#jeanmarco

Today I cosplayed how I personally draw Marco Bodt!!

This happened for two reasons:

1) ive been wanting to draw more disturbing things again like i used to, but am on a only-sketching-mother-mikasa bender so i can't

2) I had a day off work and havent done SFX cosplay since Annie's Femal Titan over a year and a half ago, so I really wanted to kill 4 hours of my evening not doomscrolling!

I looooove SFX makeup and my version of dead-marco, and have wanted to do a cosplay of him for literal YEARS and just never got around to it. I now have about 70 drafts of the EXACT same lipsync in this makeup to Cancer by MCR in my tiktok drafts, which will not be posted because they are far too cringe(except ONE on my tiktok story for the next 24 hours, if you run you can see it rq!), but I am offering you that knowledge as a mental spur if you enjoy this makeup and feel so inclined to imagine more of it.

Also on a personal note - because all I do on this Tumblr is jaw about whatever - cosplaying Marco didn't give me nearly the gender euphoria I thought it would! I have no strict labels on anything regarding my identity, but used to say I was genderfluid, so I expected a masculine cosplay to make me feel something. But alas, just made me think that if I actually was a trans man or something I probably would be one that just looks butch lol. I dont think I could pass with my face structure at all.

Good thing thats not my problem! Just a passing thought.

haii, here you go! hope i did everything right, it's really embarrassing that i haven't watched the shows that people are requesting, haha