sad ghost ™

that feel when you remember that none of your best friends consider you their best friend and you have to remind yourself to not get clingy or upset so you don’t push them away and make everything worse

i want to stop fucking caring for people more than they care about me

how 2 express 2 someone that they said something that made you feel like shit without feeling like you’re guilt tripping them

having a complicated mental illness is just like If i maked a cry for help. I dont make it bc i did. No i didn’t ❤️

no matter what i do i feel like a bad person

i’m trying to be good. i’m trying to be good. i’m trying to be good i’m trying to be good i’m trying to be good

i want to apologize for opening up but that feels even more manipulative! can’t help being a fuck up!

never opening up to people because you don’t want to be accidentally manipulative >>>>

mental health deterioration time! thanks corona

when you realize the reason you can’t stand to hear about people drinking or be around people when they’re drinking is probably because of how your dad acted whenever he’d get drunk but it doesn’t matter because people are gonna think you’re uptight and annoying regardless..... 😗✌️

am i getting worse or has it always been like this and i just have a terrible memory