i'm a witch & you can't kill me

canceling dinner plans with my mother to microdose fear of abandonment

she didn't answer my text so i assume i'm disowned now

my elbow hurts so i shouldn't sew, but my leg also hurts so i shouldn't go out. so i guess i'll just lie here on my face doing nothing. or play sims.

i took advil & am gonna work a bit on the racecar cross stitch while i watch a movie. i'd like to be able to have enough done to send a progress update soon.

the amount of hate i have for this pattern is unprecedented. why would anyone do this. evidently i can't work on it while watching anything i want to pay attention to because there's so much confetti. i'll just have to do audiobooks or something, but i don't feel like doing more today.

my elbow hurts so i shouldn't sew, but my leg also hurts so i shouldn't go out. so i guess i'll just lie here on my face doing nothing. or play sims.

i took advil & am gonna work a bit on the racecar cross stitch while i watch a movie. i'd like to be able to have enough done to send a progress update soon.

The “Thunk” will always kill me.

14/10 doing his best

is anyone else annoyed that "ai" encompasses both chatgpt and tools we train to do repetitive tedious work for us. and by the ripple effect of articles like "scientists develop ai to detect cancer early" that make people argue for the merit of chatgpt or become anti-medicine. and by the general state of the world and society

They found the last golden ticket . So that’s just it then . Fuck my stupid horrible pathetic life. Cabbage soup for dinner again , my stupid mothtsr. Grandpa Joe said he’s sorry but I know he doesn’t really give a fuck . And who gives a fuck about the other three old people in my house . Whatever their names is. Fuck fuck fuck it’s all worthless . They even made fun of me at school for only buying like 3 wonka bars. Nepo pricks . Fuck my stupid life it’s all fucked it’s all fucked . And my last name is bucket

i told vanessa, my gym trainer & the only straight person i know who is not related to me, about how carabiners are used for flagging amongst wlw, & she goes "oh no, does that mean i've been sending false signals????" like relax hetero jessica it's not that serious

also i was telling another friend something about vanessa & just referred to her as "my trainer" & the friend was like "your trainer?" & i just instinctively blurted out "yes, i'm a pokemon"

sometimes vanessa will say things to me like "i can't afford therapy anymore so i'm just going to ask chatgpt" or "my boyfriend said he wouldn't watch moulin rouge with me because it's too gay" & in these moments i feel like god is testing me