Ink Cobwebs

"and before it all fell apart, i think it was the happiest i'd ever been"

i still wanna know what you've been up to

don't want to watch my life pass by without making any effort to change it

sure let's ask the girl with the weird dreams and the big heart

deep down you know exactly where you stand with someone. hope blurs the lines a bit but, you know.

"do not borrow grief from the future" but what if i can already see the headlights? i can hear the humming, i cannot ignore it. you will be gone. i will lose you. that is a certainty that has awaited me. i am nowhere near ready.

wanting and needing and yearning and longing and desiring and pining and craving btw. if u even care

how do i tell everyone in my life im sorry for being distant & unavailable but i'm going thru another period where i don't feel real & human interaction drains me more than ever

i don't think i want someone to save me. i think i just want someone who'll sit on the floor with me while i figure it out and remind me i'm not a burden for needing time.

you can start over anytime. your day is not wasted. your life isn't ruined. your world is not over. take a deep breath and start over.

thinking about how humans came up with the term "in another life" because they couldn't bear to think that there was no other timeline where things didn't work out with the person they loved in this one.

if you think having uncomfortable conversations is hard just wait until you see the result of never having them

how it feels to check and double check and triple check and quadruple check and then check one or two morw times just in case and th

teach me all of your favorite things

i took you up to see the lights my car careened off the 405 you said you always wanted to fly you watched the stars i covered my eyes

Hope.