Adventures With Donut

Next week, I have my glucose test and a high risk appointment to check my heart, so we’ll see how those go!

I desperately want pancakes 🥞

Still pregnant! I will be 19 weeks tomorrow. I had a high risk appointment the other day and we found out we’re having another girl! Last night, we put the crib back together and put the nursery together, for the most part. I just need to get little things like a few new sheets and long sleeve newborn onesies. I’m trying to get things ready earlier this time because my doctors have told me that they will induce me at 38 or 39 weeks due to my heart, just like with Donut. Which works for me- generally knowing when the baby will be here reduces some of my anxiety. Nesting has started early for me, mainly because I know family wants to come in from out of town when the baby gets here to help me. Even though family helping me makes my anxiety skyrocket. So, in my mind, the more organizing and cleaning I get done now, the less invasive my family’s “help” will feel.

I’m pregnant again 🤗. According to my apps, I’m 8 weeks and 4 days. Because of my miscarriage in October, I’m super nervous and anxious this time. Although, my symptoms have been much more intense. Even stronger than when I was pregnant with Donut. The other day, we told her she’s going to be a big sister. She says she very excited about there being a baby in the house, but I don’t think she really GETS IT. My first appointment is on Monday, and I can’t wait! My pregnancies are high risk, so I see a lot more free time in my future. More time to waste on tumblr, I guess lol.