Update
The reason why I havenβt been updating and why I havenβt been reblogging much even to my main blogβ¦β¦. This fandom feels too exclusive sometimes like you canβt be a fan if you werenβt during predebut or if youβre not friends with other fansβ¦β¦ All of those post about how the fandom was so tight knit and small and everyone knows everyone and weβve been together since before debut all thatβ¦β¦ Because Iβm so multifandom and a little all over the place it made me feel as if I were in the wrong when I was watching fancams and reblogging postsβ¦β¦ It felt impossible to actually be a part of the fandom and it made me lose the motivation to keep with with the actual group itselfβ¦β¦ I probably wonβt be posting anything else to this blog and if I do it wonβt be for a while. Sorry for not finishing the few requests I still had left.
