transfag transfeminist. antizionist jew. white & tme.
no minors pls
bird pictures, bad movies good music, i play more than 1 video game some times*
i dont tag very well and i just say some shit about whatever on here. u are explicitly allowed to get2know me 💖💕
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dont 4get 2 sign my guestbook 😎
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anyway i make art and research a lot for my own enrichment. chronically ill, disabled, lucky. i dedicate time and effort to management and recovery or my body falls apart. crazy is something i reclaim actively.
i (white ashkenazi jew) care a lot about solidarity with the black usamerican diaspora and owe my gratitude and (trans)feminist education to black womens' scholarship/work. listening learning checking my shit etc are a baseline not a goal post. this extends beyond any one diaspora or marginalized group but my region and relationships and education have provided the aforementioned foundation so i disclose my experiences as well as my limitations freely if asked.
i try to recalibrate often so i may live aligned with my values.
my transition is a work in progress and it breaks my brain sometimes to realize i count as a queer elder or whatever 👍
not sure what else matters to share besides PHOBIA = FISH PLEASE DONT SENF ME THEM
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dreams hopes ambitions: dawn davenport cosplay. installation art games. armchair academic creative nonfiction. getting really good at doing "sledgehammer" for karaoke.
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*unfortunately some of those video game(s) are mmorpgs and i owe an apology 2 myself for this RENO IM SO SORRY ok done
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my tidal playlists (please do not listen on shuffle im begging and im warning u and i know what ur headphones look like)
I LOVE THIS DEATH (playlist for a vtm oc) & PRIDELIST (what im dancing 2 during pride month 2026)
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they're doing grad night across the street so that means blaring music into the night on awful speakers while we all have our windows open bc nobody here has ac units but heyyyy flyer taped on the buildings front door giving us a few days notice
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More Argonian fashion! They're not fully rendered, just flats and some basic shading, plus some fun with the scales.
These designs are more historically based, particularly on ancient Aztec and Mayan cultures. I had a lot of fun researching and learning, Also, a spread of designs for the body types too! I personally like the Morrowind Argonian design best, but I wanted to try out human legs and such. The two in the middle are male Argonians and rhe other two are female. Some fun history and design notes under the cut!
Some further notes on the outfit designs, etc. Pretty long and rambling, just a heads up!
I based the clothing off of ancient Aztec and Mayan clothes, trying to use credible sources and depictions. I say 'trying' due to the fact that hunting down sources for some of the images was particularly hard, and I'm sure some of them were mislabeled, as tends to happen. I will shout out Zotzcomic/Daniel Parad, an Amercian artist from a Salvadoran family. She did some wonderful posters of ancient Aztec and Mayan styles that really helped.
The first Argonian woman is wearing a tunic/dress inspired by the huīpīlli blouse ancient Aztec woman would wear, and is still worn today by some Mexican and central American countries. I imagine that this Argonian is some sort of fisherman or at least engages in a lot of manual labor, so she needs something loose to move around in, and less jewelery so it doesn't get caught or worn down.
The second Argonian, and first male one, is wearing an outfit loosely inspired by an ancient Mayan 'hip cloth skirt', and an ESO outfit I thought was neat (I think it's the Black Marsh Keeper). I imagined he was a mage of some type, and thus doesn't do a lot of labor. Maybe he's a Hist minder or even Hist speaker. Either way, he has the luxury of long cloth that could get dirty, and lots of jewelry and feathers.
the next male has an outfit somewhat based on the ancient Aztec maxtlatl that was worn by men. It's similar to a loincloth, but would usually be paired with a cape/cloak. I just made his waist wrap thicker, and gave him a sort of shawl. I imagined him as some old veteran on his way to the best hot mud baths in his tribe lol.
and our last Argonian is another lady, dressed in an outfit loosely inspired by various depictions of ancient Mesoamercian clothes, fantasy aesthetics and so on. I gave myself a lot more liberty with her, trying to combine what I learned and studied into something unique but still inspired by the real world. Maybe this lady is going to a dance, or some event.
I really wanted to incorporate a lot of color. Something that really bugs me about the ESO Argonian clothing is the lack of color! In my mind it makes no sense. Reptiles and amphibians are a group of animals that often use color as communication (bearded dragons, chameleons, dart frogs and so many more), and so many Mesoamercian cultures are colorful. I saw many examples of bright, bold colors while looking for references. I imagine in universe, Argonians could use the unique and varied flora and fauna of Black Marsh to dye these clothes and maybe give them as gifts to friends and family, or just as hand-me-downs. I dont have a justification for the gold and turquoise though, lol, it just looks very nice. The feathers could be from loved ones or the birds of the Marsh. (Side note: I have no idea if the fashions/costumes of ESO can be dyed. Even still, its sad the default colors are so muddy)
theres also some patterning on the clothes! I imagine this would be embroidery, or even hand painted. Argonians focus on the present, the 'Aurbic Now', so to speak. I could easily imagine an artsy lizard sitting down and embroidering for hours as a sort of meditative state, or for fun, or whatever. It seems like a good way to pass time as well! And plenty of the examples I found featured patterns and embroidery.
closing thoughts? I'm disappointed at the lack of diverse fashion for the Argonians in ESO. Actually, I'm pretty disappointed at the lack of diverse fashion for each race of Tamriel in ESO. I think ESO does some very cool stuff with some lore (all of the Murkmire release, expanding more on the various races, some fun Daedra stuff) but it really disappointed me with the fashion. Dunno if you can tell, but I'm a huge history nerd, especially historical fashion. It really saddens me that there's a lack of diverse, distinct options for ESO fashion. I should note- I'm strictly speaking about fashion, not armor.
It was a lot of fun to do some research on cultures I hadn't yet, and try to make some designs inspired by them. I might end up doing some for the other races too
hnaving trouble tonite with stress response stuff/being unable to avoid thinking about thing/trying to avoid thinking about thing. not as severe as past tstuff thats caused stress response overload in me by any means but still present and recognizable. hopefully it eases off in a couple days and i can go back to mourning instead of being startled. by loud noises and afraid to put my headphones on if i am outside. we got this right? right??
Daily reminder to Americans on this website that American war on Iran is bad because Iranians are getting killed not because you can no longer afford going to the movies in the weekends or refill your car 😒
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as the economy in iran is rapidly collapsing under the weight of amerisraeli war, worsening sanctions, and indefinite internet blackout, queer and trans friends of mine are facing increasingly dire economic conditions. some friends and I are trying to raise funds to keep them afloat, particularly trans women facing acute housing insecurity
if you are able to spare anything at all, it would go a really long way. inflation and currency exchange is so bad that $50 could pay someone’s rent in tehran for an entire month, so every little bit counts
please write ‘donation’, and please don’t put any country or city names in the description 🙏 we are endlessly grateful for your generosity, it truly saves lives
hi friends, I am here to once again ask for money for the month. This will be the last time, though, since I finally started my job! I just don’t get paid until the last working day of the month, so June’s bills need paid.
I am currently sitting at -$3, unfortunately, and need $700 for the month’s bills. I know that’s a lot of money to ask for and the economy is wrecking everyone, so I really appreciate any help you can give.
hi all, sorry to do this again. i ran into some unforeseen expenses signing up with my HRT provider and now i'm behind on bills with my roommates, and i also need an extra 80 euro to get my vyvanse refilled for the month. i would really appreciate any help you could give. thanks
My wife is now in the hospital, between life and death. The doctors confirmed that she urgently needs immediate surgery, and any delay could mean losing her.
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my dad just became a widower and is turning 80 in four days.
pops is especially obsessed with squirrels. he has named all the squirrels in his yard (cashew, peanut, etc) and hangs out on the porch observing and vibing with them.
i asked him last year if he wanted me to make him anything for his birthday (i crochet) and he said he just wanted a nice simple potholder. dad’s not the kind of person you go out and buy a gift for.
having explained my circumstances, if anyone sees this i would love to see your favorite squirrel photos so i can send them to my dad for his birthday. thank you!
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