my head hurts

u ever feel totally worthless and entirely replaceable

eating and weight gain aren’t the enemy. your eating disorder is.

i hate that no matter how much better i get there’s still this deep desire to get worse

I don’t feel like a real person. I just feel like a collection of what people want me to be and various mental disorders.

oh looks its i hate myself o’clock

friendly reminder that struggling with mental health doesn’t make you weak or broken 

honestly fuck all the ppl that have used me. fuck you for making me feel like that’s all i’m good for. fuck you for hurting me. fuck you for damaging me. fuck you for touching me. fuck you fuck you fuck you.

how do i stop the bad thoughts

im not something people love for long

how do i stop fuckin thinking

How cool would it be if I could admit I have a personality disorder to my loved ones and discuss my feelings without fear of ostracism, disgust, unemployment, etc. instead of having an anonymous internet blog about it

How To Stop Being Jealous Of People Who Get All The Opportunities That My Trauma And Mental Illness Denied Me

It’s so difficult to talk about what I feel, because I feel way too much and at the same time nothing at all.