Hello, I'm Claire (she/her), a computational materials physicist in her early 30s. I reblog everything any anything, and occasionally post my own thoughts. I post fractal art sometimes, check #fractal art and #fractal flame tags for some examples. I post a lot about rocks and minerals under #mineral specimen. #wizard shit is self-explanatory. I don't really do much other social media, but you can find me @CharyouTree on app.wafrn.net if tumblr burns down.
We've also recently figured out that we're plural! All of us are facets of Claire, and can honestly answer to that name, but we also have nicknames or alternate middle names that we refer to each other by. On this blog you're mainly going to hear from Cassandra, our most common fronter since she reformed after our egg cracked and [deadname] crashed and burned, but there's a few other facets that we know about so far that you might hear from every now and then:
Bunny (she/her), our 2nd most common fronter. She's a version of our tween selves who's SO happy be back and to learn that I've helped us transition! A smart cookie who's excited to learn and make friends, she's the one who insists that we take care of ourselves and be nice to each other. She has her own sideblog where she posts her own thoughts, and a lot more of our thoughts about plurality more generally (and pictures of bnnuys :3) @claires-bunny
Aegis (she/it/he) Scared and angry teenager. Normally he only comes out when weβre panicking. Its only motive is to fight back hard enough to run away. Sheβs been in denial about being a girl, and now also about being a system. Thinks all of this is ridiculous.
Γon (any) A being of molten crystal and black flame. Comes out in moments of transcendent positive emotions, frisson, awe, and cosmic perspective. Wants to be indestructible to bask in the majesty of the universe. Complement of Aegis.
Serena (she/her) Catgirl who LOVES fish :3. Her aspect is catharsis, healing, tears, tranquility, and meditation. More likely to front after we've recently cried. A woman of few words.
Saturn (he/him) Reincarnation of our old host [Deadname], after many months banished to the void after our egg cracked, and Cassandra took over as host.
Athena (she/her) a teenager who's still growing and learning after she split from Bunny. Ambitious, outgoing, a little bit chunni, she's our drive to become who we're meant to be.
The DJ (they/them) They donβt talk, but they have a soundboard of our favorite songs and echolalia and they mercilessly @ us with them.
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This is Rosemary Kennedy. She's about twenty years old in this photo. Three years before this picture was taken, she attended her first formal dance. Three years after it was taken, a neurologist who had never held a scalpel in his life sat beside her in an operating room and asked her to sing "God Bless America" while a surgeon pushed a blade into her brain.
She sang it.
Then she stopped singing. She stopped talking. She stopped being Rosemary.
She was twenty-three.
Her name was Rose Marie Kennedy. Third child of Joseph and Rose Kennedy. Sister to a future president, a future senator, and the future founder of the Special Olympics. She had a mild intellectual disability. She could read and write at about a fourth-grade level, keep a diary, do multiplication, hold conversations, and travel across Europe. In May 1938 she curtsied before King George VI at Buckingham Palace. She tripped slightly. The family called it a triumph.
She wrote to her father in 1940: "Darling Daddy... I am so fond of you. And I love you so very much."
By her early twenties, Rosemary was having seizures and mood swings. Rages that scared the nuns at her convent school. She was sneaking out at night. Her father, Joe Kennedy, wasn't worried about her health. He was worried about headlines. He had sons to put in office. A daughter who might get pregnant or cause a scandal was a threat to the brand he was building.
So Joe found Walter Freeman.
Freeman was the most famous lobotomy advocate in America. Yale-trained neurologist. No surgical credentials. He'd read about a Portuguese doctor named Egas Moniz who was cutting nerve fibers in patients' brains, and Freeman had decided to bring the technique to America and turn it into a mass operation. He renamed it "lobotomy." By 1941, he and his partner Dr. James Watts had performed about two hundred of them.
In November 1941, Joe Kennedy brought Rosemary to George Washington University Hospital. He didn't tell his wife.
Here is what happened next, according to Watts's own account given to journalist Ronald Kessler and published in The Sins of the Father (1996).
Rosemary was awake. Mildly sedated but conscious. Watts cut through the top of her skull. Small incisions, about an inch on each side. He pushed an instrument into her frontal lobes. He described it later as looking like a butter knife. He swept it back and forth, severing white matter.
While Watts cut, Freeman talked to her. He asked her to recite the Lord's Prayer. She recited it. He asked her to sing. She sang. He asked her to count backward.
They decided how deep to cut based on how she responded.
When her words turned to mumbling, they kept going. When the mumbling collapsed into silence, they stopped. That was the endpoint. The moment her voice disappeared was the moment they decided they'd cut enough.
She came out of that room unable to speak. Unable to walk without help. Incontinent. Her left arm paralyzed. The cognitive capacity of a two-year-old. She was twenty-three years old and she would stay that way for sixty-three more years.
The family told people she'd gone to become a kindergarten teacher.
Her father built a private cottage on the grounds of a Catholic care facility in Jefferson, Wisconsin, called St. Coletta. Two nuns, Sister Margaret Ann and Sister Leona, became her world. They cared for her every single day for decades while the Kennedy dynasty played out on television screens across America.
Joe Kennedy never visited her. Not once. He died in 1969 without ever going to Wisconsin.
Rose Kennedy didn't see her daughter for twenty years.
The family kept the lobotomy secret for forty-six years. In 1962, Rosemary's sister Eunice published an article admitting Rosemary had an intellectual disability. She didn't mention the surgery. That didn't come out until 1987, when historian Doris Kearns Goodwin published The Fitzgeralds and the Kennedys.
But Eunice didn't just break the silence. She built something.
Camp Shriver, 1962. Her Maryland farm. Kids with intellectual disabilities swimming and running and competing because Eunice remembered what her sister was like before that operating room.
July 20, 1968. Soldier Field. Chicago. One thousand athletes. The first Special Olympics.
Today it serves six million athletes in over 200 countries.
JFK signed the Community Mental Health Act on October 31, 1963. It was the last law he ever signed. Twenty-two days later he was dead.
Walter Freeman performed about 3,500 lobotomies across 23 states. An estimated 490 of his patients died. He was banned from operating in 1967 after a woman died during her third lobotomy at his hands. Egas Moniz still has his Nobel Prize. Every petition to revoke it has been denied.
Rosemary Kennedy died on January 7, 2005. She was eighty-six. She spent sixty-three years in that cottage in Wisconsin because her father wanted a quiet daughter and a doctor promised him one.
Nobody asked her.
The Sick History. Medicine. Monsters. Death.
Full story with complete sourcing
The instrument looked like a butter knife. Thatβs not a metaphor or a storytelling flourish thatβs the description the surgeon himselfβ¦
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my kitty cat was wandering around going βmrrph?β so i was like βin here!β he goes βmrrph!β shoves open my bedroom door with his big round head and FLOPS on me. as in hard enough that he made a little βoofβ noise when he did it. followed by a category five purring event. thereβs good in this world mr frodo etc
Actually fuck it, I will risk putting some extra info on this because it's important for academics to know.
If you get a reject on reports like this: APPEAL.
A lot of academics are afraid to appeal or think that a rebuttal will just get sent back to the same reviewers, but any publisher worth their salt would send this to an advisory board member to adjudicate. It's shit that it needs to be done, because it creates work for authors AND editors and it slows everything down, but it is worth doing if you have a case! Do not let lazy fucks win and ruin your chances!
Do NOT be afraid to say:
- This comment is beyond the scope of the work presented, this work focuses on [x,y,z]
- These additional experiments are not relevant because [insert reason]
- I disagree with this point because [reason]
It's impossible for editors to be exact experts in every manuscript they handle, so rely on reviewers and authors. If there is a fundamental disagreement between author and reviewer, a good publishing house will ensure it is policy that board members are consulted for their expertise (this is what they are for!).
Peer review is a million miles from a perfect system, but good publishers do actually care about trying their best for authors and scientific integrity. I'm not going to pretend that there aren't a lot of dodgy publishing houses out there because there absolutely are, but it's worth pushing back if you get a bullshit report, because a good one WILL get an adjudicator.
Oh - and publishers do blacklist bad reviewers. They just need to know who the bad reviewers are.
Also, only tangentially related, do not be afraid to ask for extensions during a revision period. The publisher does not want to lose your manuscript. They get granted for all kinds of reasons and often you don't even need to provide a reason to get one.
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For those that love things organised neatly β some pages from The Illustrated Catalogue of Ornaments (1919).
More organised delight from the catalogue here: https://publicdomainreview.org/collection/pages-from-an-illustrated-catalogue-of-period-ornaments-ca-1919
totally i understand narratively why project hail mary ends with grace becoming a teacher again but ever since i saw the movie i havenβt been able to stop thinking about what a crazy move it is from the eridian perspective. like imagine if we had one (1) alien on earth and we liked him so much that we just let him have a class of schoolchildren to teach all the brand new alien science to, for fun. whatβs the selection process for that classroom. do the adult eridian scientists wish they were in there
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these are hyraxes! they're not rodents or canines or anything like that. they belong to their very own order known as hyracoidea. their closest relatives are elephants and manatees, and these mamas and babies have FREAKY teeth