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⋆ ★ Mob Psycho 100 ★⋆

Includes Reigen x reader, Ekurei and general headcanons

⋆ ★ Gravity Falls ★⋆

Includes Ford Pines x reader

Disorganised because he desires closeness, but he finds it incredibly difficult to trust anyone and gain that closeness. His history has proven to him that placing that trust typically backfires in a spectacular way, so he's resistant to lowering his guard enough to try.

Ford has a hard time reconciling/controlling his emotions and that prevents him from really understanding them. He doesn't like to examine those feelings because they're often uncomfortable or leave room for error, and he just doesn't want to engage with that. With things like romantic love, it's also quite new to him in MtB which means that he doesn't even recognise that's what he's experiencing at times and it causes him a lot of stress/confusion. He'd rather refuse to look at that side than he would try and figure out what it means. He's scared of it.

I also write him with BPD elements, so he's quite scared of being abandoned and his past dictates that he will inevitably be left and that frightens him a great deal. He doesn't want to risk that, and that stops him from getting too close in anticipation.

His self-esteem is catastrophically low as well and so he doesn't think anyone would want him anyway. He's carrying too much baggage, he's hurt too many people, he 'knows' no one likes him. It all plays off against his desire for closeness and punishes him for it.

The Avoidance element is present alongside all of that.

Ford lives for his work. He enjoys his space. He doesn't want anything to come between that and I think there's some fear there that he may hurt another person with that independence.

He's not interested in someone being clingy or suffocating, and standing in the way of his work would qualify as that to him. Ford doesn't want to spend hours on the couch with someone or go on long dates. To anyone else, that's quality time where you bond and grow closer emotionally and physically. To him, that's time that could be better spent on science. He'll bond through involving someone with his work as opposed to a more socially acceptable route.

I think that my Ford is a horrible communicator of his feelings, too. Because he doesn't understand/process them, he has no idea of how to explain them to others. In turn, he deals with his emotions alone (code for: spirals and represses them) and doesn't like to share that side of him. That comes off as being a bit of a brick wall to others. He doesn't want to tell someone why he's acting a certain way and he'll get upset if that's asked of him. He's extremely immature in that sense.

Ford likes a sulk and a brood. He's a glutton for wallowing. I think it makes him feel noble, personally. He prefers stoicism in the face of others and then wonders why he loses his shit so frequently, and why that spills out to hurt friends/family. He lacks a lot of introspective ability and he's very blind to his ways. Those that are more familiar with him (Stan, the kids, McGucket) have pretty much accepted that part of him, though it frustrates them, and they don't know how to get him to open up more than he has.

MtB!Ford has extreme CPTSD, too. It runs very deep and holds him tight. He doesn't know who he is without what has happened to him, and that makes him very hard to parse outside of that trauma. Because the others are attached to some of that trauma (Bill), they understand the context and can't really examine him without it informing the result. Reader knows him outside of that context and that's why they see him a little differently than everyone else. Ford knows that, and that then informs how much information he'll give them because he doesn't want to taint that purity.

He's a complex little ball of suffering that eats its own tail, basically. Everything is hinged on something else and it's always cancelling out or provoking another part. Ford doesn't have a clue what he's doing, but he won't let anyone help him.

It's always a self-fulfilling prophecy: "I'm bad and I can only do bad" which causes him to clam up and then do that bad by not talking to anyone about what he's really experiencing.