CayStar

and no, this isn’t me saying “write that messed up, disgusting thing” because while, yes, write it if it’s what you want (I myself enjoy writing dark fics, something I believe would be considered “vile” to a lot of people), this is me saying in a world of censorship and capitalism, ao3 really is a treasure.

“Your dad and his boyfriend” 🤨🤨

@fraaaaankiiiiieee you sent me this ask, and the answer is yes. That’s me. That’s my fic. It’s-

I wonder what it’s like to have no regrets

My longest ever fic and one I’m very proud of. I love Mav in this fic, and Bradley does some real growth 🥹

“Hey, B, I love this big chair.”

“…It’s an eyesore. A giant eyesore.”

“But look how fluffy it is, though. It looks so comfy, I want it so bad.”

“Jake, this thing wouldn’t even fit in the living room. Our house isn’t that big.”

“We could make it work! I really like it!”

“Honey, no, I’m sorry, it’s just too big. We have nowhere to put it. Let’s go find something a little smaller. More practical.”

“Practical. Hmm. You’re right, babe. Guess I just got a little too caught up thinkin’ about me riding you in this chair.”

“…”

“You know my knees get sore. But it’s so big and fluffy I bet I could ride you for hours on it…

“… …”

“Oh well, we’ll find something more practical, like you said. Where’s the lamp aisle? We need a new lamp for the nightstand.”

“…H-h-hang on. I’m…I’m starting to see the vision… Baby? Come back, I think we can make it work! Jake, we could move the couch around!…We can throw the couch away! It’ll fit in the back of the Bronco, I think, we can get it right now! JAKE!”

Your works were some of my favourite fics ever, you were a core part of my love for Hangster and the TopGun fandom, and I will forever be grateful to have known your writing and been blessed by your beautiful mind

You brought advocacy to disability, mental health, and the complex relationships of having a family, and I will always love the creativity you brought to the world and shared with us for free

Even if you never come back to writing, I will always remember your Witch!Jake, your Seresin family series, your updates that brought joy and excitement to my everyday.

From a stranger, I love you and the pieces you've shared with us, they will stick with me for life