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This is so silly but I'm watching a short video essay on sincerity in cinema and the creator is talking about how he watched Lord of the Rings for the first time at 17. He explains that he'd grown so used to the 'ironic' meta style commentary in the movies of the 2010's that as he was watching the opening narration of LotR, he spent the entire time waiting for the joke to come. For someone to take it all back with a zinger line. He listened to Blanchett describe and explain the backstory, and he waited for the other comedic shoe to drop.
And he kept doing it. Scene after scene.
He spent the film expecting someone to make a joke about how unserious things were or to break the fourth wall or do some other self referential type thing.
Now, maybe I'm just at that point in my cycle or maybe I'm too delicate in general, but I literally teared up hearing that. Straight up cried a bit. It is so fucking sad that sincerity and genuineness is being bred out of people.
People say all the time 'this generation can't take anything seriously!' and really, is it any wonder? Younger people have been trained out of it. You are no longer encouraged to be genuine or show emotion or be honest. You are actively punished for it. In fact, you are almost guaranteed to suffer for it.
That is so fucked up. I'm sorry to go on a bit of a random ramble rant but it's so fucking gut wrenching to see younger people lose that element of themselves. You can't express your passion without being told you're 'crashing out' or 'cringe'. You have to live in this neutral state of fear of perception, and god forbid anybody step outside of it!
You're told you should only consume and succumb and be ironic and emotionless and cool.
Listen, if you're following me and you're like.... 25 or under, let's say. Please. I beg of you. Do not fall for this rhetoric. Please, for the love of all things, feel. Feel and create and be honest with yourself. Indulge in things that make you happy. Be sincere. Wear your heart on your sleeve. Do not let this hyper-capitalistic, hyper-consumerist, self-centred, individualist culture take that from you.
Bleed yourself into the work you create. Live. Don't fucking let anyone tell you different.
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Iron Lung hot take - Simon is not violent. He's a tad aggressive. Temperamental, yeah. Impulsive, sure. His fear response is fight. But he is not inherently violent. So many fanfics I've read (bloodymary enjoyer over here hello) have him have such a violent introduction, where he just immediately goes into fight mode and attacks.
But I think, especially in the event he thinks he's somehow in another hallucinated experience, he would not default to violence. Look at him in the movie, see how often he pleads, see how often he apologizes, tries to explain himself, cries. He basically begs Ava for a chance to survive and it's only at the very end when the blood ocean monster is getting truly hostile that he starts to fight back.
Most of the movie he's finding his way out, trying to negotiate for his own survival and more often than not crying and pleading for it rather than fighting aggressively. He has a temper, he blows up, but he doesn't stay that way for long and apologizes after, he even apologizes to the little desk in the sub after he hits it.
That is not a violent character, to me. That's a scared character, sure. But not somebody who defaults to violence.
Many things make it clear he's the sort of character who has had to learn violence, has had to fight many times for survival. But not that he is somebody for whom it's the first thought, or even instinct. Maybe if he thinks he's being attacked. But if, say, he were to wake up in a new environment, I don't think he'd default to attacking everything. He'd be confused, he'd be scared, but he wouldn't be violent.
Hell, if he realized he had no real power (whether due to injuries or due to thinking he's hallucinating) there's a solid chance he would turn back to crying and begging to be free.
Idk. I don't think he's a violent dog. And I don't think he bites as much as other fans think. His track record isn't clean, and he's not the gentlest, but he's not violent, either. Sort of an awkward in-between.
I think that's part of the tragedy of his story. He's a convict, sure. He's responsible for a lot of death. But from what the movie gives us, it was unintentional. And that doesn't negate its impact, but it does change what that means about the kind of person he is.
He apologizes to the desk, for fuck's sake. He admits when he was scared. Asks how Jack is doing, and repeatedly apologizes for what he'd done even though he'd had no idea the impact it would have.
He's not a violent man. It kinda makes me sad that so many people seem to characterize him as such.
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currently watching: animal kingdom s6. shawn is soooo good, forever a pope cody girl here. not sure what my partner and i are gonna watch when we finish this show this week :(
current obsession: the pitt and rabbot ofc. eats me every day and i cannot wait for s3!!!
currently reading: a lot of rabbot fanfic, but i did just start motherhood by sheila heti and it's made my child free stance more solid yayyy.
currently working on: work and my body. finally prioritizing my fitness so it feels good. have a have marathon coming up and im also wedding planning lol. life is full in a good way!
google search: wedding locations galore, dont get me started.
tagging @fandomhoarder @gentlier @robinavitchslut @iris-in-the-rain @drjackrabbots @wolvesinthenight @classic-cevans @rightangle91, no pressure yall, and anyone who wants to do it!
Currently watching: Modern Family cuz I needed a pallette cleanser. I was watching Leverage Redemption until I realized I was almost out of Noah episodes so I paused. I was watching ER before that but my brain was overloaded so I took a break
Current obsession: The Pitt and Rabbot but also just Noah. I think he's neat
Currently reading: I have fourteen current tabs open of Rabbot fics (I won't go more than 16 tabs cuz it gives me anxiety) I read a lot so I'm alternating between all 14 tabs
Currently working on: A sad Rabbot fic that is my very first slow burn and is all about grief, pining, refusing to accept things and them raising a baby.
Google search: I googled the weather in my area because I like to lay out and tan to decompress from being in my fucking head all day. It's actually something my therapist and I agreed on as a way to get me outside when my anxiety/depression get really bad.
@angeisinspace
@noah-wyles
@greeneyedgrasshopperandhisangel
@bluegreenblues
@bemyreckoning
@iris-in-the-rain
@0matchamilkshake0
@raven--stag
@imfinnabeinthepitt-2025
@club-medical
@cantchooseafav
(I need y'all to know it was so fucking hard trying to remember peoples handles that I just went through my notifications. I wanna know all my mutuals bro)
Last song: im currently listening to music, and Disasterology by pierce the veil is currently on :3
currently watching: The Boys, bc I lied to the guy I like and said I was almost done with the show (hadnt even seen it yet) so now Iβm panic watching in preparation for seeing him Saturday
Currently Reading: Fanfic, what else? lol
Currently working on: a really cool Gerard Way wip, which I shall be posting once I finish it
last google search: I think I looked up the Heathers musical last night, one if my freinds said it wasnβt that good, and I got curious
Thanks for the tag, @blueeyesblueties! I love how many tag games you tag me in, I love doing these /gen
Last Song: Currently listening to "Love, Hate" by Phantom Siita. The music video for this one is also great, and I think this song really shows Ado's influence on them
As I type my other answers, it's being followed by "Bisexual Anthem" by Domo Wilson (happy pride), "LGBT" by Cupcakke (happy pride x2), "Dance 'til You Stop" by Tom Cardy and Ninja Sex Party (I still genuinely love the Game Grumps), "Antonymph" by Vylet Pony (nostalgic despite never having heard it before a couple days ago), "HEWWO KITTY>:3c" by MAILPUP (a song I have been informed is unlistenable to anyone but me), and "The Slur Song" by BigfootsBiggestFan (happy pride x3)
Currently Watching: Isekai Office Worker! It's about an accountant that gets isekai'ed into a fantasy world and is really big on sorting out the kingdom's finances. Also there's a hot knight that's determined to make him take care of himself. Also they fucked to save his life. It's very much shameless yaoi
Currently Working On: I have two pieces of art I claimed for this year's DeanCas Horrorfest Reverse Bang, so I'm working on those fics! I'm also approaching 50 fics uploaded to AO3 (not counting the ones I orphaned years ago), so I'm working on finishing a fic I've been working on for literal years now so I can post it for the 50th. It's nothing impressive, but it means a lot to me at this point. Also some small craft projects irl, and I really need to finish my Art Fight ref sheets
Last Web Search: No clue, I don't have it set to save, but I do know I was looking up some of my favorite teas a little bit ago. Does that count?
last song: the game begins from death note the musical (english ver). i have been Obsessively listening to every song on the soundtrack i can find (planning on going to see the london production of it for my birthday in august!)
currently watching: mob psycho 100 (still haven't finished season 3 π, also have been making my parents watch it slowly), one piece, death note
current obsession: death note (particularly the musical), persona (2 and 5)
currently reading: dungeon meshi, witch hat atelier, jojo's bizarre adventure
currently working on: improving my art in general + working on a short monologue for a play audition (the watsons by laura wade!)
last web search: "dinkleberg timmy turner" (no i cannot remember the context)
a couple tags (no pressure at all to respond, and anyone else who sees this can feel free to join in!): @slavetomyheadcanon @ty-n @raedenthecabinet @potato-cat-999 @cerealwriter125 @3-kraehen-im-anzug @foxlikescereal @shortthanchuuyanakahara
(if anyone here doesn't want to be tagged any more, please tell me!)
last song: Sign of the Times by Harry Styles because I have been obsessed with Project Hail Mary beyond reason
currently watching: oh like so many things. Let me see: Euphoria, Witch Hat Atelier, Go for it Nakamura, Iron Lung, One Piece, Avatar The Legend of Korra, Bridgerton, Farscape, Stargate Universe and Stargate SG-1, Mob Psycho 100 and I think that is it...
Current Obsession: Project Hail Mary, Scum Villains Self-Saving System,
currently reading: technically I'm in between books rn but I will be picking up svsss volume 3 and One Piece volume 21 as soon as I possibly can
currently working on: my Warrior Cats fic (halfway done yayyy), my exams (cries), the two minute plank a day challenge (cries more), reading more this month because I've really been neglecting it this year
last web search: ao3 (again)
here's the tags (no pressure ofc) @daisukes-extra-sweetener, @yandere-men-lover, @fantasylover, @trionmygun01, @piparc-employee-1
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