With that being said, that means my anxiety is at an all time low. I don't have to worry about hiding feelings from him or wondering if someone is going to tell him I'm into him. Also,my band's first single came out and it seemed to be received very well. I was so nervous that the fans wouldn't accept my music, which is what I truly love. Or that, maybe, just maybe, it would be a complete flop in the music community, but it wasn't. I have never been so proud of my work before. If it was negatively received, I would've had a breakdown. So much money would've been wasted. I would've wasted my time and others' time as well. And as you can probably guess, that would've caused me some problems.

I'm happy I'm doing well. I hope it stays this way. I could dig this journal thing.