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@chronicallyillandthriving
i just realized that the length of a week is a completely arbitrary capitalist construct. we work 5 days out of 7 for why? i’m gonna forget that construct to stop actually killing my disabled ass by trying to fit into that schedule.
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procedure went well. we should know more in a week.
since then, i’ve even seen friends ! we had a socially-distant picnic in the park on separate blankets. just me, my partner, and a couple we’re close with.
i feel good. i am nervous.
i want a diagnosis.
please hope for a diagnosis with me 🤞🏻
today is the day!
i start prepping for a procedure tomorrow.
they’ll take three biopsies.
i hope i’ll get answers. please pray they find something.
getting nothing would be very emotionally difficult.
it’s taken a lot to be able to pay for this procedure. it’s taken a lot to get here.
i am hopeful and excited. thank you.
my employer offered to cut my hours a little more as an accommodation. i did not ask her to do that. she brought it up herself and said it’s because she “values” me and wants to make sure i’m okay.
i turned down her offer at first, but after two weeks i took her up on it.
and then i was fired two hours later.
i was told that i “just don’t want to work.”
and thats on being disabled.
what is something you wish people knew about being chronically ill? send me an ask and i’ll put it up ✨
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there's a reason that i stay anonymous...
called the doctor again today.
still no luck scheduling my procedure.
trusting that they'll call me back. hoping i don't have to keep waiting much longer. really need the biopsies done.
i worked a long ass day (almost 11 hours in the sun). and i’m sooooo grateful for accommodations.
my day off is tomorrow, so i’ll have plenty of time to recover.
having a boss who is also chronically ill had its perks.
my mental wellness has been a lot more stable lately.
there were a few weeks where i was having panic attacks every day.
i think it was spurred by a change in my medication, and it’s leveled off. last time i had a panic attack had to be more than a week ago.
so i think i’m back! i’m itching to be writing again.
today i made an amends to an ex that i haven’t heard from in.... 5 years.
was really surprising, a little awkward, but fine.
did it.
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my upcoming diagnositc procedure has been cancelled because it was deemed "non-essential."
now i will go a indefinite number of months more without answers.
it's heartbreaking, honestly.
i'm sick.
it's funny, i made this blog to process being chronically ill
and it can be so triggering to write about it!
i've avoided even checking this blog for a few weeks.
i reconnected with a friend.
turns out we’re dealing with the same symptoms and are getting the same procedure done soon.
we literally reconnected and found this out at the same time.
makes me feel a little superstitious.
cw: p*nic att*cks
from saturday evening to monday morning i’ve been having waves and waves of panic attacks. i don’t really know why.
but good news! i’m slowly but surely applying for contracts as a transcriptionist. when i have enough of a steady income from that, i can quit the job that i have now and really ! work ! from ! home !
it calms me down having that to look forward to.
i’m going to be self employed soon :) it will be amazing
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amazing how the obsessive thinking can take over w no warning
i ! heard ! back ! about ! a ! work ! from ! home ! position ! that ! i ! was ! really ! stoked ! about !
i need to buy noise canceling headphones, transcription software, and a foot pedal to do the assessment process before i’m officially hired, which i can do!
lol i have $-35.00 in my bank account right now but rent is payed for next month and my paycheck comes on the 26th. i’ll buy those things then.
and then i can work from home !!!! ahhhh !!!!