it swallows me..

can’t even say “chill bro he’s not going anywhere” meme about dean with cas cuz he very much will go somewhere

Being crazy about a piece of media for any amount of time will leave a weird mark on you forever because years later you’ll see someone posting something about it like “can we talk about this frame” and you’ll be like “ah that frame. i know all about that frame. I was once a scholar of that frame.”

this widower arc is going to DESTROY me isn’t it. the way dean couldn’t even say the words cas is dead. how he immediately got his hopes up when that angel told him jack could do almost anything and his first thought was if he could bring cas back (he didn’t even need to say it we just instantly knew because that is what he wants more than anything). and his prayer was just devastating, from “we’ve lost everything” to “bring him back”. because cas was his everything i am unwell. him going through the stages of grief from anger to bargaining to depression. cas is haunting the narrative from the moment he’s gone it’s so clearly at the forefront of dean’s mind he just wants his husband back. and when he uncovered cas’ body FUCK the way he could barely look at him. having to take a deep breath as he tied him up. and his face as they watched the bodies burn, all the life drained from his eyes :( i know cas will come back but it’s still so heartbreaking to see dean go through this again. just stab me honestly it would hurt less

Happiness has to be fought for

hey friends where is that picture of boromir with the gondor flag except its a pride flag?