[squints in confusion]

Joy and whimsy detected! This post is joyful and whimsical!

i beat myself up for not knowing enough about my special interests a lot but then i remember the average person off the street has no idea what the carboniferous is and i feel better

are you really bad at it or are you in "good at it" spaces

(me ever since I was 12) okay I actually need to get it together now

(me for a decade straight) okay today’s gonna be different

let me get what I want please please please

wait. turns out that sometimes even when I get what I want it’s not enough

its probably a normal sign for the economy that all of my adulthood fantasies are like "imagine having your own kitchen living room and bathroom to decorate" "what if i could get on a train" "maybe one day i could purchase a sturdy pair of shoes" "i should save and invest in a single bicycle"

But it’s not so enjoy

I dont really register teddy bears as toy depictions of bears. They are just some other creature named after bears like koala bears and water bears.

Everyone envies me for my shrimp lighter

Im always like "i will not add my two cents. i will not add my two cents" but i cant lie the pennies are getting sweaty in my hand

im going to fix my entire life

When?

Like Um. later

I think there’s really a conversation to be had about people harassing others to the point of breaking under the guise of being “morally good” and “protecting others”. I’ve never felt protected or safe seeing people like that. I think “oh, if I step even a little out of line I’m next”.