  ❞

❝  when i was little i used to believe fairies made it rain.  i think i just wanted the world to feel magical.  ❞

❝  people always go away.  even if they don’t mean to.  no one stays.  ❞

❝  anything can be a cage.  ❞

❝  at least,  no one can touch my soul.  that’s mine.  that will always be mine.  ❞

❝  time doesn’t speak to me.  ❞

❝  embrace your chaos…hug your demons.  ❞

❝  there are things you can never forget once you know them.  ❞

❝  don’t go poking around this stuff…it pokes back.  ❞

❝  i just live in each second as it comes.  that’s all i have.  ❞

❝  the only thing we can really control is ourselves.  but there’s a power in that.  only you get to decide what kind of person all the hard things turn you into.  ❞

❝  i feel like i don’t know much of anything anymore.  ❞

❝  a body is just something you’re stuck inside.  it’s not really you.  just a place to stay for a little while.  ❞

❝  i don’t know why people like to hurt me.  they just do.  ❞

❝  i killed him but,  now there’s a mess.  ❞

❝  i want to help.  please?  i just want to do something good.  ❞

❝  i’m not very brave.  or strong.  i broke.  they broke me…but i’m still here.  ❞

❝  i got blood on my dress.  i really like that dress.  ❞

❝  there are so many secrets in my head i never asked for.  ❞

❝  i’m in here.  i’m inside this body.  there’s still a person in here and it’s mine.   it’s my body.  i’m tired of so many people acting like it isn’t.  ❞

❝  i don’t really sleep much anymore.  but it’s okay,  someone has to keep the moon company.  ❞

❝  i’m so angry.  it’s always there.  but if i let it out i’m afraid i’ll never stop.  ❞

❝  i didn’t think i’d still be alive by now.  i’m not really sure what to do now that i am.  ❞

❝  everyone’s a little bit broken.  but it’s okay.  broken things can be pretty too.  that’s how mosaics are made.  ❞

❝  i don’t want anyone to hurt the way i’ve hurt.  no one deserves that kind of pain.  ❞

❝  i’ll be gentle with your heart.  ❞

❝  i like your soul.  it’s beautiful.  ❞

❝  you have a pretty brain.  ❞

❝  the pain gets better.  it won’t go away completely but.  you get used to it.  it will get easier to breathe,  bit by bit until you don’t really notice it anymore.  ❞

❝  let me make it better.  please?  ❞

❝  you’re hurting.  i can tell.  you don’t have to hide it.  ❞

❝  you can’t hurt me in a way i haven’t already survived.  ❞

❝  the thing about being broken,  is it’s already done.  you know you can get through anything after that.  ❞

❝  people are kind of like art.  everyone is going to see something different when they look at you.  ❞

❝  i choose to help people because no one helped me.  i want to be that person for others that i needed.  ❞

❝  fucking dumbasshole.  ❞

     As he settles, the Fool's head cocks slightly to the side. Eyebrows raise as if curious about Ratio's business, although the smile that sits upon his face is a rather smug thing, a little too sure that this will lead to an extended affair.      ❝  Ah, even someone wrapped up in academics sees such value, huh ?  Well, this'll make our future meetings all the better ~  !   ❞     Or so is the opinion of a silver tongue businessman.

     Whatever is conjured up in Sampo's mind  &&  not necessarily thanks to the wise words that have left the scholar's mouth is yet again part of a narrow minded ploy. Well, perhaps in the eyes of one less observant. While chaos  &&  the unpredictable is rather typical of a Masked Fool, keeping one on the edge of their seat, this con artist is rather pragmatic, methodical where it counts.

—merely a brief flicker of recognition in observant eyes suggests that he's hatching ideas of his own. ( and fortunately enough, they don't seem to be straying far from the other's ). "... i'd like to be frank. there's a competitive side to these types of meetings that tend to make some participants desperate for results. whether this will be a slightly troublesome experience or an outright irritating one is a prediction i cannot reliably make." it is, on the other hand, foreseeable that a man so accustomed to rhetoric and pretense won't be swallowed up in a magnate's schemes so easily. worst-case-scenario come to pass, bringing along an outsider may indeed just be the best failsafe option at hand.

"I do give myself a break on occasion, an hour with my phone on silent. It does feel quite refreshing." Even Numby has to shake their head at her silly example of relaxing. Topaz is glad to be of some help to the professor, following him immediately, noting the time constraints he voices for the issues he is having. Keeping up with his longer strides with practice and speed.

Topaz is listening with intent, arm bent at the elbow above the other crossed under her chest, knuckle tapping her chin. So this colleague isn't interested in the professional look of the Guild. "I'm not sure if it's entirely up to par with your colleague's taste. But, I do have an idea, I like to spend time here when I want to be out of the office, but not stuck at home." She can think of loads of different places in Pier Point she personally likes to go when she wants to relax and let the atmosphere shape her mind.

Numby is happy with a wag of their backside, hopping in place, knowing exactly where she's thinking. Pier Point Shopping Street is right around the corner, so she begins to lead him down the busy street. Numby already long left ahead of the two through a warp. It's when they can see Numby infront of a cutely decorated shop, smiling back at Ratio. "This is called a Cat Cafe. There are other ones depending on what your friend likes, dogs, cats, rabbits. I believe there's even a reptile one." Her love of animals wasn't a secret so she's sure even he knew that.

"i see. it's true that there are plenty individuals who'd prefer to spend time with animals instead of people but are not able to make a permanent commitment for various reasons." and it's only natural that a business-oriented world would be quick to take advantage of the fact. he follows along, choosing his steps with a care that comes natural to someone accustomed to filigree work. all things considered, dodging wayward paws and tails en route is a much simpler task than maintaining structure stability in volatile compounds ( ... though he wouldn't necessarily claim that one is less consequential than the other ).

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