Feb 16, 2016
How do you explain missing your best friend, when that also happens to be your ex. How do you explain missing someone's kindness, someone's energy, their spirit. "You must still love him, you want to be with him." No. Well, maybe I do still care about him, maybe I care about their happiness. I still love him because of what we had, not because of what I look forward to with him. Not anymore. I just miss his damn innocent smile. I miss his companionship. I miss talking to him, listening to him. But I guess that's the risk of dating the ones you love... You can chose to keep them in your life, or try to date. You can't get both. And that kills me so much sometimes. It kills me because you do not miss anything about me.
