lover of things

Do you think Judas’s betrayal was an act of faith? Judas, who was pragmatic, who was trusted to handle their money, who made sure their resources could be spent wisely. Judas, whose sin had always been being too pragmatic and forgetting to leave room for the miraculous? Do you think Judas entered the city behind the donkey and thought “Something miraculous is going to happen.” Do you think he heard about the bounty and thought “Jesus has humiliated and outsmarted the Pharisees every other time they’ve tried to trap him. I’ll turn him in for the money and he will escape and think of how many things we can do with that silver.” ? Do you think his horror was just remorse, or recognizing a miscalculation?

reverse solipsism: everyone else has a vibrant interior life but I'm just a passive observer

Help! Why am I so burdened by my deep unwavering love for everyone who has ever crossed paths with me! How do I stop the horrors associated with unbridled passion and devotion!!

I kinda ate on that ngl

how do you reconnect to life after being disconnected for so long

one step at a time! follow breadcrumbs of what you used to love... often you'll find yourself there <3