i'm a witch & you can't kill me

i thought i was wretched but i looked back at my posts & i'm not that wretched

i appreciate that that person sent their disagreement off anon but i still found their opinion stupid & still blocked them ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ sorry but this is my house & "it's ableist to not consider the feelings of people who know somebody who's had a stroke" wasn't passing the sniff test for me. big "what about how hard autism is on the parents" vibes. nowhere did i say "it's impossible for a stroke to alter your personality" but your bad faith reading presumed i did. the post literally said brain damage causes conservativism. it's lazy eugenics, we don't need to give it deeper thought than that.

probably could've communicated my side better, but idk that person, so it's no big loss

i thought i was wretched but i looked back at my posts & i'm not that wretched

i appreciate that that person sent their disagreement off anon but i still found their opinion stupid & still blocked them ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ sorry but this is my house & "it's ableist to not consider the feelings of people who know somebody who's had a stroke" wasn't passing the sniff test for me. big "what about how hard autism is on the parents" vibes. nowhere did i say "it's impossible for a stroke to alter your personality" but your bad faith reading presumed i did. the post literally said brain damage causes conservativism. it's lazy eugenics, we don't need to give it deeper thought than that.

anyway sorry i'm obnoxious i'll stop talking now. i just hate living in the world & i hate being disappointed & i hate people ruining things for me for no good reason. i hate all people, i want to be free

i was sitting on the aisle & the 2 people in my row squeezed in front of me literally 6 fucking times & every time they'd go "i'm soooo sorry" & i kept resisting the urge to say "not sorry enough"

ok the cat just threw up on me so ✌️time for benzos & bed before i punch a hole in the wall

anyway sorry i'm obnoxious i'll stop talking now. i just hate living in the world & i hate being disappointed & i hate people ruining things for me for no good reason. i hate all people, i want to be free

i was sitting on the aisle & the 2 people in my row squeezed in front of me literally 6 fucking times & every time they'd go "i'm soooo sorry" & i kept resisting the urge to say "not sorry enough"

just remembered i don't need to be here & i can watch carrie at home, so i'm leaving

once you've seen one split diopter on the big screen you've seen em all. also the audience is pissing me off.

also, this is a queer horror festival. why are we even watching carrie? don't say "because queer people like it," queer people like everything. same with "because queer people relate to it." if you wanted to do a de palma movie starring nancy allen, at least do dressed to kill - it's transphobic, but at least there's something queer there, & the discussion could've been substantive. elvira, final destination, chucky - those all made sense at the previous festivals, because queer people made them. what queer was involved in carrie? besides john travolta, cuz we're not allowed to say that.

why did your obnoxious little twink make not one but TWO unfunny jokes about they/them pronouns AT A QUEER HORROR FESTIVAL???? didn't get the message when nobody laughed the first time so made the same joke AGAIN about another performer!!!!!! WHY?????? you are not funny or talented, you are simply Here, & frankly you shouldn't be because you don't have the charisma to co-host, you bombed every time you opened your mouth. when the first drag performer's venmo was on screen he goes "well why didn't we put MY venmo on screen?" DO SOMETHING WORTH TIPPING YOU FOR & THEN TRY IT, bitch you wouldn't even sweep the stage when you were asked to!!

not to mention how shockingly disrespectful it is to the performer to say that WHILE their tip jar is on screen, wow

just remembered i don't need to be here & i can watch carrie at home, so i'm leaving

once you've seen one split diopter on the big screen you've seen em all. also the audience is pissing me off.

also, this is a queer horror festival. why are we even watching carrie? don't say "because queer people like it," queer people like everything. same with "because queer people relate to it." if you wanted to do a de palma movie starring nancy allen, at least do dressed to kill - it's transphobic, but at least there's something queer there, & the discussion could've been substantive. elvira, final destination, chucky - those all made sense at the previous festivals, because queer people made them. what queer was involved in carrie? besides john travolta, cuz we're not allowed to say that.

why did your obnoxious little twink make not one but TWO unfunny jokes about they/them pronouns AT A QUEER HORROR FESTIVAL???? didn't get the message when nobody laughed the first time so made the same joke AGAIN about another performer!!!!!! WHY?????? you are not funny or talented, you are simply Here, & frankly you shouldn't be because you don't have the charisma to co-host, you bombed every time you opened your mouth. when the first drag performer's venmo was on screen he goes "well why didn't we put MY venmo on screen?" DO SOMETHING WORTH TIPPING YOU FOR & THEN TRY IT, bitch you wouldn't even sweep the stage when you were asked to!!

just remembered i don't need to be here & i can watch carrie at home, so i'm leaving

once you've seen one split diopter on the big screen you've seen em all. also the audience is pissing me off.

also, this is a queer horror festival. why are we even watching carrie? don't say "because queer people like it," queer people like everything. same with "because queer people relate to it." if you wanted to do a de palma movie starring nancy allen, at least do dressed to kill - it's transphobic, but at least there's something queer there, & the discussion could've been substantive. elvira, final destination, chucky - those all made sense at the previous festivals, because queer people made them. what queer was involved in carrie? besides john travolta, cuz we're not allowed to say that.