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Alexander: Iām hungry
Thomas: I know what you can eat ;)
Alexander: O-oh
Thomas: I make a GREAT Mac and cheese
things that are slept on in simon vs the homosapiens agenda // leah on the offbeat by becky albertalli
1. bram and garrettās friendship.
āgreenfeld made me see it three times.ā (when garrett supported bramās crush on simon)
the scene in svtha when leah leaves the lunch table and simon thinks bram has a crush on leah but itās garrett (the FORESHADOWING)
when bram starts inviting leah places to get garrett closer to her
the way that theyre always together
the way they are best friends whipped for another set of best friends
ā¬ļø āEYES ON THE BALL, GREENFELDā when bram was hardcore GRINNING at simon when heās in the middle of a soccer game and garrett was doing the same thing to leah
ā¬ļøthey are both so gone
the way they both definitely gush to eachother about their crushes
when bram wants to get to school early to see the show and garrett says āgreenfeld just wants to get a good view of his boyfriendās assā and bram did NOT disagree with him
the way bram probably realized heās gonna have to deal with a heartbroken garrett when he saw abby and leah but supported them nonetheless
2. cal and noraās relationship
the way we were served with their cute lil hug idk it warms my heartš„ŗ
when leah said cal has a type because he liked both simon and nora KDJDLSH
3. bram in GENERAL
like the boy is so hopelessly in love with simon and we are not talking about it
the promposal Āæ? like the lengths he went to ask his ALREADY boyfriend to the prom
the way he didnāt mind simon going to the college he loved
the way he is always asking about simon
the way he immediately recognized simonās fanfiction when leah and abby couldnāt find it
no one ever talks about the pining. like he liked simon for so much longer than simon liked him and it was probably so painful for him
the way he was only shy around simon (thatās why itās so weird to have so much dialogue from him in leah, i was kinda thrown off that he wasnāt overall shy)
the way he was turned all the way around to watch the door at the talent show to see when simon was coming
the way that heās an actual jock. like sometimes i forget that he dresses like a girl during halloween with the other varsity players and is very very athletic and does silly dances with his team
the way that he went to see simon three times in the play before he even confessed
the way he bought a shirt of simons favorite band and gave it to him with a note and his number in it, the hopeless romantic
the way heās entranced by a single text message from simon, let alone anything else
the way he was so quick to support abby and leah and leaving his (asshole) teammate in the dirt
the way heās so quick to pick up how simon writes and how he talks
the way he leaves a seat for simon whenever theyāre together in a group
the way he flinched when abby said something about black people getting treated worse, like he knows
4. all of the hidden clues that were written in the books
in svtha, leahās hatred for abby (which was projected towards simon in the end) was not actual hatred. according to the leah timeline, she still had a crush on her.
in leah on the offbeat, abbyās cousins were briefly mentioned. in the next book, they are the main characters.
in svtha, albertalli made it known that whenever the group was together, the only person simon would ever describe was bram, even if bram was already introduced to the reader. in literally every situation (everytime he called bram cute and then said he was cheating on bram i would literally scream at the book like āhe is blue, dumb bitch!ā) bram was the only person described in detail of more than a sentence
the way leah stood up to abby, before even realizing she had a crush on her, to her lifelong best friend and not talking to her anymore
the way abby didnāt even break up with nick because of the long-distance, she just broke up with him because she liked leah
ā¬ļøthe way that leah knew that too. she knew that they werenāt the perfect couple
5. this isnāt really slept on, but the side plot of simon and bram in leah on the offbeat
the way bram is always planning to do something for simon
simon being too afraid to talk to him about college after what happened to nick and abby
the way bram assured him that theyāll be okay and made plans so that they didnāt feel too far apart
the way that theyāve been dating for over a year at the end of leah and they kept making each other smile over sweet little nothings and how theyāre so in love
the way they are holding each other at the end of the prom scene
the dumbass gaysā¢ļø finding the dumbass bisexuals and simon being shell shocked when bram was shocked but not surprised
the way they are both described when they receive texts from each other (like they become completely detached from the world around them)
dumbass gaysā¢ļø smiling at each other when theyāre doing something
the way simon becomes so focused on bram when theyāre doing something in a crowd and vise versa
6. abbyās feelings. this is a big one
yes, a lot of the plot was how she was feeling after her and nickās breakup but it was always about leah when they were fighting and never abby
she was always the support and it was never taken into consideration that leah fucked up too. it annoyed me honestly
like during every fight they had it was just leah yelling at her and abby just apologizing and still never getting it right
like leah was always the one to storm off, abby always stayed
abby literally came out to leah and leah was too selfish to even consider her
(they were so cute by the end though, they became so unproblematic)
the way abbyās feelings were never taken into consideration when leah would storm off on her (i know it was literally narrated by leah but you know)
ā¬ļøthe way she felt like she had to be perfect played into that because she never wanted to show herself being upset about something
bram and simon are my favorites, can you tell?
The whole thing about Bram loving Simon longer than Simon loved him- just let me- sobs

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Day 1 of December Month of Madness
@asherthegayboi madeĀ āDecember month of madnessā and I got the prompt zombie/heartbreak. Iām not too sure if I did it right but you guys should definitely join the fest!
IfĀ I'm being honest this fic could definitely be better butĀ itās pretty late where I am and I really wanted to do at least the first day (I will try to post every day but we all know I'm not good at that.)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/27827731
Hey! So, I was thinking, since 2020 has been so fucking crazy, why not end the year with a bang? So, I'm gonna be doing a kind of fest? But I made it myself and there's not really quite a lot of rules. So basically, all my followers? Welcome to:
December Month of Madness
Basically, the only few rules are the prompt MUST be completely random. I am gonna include the prompt list I made for myself, (via miniwebtool randomizer) but feel free to create your own!
To create a prompt:
Create a list of fanfiction tropes (I used my prompt list)
Enter the list into a Random Item generator
Get two different prompts, ex: "Loneliness/ Gone Missing"
You then need to take that prompt and somehow work it into a one shot (I'd reccomend putting your different OTPs in the randomizer too, especially if your OTPs have different dynamics to each other or you are in multiple fandoms)
I'm not quite sure how to organize this yet, but for now just tag me in the post, and make sure you include the name of the fest, the prompt, and the pairing
I will put all entries into a master list for everyone to enjoy! This isn't a competition, its just for fun!
Note: if you are uncomfortable with your entry being put into the master list, that is totally fine, just be sure to let me know!
My Prompt List:
Songfic/Heartbreak
Movie Night/Dadfoot and Moony
Fake dating/drive-by shooting
Zombie/high school
Depression/abuse
Trapped together/coffee shop AU
University/Depressed Days
One bed/death
Missing someone/high school
Hanahaki/trapped together
Zombie/dadfoot and Moony
Songfic/depression
Heartbreak/first kiss
Arranged Marrige/forehead kisses
Tooth rotting fluff/forehead kisses
Body swap/mutual pining
Unrequited love/failed surgery, pregnancy, etc.
Hanahaki/death
After full moon/first date
One bed/tooth rotting fluff
Self-harm/ university
Being bullied/ heartbreak
First date/ body swap
High school/ first kiss
Whump/historical
Royal/hanahaki
After full moon/ trapped together
Movie night/depression
Drive by shooting/heartbreak
One bed/historical
PTSD/ one bed
YALL IM SO EXCITED FOR THIS!!! WILL I POST MOST DAYS??? PROBABLY NOT BUT IN GONNA TRY

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āI hate CongressāI hate the armyāI hate the worldāI hate myself. The whole is a mass of fools and knaves. I could almost except you and Meade.ā
Alexander Hamilton to John Laurens
September 12, 1780
greatest take: mullette but while Lafayette is always confident and flirty with everyone, they get all blushy and nervous with Hercules like "me AND Hercules????? PFFF- WHAT are you SAYING, mon ami!??!!! i HAVE to laugh " idk a love that
You follow me and I am obligated to ask why
Youāre snazzy.
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one fairly common experience of gifted children is wishing for pain. wishing you had some great big horrible thing in your past so that you can justify the pain youāre in, and so that youāll deserve help. itās exhausting and it fucks you up and to anyone out there who feels like they havenāt suffered enough to get help: youāre allowed to want help. youāre in enough pain. you deserve to feel better
Wait
Hold up
So itās not weird that I daydream about awful things happening and they make me cry but in the end something good happens and I get help and love and support? Sometimes (most of the time lol) I day dream about getting adopted and having a really nice loving familyā¦.but honestly I want that I just donāt wish for my parents death
I thought I was the only one...
I would always wish for something bad to happen, and reading lots of fan fics and books where the characters would go through a lot of stuff which made me think my āperfectā life was unworthy of sadness

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Jefferson: You should be addicted to shutting the fuck up.
Hamilton: You wanna kiss me so bad it makes you look so stupid.
me: gets a comment on a old fic that i forgot about
me: :)))