either not having a single thought or thinking about everything that’s ever happened all at once, i’m not sure

"You know you could just as easily be sitting under a tree in newport as you could be sitting in the riptides of a coast of Madagascar next to the island doctor pumping you full of shots, you know, producing fucking flattened sandwiches from the same brown paper bag from which he extracts his dozen of siringes for your fucking exotic allergy test. Everywhere is the fucking same man, everywhere is the same. Everywhere is exactly the same and everybody is exactly the same for that matter, and we're all fucking in newport. We're all just in newport together." - Winter, Cameron