Go away, Satoshi
Pairing: Fratboy!Satoshi x Meangirl!Reader
Synopsis: Phi Kapa js JUJUTSU university's most notorious frat house and home of the hottest guy (s) on campus, Satoshi Gojo, alongside his twin brother Satoru gojo. The twins have everything ranging from looks, money, power, but what happens when the school's golden boy starts crushing on the meanest girl at school? And what if she think she's just another joke to him?
Chapter 1, 2, 3, 4, 5
Chapter 5— Go Away, Satoshi
"Go away, Satoshi." The words barely left your lips before the hallway fell silent. Satoshi didn't move.
His blue eyes searched yours, almost desperately, as if he could still find some sign that you didn't really mean it. "y/n please.."
"Don't." Your voice was sharper this time. "Don't call me that." He flinched.
It was the first time you'd ever told him not to. "...Please." You shook your head. "I can't."
"You can." You say trying to hide the heartbreak in your voice. Satoshi Gojo, the first boy to have riled up like this. And why ?
Because deep down you were in Love with him.
"I can't." He took one careful step closer "I know what you saw."
"You don't." Going back and forth, your composure finally cracked. "You don't know what it felt like." You snapped at him.
He stopped, eyes wide. "You don't know what it feels like to finally believe someone." Your voice trembled.
"You would never understand finally giving a stupid frat boy a chance and then open your phone and see him posted up with another girl."
His chest tightened."I-I wasn't smiling at her." He stammered.
"You did! Please just go away." You're voice breaks and you couldn't hold back the tears anymore
"I was looking for you, I promise baby you just gotta believe me.."
You didn't know what to think. You've never been in this fiasco, becauseyou'd never let someone this close to you except for Shoko. "You let her hold onto you."
Satoshi however realized for the first time, how much his freshman year effected him. And how hard it was letting someone get close to your heart. What he didn't know was that you were scared. Scaredbof him breaking your heart. "I kept trying to pull away, Princess, I promise"
"It didn't look like that." You say wiping your tears away. "I know." He hated those two words. Because he knew, from your perspective, the pictures looked convincing.
"I've spent months trying to prove I'm serious."
He laughed bitterly. "And I let one stupid habit ruin everything." You frowned "...Habit?"
"My flirting."
Silence.
"I never thought about it." He rubbed a tired hand over his face."I joke with people, I compliment people, and I smile." He says looking at you. "I've always done that." He looked directly into your eyes.
"But I never realized..." His voice broke. "...that I was telling you not to trust me." Your breath caught. "Sa-"
"I kept wondering..." He smiled sadly. "...why every time I got a little closer, you'd pull away."
He looked down at the bracelet still sitting inside its box. "You thought you were just another girl."
A few tears slipping down your cheek. Instinctively Satoshi started wiping them away, cupping your cheeks. With broken sobs you say "I was scared." His eyes softened."I know."
"I liked you first." You say looking away. The confession surprised even you.
"I liked you before you ever called me Princess." You pointed at him nudging his chest. "I have liked you ever since freshman year, but how could."
"Since shoko was the only one teasing me about it" You laughed weakly through your tears.
"So every time you flirted with someone else..." you looked away. "...I kept telling myself I was stupid for hoping."
Satoshi had never seen you this vulnerable. He hated the way your eyes sparkled. He wanted to pull you in. But he didn't, he hadn't earned that right. Not yet.
Instead, he let go of your cheeks slowly knelt down and picked up the bouquet. Several petals had fallen off during his run across campus. He smiled sadly. "I picked (favorite flowers)"
You frowned. "...Why?" He gave you a small smile. "You once told Shoko they reminded you of your grandmother's garden."
Your eyes widened "You remembered that?"
"I remember everything." He laughed softly "You always tuck your hair behind your left ear when you're nervous."
"You pretend to scold sorority sisters in front of everyone, and then help them correct their mistakes"
"And every time you're trying not to smile..." He pointed gently. "...the corner of your mouth twitches first."
You stared at him.
Speechless.
"I notice all of it." He carefully set the flowers beside the door again. "So tell me..." His voice became barely above a whisper. "...how could you ever think you were just another girl?"
Fresh tears rolled down your cheeks, because you didn't have an answer.
"I wasn't going to confess with a crowd watching." He smiled sadly. He gave you the flowers. As he hold onto the velvet box.
"I- I don't know, Satoshi." He nodded immediately "I know."
A long silence passed, and finally satoshi kissed your cheek. You blush "what- what are you doing" flustered.
Satoshi took one slow step backward. "I'll leave."
Another step. "But this..." He smiled weakly "...isn't the last time I'll fight for you.
You looked at him, eyes red from crying "Satoshi..."
"I'll give you as much time as you want, Princess"
He swallowed hard "Please just don't break my heart.."
He whispered that last part so you couldn't quite make it out.
He turned toward the stairs. Every step felt heavier than the last. Just before he descended the stairs, he looked back one final time. "I really do love you, Princess."
Shoko down stairs didn't know what to say. Satoshi gave a small smile before leaving the sorority house.
Leaving you standing there in complete silence, you stared at the bouquet. Wondering what was inside the box. Staring at the stair case, where he'd just disappeared. Your knees finally gave out.
You slid down against the wall, covering your face. A sob escaped before you could stop it.
Shoko rushed upstairs and wraps an arm around your shoulders.
"Hey, hey it's okay." Another sorority sister rushes out of her room "He really does love you y/n"You looked at the empty staircase through blurred vision. "...I know, and that's what makes this so hard."
Satoshi didn't sleep that night. He tried, he lay on his bed staring at the ceiling until sunrise. The bouquet, the bracelet on his desk, the look on your face. The words"Go away, Satoshi." that kept replaying over and over again.
Across the room, Satoru looked up from his laptop. "You look like hell." Satoshi frowned "...Thanks." Satoru closed his laptop"You wanna tell me why you came home at two in the morning looking like someone kicked your puppy?"
Satoshi let out a tired laugh "She told me to go away." Satoru blinked "...Oh." That was enough for him to understand.
For the first time in years, Satoru didn't tease his brother "You love her that much?" Satoshi stared at the ceiling. "Yeah." Satoshi looked at him still laying on his back "since freshman year." Satoru's eyebrows shot up. "You've been down bad for four years?" Satoshi groaned "Please don't say 'down bad.'" Satoru let out a small laugh, unable to containhimself "I absolutely will."
Meanwhile, you hadn't slept either. The bouquet of lilies sat in a vase on your desk. Shoko had put them there after you fell asleep crying.
You hated yourself for not throwing it away.
Shoko watched from the kitchen. "You kept the flowers." You frowned "I forgot to throw them out." Handed you some water. "Mhm." Taking a sip "You don't believe me." She opens the window to let in fresh air "No.
Campus gossip traveled fast, by ten in the morning, everyone knew Satoshi had left Oak Hall before the party even ended. And everyone knew why
Last night.
9:05 p.m
Satoshi Stormed over to the RA. "WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM??!"
the RA's smile faded "wha- what do you mean Satoshi?" The loud music slowly died down.
"You know exactly what I mean" he said voice laced with fury. Satoshi didn't get riled up easily. So when everyone was staring now.
"WHAT IN THE ACTUALLY FUCK WERE YOU THINKING POSTING THOSE?" the RA looked nervous. "I'M SORRY SATOSHI, I- I can delete them".
Satoshi however wasn't having any of it "We aren't together and we never will be so get into that big head of yours". Speechless the RA just stood there. "
Sukuna rolled his eyes as he hears the whispers of nearby students. "bunch of idiots." Toji chuckled "SO ARE YOU GONNA GET YOUR GIRL OR ARE YOU GONNA STAND THERE MAD ALL EVENING??"
Satoshi realised at that moment you must've seen those pictures. He picked up the flowers from the counter and sprinted towards the sorority house. As he banging on the door. Shoko knew exactly who it was and opened the door "took you long enough, idiot"
Satoshi ran up the stairs knocking profusely. "Shoko I said I was fine.." you say opening the door. Your eyes met a tall frame, ocean blue eyes staring back you. Hair mess, forehead sweaty, and flowers half crushed. "Go away, Satoshi."
End of chapter 5
AN: erm okay lol school's officially out, and my series has one more chapter to go after this please share, and let me know how i cam improve!!! And should i write for sukuna next ?
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