Hello, I'm Claire (she/her), a computational materials physicist in her early 30s. I reblog everything any anything, and occasionally post my own thoughts. I post fractal art sometimes, check #fractal art and #fractal flame tags for some examples. I post a lot about rocks and minerals under #mineral specimen. #wizard shit is self-explanatory. I don't really do much other social media, but you can find me @CharyouTree on app.wafrn.net if tumblr burns down.
We've also recently figured out that we're plural! All of us are facets of Claire, and can honestly answer to that name, but we also have nicknames or alternate middle names that we refer to each other by. On this blog you're mainly going to hear from Cassandra, our most common fronter since she reformed after our egg cracked and [deadname] crashed and burned, but there's a few other facets that we know about so far that you might hear from every now and then:
Bunny (she/her), our 2nd most common fronter. She's a version of our tween selves who's SO happy be back and to learn that I've helped us transition! A smart cookie who's excited to learn and make friends, she's the one who insists that we take care of ourselves and be nice to each other. She has her own sideblog where she posts her own thoughts, and a lot more of our thoughts about plurality more generally (and pictures of bnnuys :3) @claires-bunny
Aegis (she/it/he) Scared and angry teenager. Normally he only comes out when we’re panicking. Its only motive is to fight back hard enough to run away. She’s been in denial about being a girl, and now also about being a system. Thinks all of this is ridiculous.
Æon (any) A being of molten crystal and black flame. Comes out in moments of transcendent positive emotions, frisson, awe, and cosmic perspective. Wants to be indestructible to bask in the majesty of the universe. Complement of Aegis.
Serena (she/her) Catgirl who LOVES fish :3. Her aspect is catharsis, healing, tears, tranquility, and meditation. More likely to front after we've recently cried. A woman of few words.
Saturn (he/him) Reincarnation of our old host [Deadname], after many months banished to the void after our egg cracked, and Cassandra took over as host.
Athena (she/her) a teenager who's still growing and learning after she split from Bunny. Ambitious, outgoing, a little bit chunni, she's our drive to become who we're meant to be.
The DJ (they/them) They don’t talk, but they have a soundboard of our favorite songs and echolalia and they mercilessly @ us with them.
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As a scientist being anti AI is very tiring and annoying cos you cant be fully anti AI because - shocker - AI can be useful when used for its intended purposes. Who wouldve thought that a technology developed to be useful... Can be useful
But then obviously you have the problems of genAI with privacy breaches and stolen datasets, and jobs doing mass layoffs and just every single tech now having an "ai assistant" that just fucks up stuff and so obviously you are like "woah this sucks hey we shouldnt use ai like this this is baaaaaad"
And from this point on you will interface with 2 kinds of people:
The pro AI people who are so dependent on it that they cant form a single thought on their own and who think youre trying to say all technology is bad and "you are trying to bring us back years and years in the past cos you hate progress" and shit
The antiAI people who dont actually know what theyre protesting? And. Actually do believe that AI is like a demonic force that corrupts the mind and there's no possible way AI could ever be useful because its made to be evil ooooo and yes actually do hate technological progress
Extra hard to rationalize when industry has adopted GenAI so aggressively. A friend of mine was telling me yesterday that his internship for structural engineering requires that they ask their GenAI bot before going to their manager. My machine learning class last semester used an AI agent instead of a TA. A decent minority of jobs I'm finding are about training GenAI models for corporations.
It can genuinely be a phenomenal tool for science and research, but everybody just wants to maximize labor efficiency by cutting out training and education. Once again, it is the greed of our capitalist institutions that is causing the AI bubble and everything that goes along with it, not the tool itself.
The anti ai group you're talking about is largely falling victim to a scapegoat fallacy, but instead of targeting a class of people, they're targeting a machine of industry. It's a major ethical concern, yes, and it's entirely misdirected.
That sucks so fucking bad, and i know the problem firsthand too. Im in uni for particle physics, a friend of mine is in uni for computer science/programming (idk the right english term) and he did one class and said the class was just ai. The professor basically wrote everything using ai, every time he could he would use ai and tell the students to use ai. To do the exam, students were *required* to use an ai chatbox (idr which one maybe openai) and. The worst part is this guy is not just a professor. He's the head of the informatic system of the whole university, which explains why nothing works
And theres people who are supposed to be my colleagues who are learning physics and genuinely cant answer a physics question without consulting with an ai "chatbot" and theres people who cant answer email without using gen ai and holy shit that sucks so bad and it does kinda "atrophize" your brain because youre not using it anymore to do the stuff you need to do but you cant give in on the "all ai is bad" brainworm
But then the other problem is you cant talk abt all of this and be taken seriously cos of those two groups i was talking abt. Group number 1 will not take you seriously for two reasons, the first is because theyre too dependent on chat-ai and the second reason is because group number 2 exists and is the loudest
The problem is why use ai or when to use ai or how to use it properly and it seems like nobody knows how and i dont wanna say scientists are this "better group" who know how or when to use it cos i first hand know thats not true
I work in Materials Physics, and Machine Learning based models of materials are leagues better than old empirical models, but those are highly specialized models trained on crystal structure data, not a plugin for an LLM chatbot. It sucks when people freak out about the wrong things
"AI is superior to all of us and is going to take over all human labor!!!"
Uh, no it fucking isn't, it isn't even good at faking being an office worker, and there will always be a need for some technician to crawl into some godawful hole and fix something.
"AI is useless and consumes 99% of the world's energy!"
Ok, that's manifestly not true either. Besides all the scientific, medical, and industrial uses, have you looked at the power bill for one (1) steel mill? How about a cement plant? Or is it just that datacenters are scary because they're new?
anyway unironically probably stock up on pantry staples and whatever you can freeze food-wise nowish. We're already locked in to one growing season getting fucked by fertilizer scarcity and I'm increasingly pessimistic about a second.
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Anyway, a lotta ink has been spilled about the lie of Ballerina Farm/Hannah Neeleman and her JetBlue-heir husband pretending that a small farm is financially viable without significant outside income. She sells that pioneer myth by actually selling something called bone broth hot cocoa at $46 a bag. (Gross.)
But in all the outrage about Neeleman, I haven't seen anyone compare her to the original tradwife liar, Laura Ingalls Wilder.
I'm not referring to the Little House on the Prairie children's book series, which were actually pretty open about how poor the Ingalls family was and how many times they almost died through illness/extreme weather/starvation on that homestead stolen from Native Americans. Those novels include plenty of nostalgia and manifest destiny and libertarianism, but Ma Ingalls clearly hates being out on the homestead isolated from their neighbors. That's not trad-wife content. Maybe trad-child content.
No, long before Wilder published her first children's in 1932, she had a regular column in papers like the Missouri Ruralist and Farmer's Week in the 1910s/20s, where she would write 500-word pieces such as:
"The March of Progress"
"Classed as Illiterates"
"The Wanton Destruction of Trees"
"Kinfolks or Mere Relations?"
"Let's Not Depend on Experts"
"When Proverbs Quarrel"
"The Hidden Cost of Getting What We Want"
"Don't Call on The Government All of the Time"
"The Armor of a Smile"
Those are all real essay titles -- I've read them; you can too -- and the content is exactly what you'd expect: folksy, gently humorous, self-effacing, lite-Christian inspirational, suspicious of city life, glorifying backbreaking physical labor, full of housekeeping tips. Any single one of them could be easily repurposed into a Ballerina Farm IG caption or a TikTok voiceover with a quick edit: nothing new under the sun.
And just like Neeleman lies by omission about how their farm books are balanced, Wilder lied by omission about her own account books. Her husband Almanzo Wilder was partially paralyzed by diphtheria after their marriage and couldn't physically manage a farm alone. Caroline Fraser notes that Almanzo's parents (themselves wealthy farmers) had to pay off the mortgage on the Missouri farm or Laura and Almanzo would not have kept the property. Even with that financial help, they had a lot of rough years and it was Laura's side hustles -- selling eggs, clerking, writing columns lying about the rewarding joy of farming -- that kept them afloat. Eventually she started publishing full-length novels and their success finally put them in the black.
I don't expect every modern cottagecore critic to memorize the biographies of historical farmfluencers like Wilder. I do want an acknowledgement that social media is a new vehicle for a very old phenomenon. Tradwife farming content is part of the foundational myth of USAmerican culture, not late-stage capitalism brainrot or whatever. We have always been like this, and canceling Ballerina Farm or deleting TikTok off your phone won't solve it. We've got to address Christian patriarchal settler-colonialism at the root.
—Did you know that Juneteenth is also celebrated in a part of Mexico? Nacimiento Mexico was once home to thousands who escaped slavery in the US. As many as 10,000 slaves followed a clandestine Southern Underground Railroad to Mexico.
—To date, many Black Mexicans from the Texas area retrace a portion of the same route their African American ancestors followed in 1850 when they escaped slavery.
—Descendants of slaves who escaped across the southern border observe Texas’s emancipation holiday with their own unique traditions in the village of Nacimiento.
—Slave hunters would patrol the southern border for escapees, led by the Texas Rangers but the Mexican army would be there waiting for them (the slave hunters) to turn them away.
Also, in the Mexican constitution, the first article mentions how slavery is prohibited in México and every enslaved person arriving here would be freed by virtue of being on Mexican soil, and protected by our laws
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Unpopular opinion: I think the fact that most pride flags are just colored stripes is a good thing actually. They're far more useful, semiotically, as "color palettes with inherent meaning" than they are as fabric rectangles. Normal laws of vexillological design are not really relevant here when "actual flag" is a low-frequency use case.
This, and also also 'a bunch of horizontal stripes of different colors' inherently meaning some flavor of pride flag is a good thing. Even if the individual flags for less common queer identities aren't necessarily immediately recognizable, they're still recognizable as being a part of the pride flag family.
plus, pride flags are meant to not only be readable as a unit, but also readable when much of the original symbol (flag design) becomes garbled or lost. a homemade flag may not have the exact colors that would match a commercially-produced asexual pride flag, for example, or even the horizontal stripes. but if your pride piece (shirt, flag, sticker, etc.) has some black, gray, white, and purple, it communicates the intended message.
basically: it's got signal strength*.
you can take a single line of pixels and color them roygbv in any order and it looks like a rainbow -- a pride flag. this is a feature, not a bug!!
*my data scientist spouse would say it's error-correcting