Unbetitelt

I was dead. How do normal people do this? Vacation and sleeping in is way to great

RIP Brother

But recently it took a turn, my mum told me I was getting fat and my cellulite stuff comes from that so I trained one week every day for hours just eating small healthy portions. But I got hungry again and so I stopped it and ate normal for me. But recently I started skipping meals even though I am hungry. I am so fucking hungry but I can’t get myself to eat. Every time I eat I feel bad afterwards. And in the Late evening I start a binge eating I eat so much and who guessed it I feel bad afterwards. It’s not like I would throw up but it just messes with me. I would look in the mirror and feel fat, I can’t get in most of my jeans, I am having so much cellulite at my body and I feel so ugly. I know realization should be the first step to get better but it doesn’t help. Now that I realized it I started skipping meals much more aware of what I am doing. And I feel bad about skipping meals because it’s a sickness but I also feel bad every time I would eat. And I am so Hungry. Why me? It’s not like I have not enough drama.... Irghhhh

I hate my baby booth

I will follow back :)

Yay

Oh gosh I hate my life

Thank you very much