In All My Dreams I Drown

reblog to send your mutuals a hug. maybe just the thought is enough to cheer them up 🥺

exes be like “i know a place” and then take you to the darkest mental state of your life

i have never been so weak before.

not to get too deep on main but did anyone else have such deeply rooted issues with their self worth for so long that they thought as a kid/teen that their only redeeming feature was being “low maintenance” and now as an adult you give yourself guilt pangs asking for any more than the barest minimum in virtually any relationship because asking for things might negate your only good quality which is just “doesn’t ask for things”

#you don’t believe you can be liked so you settle for being useful 

Nobody cares about me and no one ever will. Everyone always replaces me, because it’s not that difficult to find someone better than me. I feel so worthless, unwanted and like I could never ever be good enough.

Oh my god i finally have a word for it….

There’s such enormous power in naming and understanding things, isn’t there 🙏

I mean I’m saying, y’all, if it gives you pause, let it!

We realized we started doing this as a survival mechanism in 2016 and….now just kinda…shut down