aly ❤️‍🔥

locked the fuck out. distractionmaxxing

all i wanted in life was love and now i am terrified of it

actually im doing really well except for the fact that everything makes me sad and the things that dont make me sad make me angry. but other than that im fine

i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself

literally drinking a beer by the lake and still opened tumblr. some of us are beyond saving

can I add spiralling on tumblr.com to my resume yet

i like to think i'm the dead horse that everyone keeps beating

I can’t sleep, I have to torture myself psychologically

my favorite pastime is ruining my sleep schedule for more alone time

oopsie, I tiptoed through old memories and now my soul aches a little