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New rule, everyone everywhere must be 100% nice to me all the time. AJD . ART

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I think about blogging again, but feeling so futile is really hard to find the motivation to start up again. But I do really miss reading back on memories.

I wonder if anyone misses me blogging. People use to tell me they read it every day, they talked about me to their loved ones. I stopped posting after all the harassment I faced. I wonder if they ever missed me? Did they even notice? No one reaches out anymore, rightfully so. Because I succeeded. I successfully isolated myself. I didn't let anyone near, and now I'm alone just like I wanted.

I do know better. I know I need to blog/create things all for myself and myself only. But I felt like people saw me when I use to blog. It felt like community even if it was all hollow. I liked having the attention.

Now trying again, when I feel especially all alone in my life... I'm so sure no one out there is reading this. But I guess I wish someone would. I wish I would.

Writing on this new phone is hard haha. But it's better than nothing I guess.

Maybe I should just make a new blog for me to personally write on or something. Hm. No one will read it, but maybe I might.

#aj personal

kyssimmee

starlight and trixie comic

kyssimmee

i'm breaking the author's silence to address these tags directly, because i've seen similar responses a few times. your context is part of you. you like your favorite band because you found them somehow. you speak the languages you speak because somebody else taught you. you feel the way you feel because you have memories and experiences. shaving off pieces of yourself will not reveal a truth at the center, and will only make you feel less like a person worth being. you will never shed your context or influences, anymore than you will ever become younger or undrink a glass of water. but you are free to create as much additional context as you like. build yourself outward instead of digging for yourself at the center. trying 100 new things will give you 100 more data points on what you like, don't like, think, believe, feel. it might begin to reveal an image of yourself that you can recognize, respect, and love. your life is not an object to be kept clean, it is an ongoing action that you get to control. also that's starlight glimmer not rarity.

kyssimmee

both of their names are in the caption of the post

al9x-deactivated20210909

Anonymously tell me something you think about me 💭

avpdvoidspace

Having a traumatic childhood means you cannot talk even objectively about your basic foundational experiences without it being "venting", even if you're not actually venting. You just straight up have a huge chunk of your life you can't talk about, full stop, without it being trauma dumping.

And it not being socially acceptable to talk about your own childhood is super alienating. Sometimes people want to know why, and any answer you can give them is going to be off putting.

It's to the point I get irritated when something I said is framed as venting when I'm literally just talking about my life experiences, doing my best to keep emotion out of it.

savouryduck

when I was in high school, I overheard two older students talking about a friend of theirs.

One of them said something like, "it doesn't bother me that [Friend] was in residential mental health treatment, I just wish they wouldn't talk about it ALL the time".

The other replied, "Well, that was all of last year for them. So when they say 'when I was in treatment,' it's like when you say 'last year'."

I try to remember that any time someone says something that sounds Shocking to me. sometimes one person's scary special crisis is another person's last year.

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sobcat

getting yourself to do things is so hard omg you fucking little idiot get up

ghiblin

WHISPER OF THE HEART 耳をすませば 1995, dir. Yoshifumi Kondo

lizardsister

good god when the onions and garlic hit the olive oil..........

bumblebeesnees

Panties hit the FLOOR

lizardsister

you know it sister

fairycosmos

jobs for women who prioritise taking it easy and chillaxing forever

pseudomantis

What the fuck

astarlingdiscovery

It's a yellow bittern! They are very creechur.

[x] [x]

bogleech

Nature is incredible, you can really see just at a quick glance how these evolved to speak together in rhyming riddles while performing a spooky dance, laughing at you because they're The Wee Creatures Three and you will Never Get Their Key.

ceanothusspinosus

foot to head ratio off the charts

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fairycosmos

you literally have to unironically listen to some shit like party rock anthem so you don’t kill yourself

fizpup

Get real.

pastelpolitoed

tumblr glitched while loading this, so instead of "dude get real" being the punchline, it was like this cat put on glasses for the first time and their friend was just. a legit dog. and not like them at all.

fizpup

This is killing me

fleebites

junicorn

day 04

‘raritwi’

romanceyourdemons

one of my favorite tropes in chinese literature is when a guy’s wife is clearly a ghost/demon/fox fairy and he just can’t see it. i’m reading a story where this guy keeps getting arrested because his wife will just magically steal steal shit out of sealed boxes and give it to him as a present, and whenever someone is like dude i think something’s up with his wife he asks her and she’s like i’m literally normal. so he turns around and says yeah guys she’s literally normal

eusexuanal

Settles down on your dashboard gingerly and with a big heaving sigh

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kradeelav

i know things are hella grim in the nsfw/kink art circles especially in the last year --

but I'm hearing there's a NSFW-friendly ko-fi alternative built on atproto that's actively in the works, and being vetted by lawyers right now. as torrent-princess (OP) says, you should be able to swap out payment processors while keeping your account intact. this matters since even if stripe removes support, you'll still have a shop and all of your links intact. (ATproto is an infrastructure that bsky is built on, but is far bigger than bsky with far more opportunities.)

additionally, the Free Speech Coalition is working on a credit union specifically for adult work (including kink art) - here's the link so you can add your interest & support. Since this will be built by sex workers, there'll be far less risk of being debanked for spurious and puritanical reasons.

on a domain TLD level, there's an initiative here for a .furry domain built from the ground up by seasoned furries; it's unclear whether they'll support NSFW, but it's yet another promising turn of events for a group that's been similarly affected by censorship.

there are friends and allies out there helping to build a working parallel infrastructure. keep being vocal, keep supporting these initiatives when it's possible, and keep supporting your nsfw/kink artists. ♥

ansitru

Recent finish, sneak peek ✨

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