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It was Soapβs fault that you were detainedβthat you were stuck like this. A crazed test subject, alone in a cell. But itβs okayβyouβll forgive himβbecause your heart wonβt listen to your mind anymore. Youβll fix things. Youβll make him like you.
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word count: ~800
gender: fem! reader
cw: NSFW, ANGST, SORTA DARK(?) // reader is a prisoner of war and an infected test subject. manipulation, toxicity, a whole lot of harley quinn x joker goin' on...except Soap is more like harley, lol. light sexual themes. // ktober24
a/n: this is a part of my second attempt at ktober. I probably won't be able to finish it like last year, but goooood-dammit I'm gonna get some new content out!
You were sick, really.
More than sick, if you were being honestβthe kind of sick thatβs unfixable, the kind thatβs suffocating. The kind where the only thing that will heal you, is him.
Heβs the slimy liquid pill that you swallow to ease your congestion. Heβs the damp towel that you place on your forehead to knock down a fever. Heβs the cough drop that you suck on to relieve the pain.
But to him, you were nothing more than a rat.Β
A monster.Β
A disease.
With hearts in your eyes, you stared up at him from your side, lying on the concrete underneath you, feeling your body burn against the hard, chilly, gray floor. Your hair was a mess, and you were barely dressed, donned in only a sheer, white dress. Shackles were wrapped around your arms and legs, and despite this, you lips curled into an intoxicated smile.
βJohnny,β you croaked, slowly pushing yourself up by one arm, holding that pose as if you were a mermaid resting on a rock. Instead, you were a prisoner of war, rotting in a cell.
The man winced, upon looking at you, turning his head with a frown, before shifting his body in a rugged, uncomfortable manner. βWhyβre you callinβ me that?β
His voice was deep, gruff, covered by a Scottish accent. You giggled, swaying your head downwards and biting your bottom lip. βGhostie says itβwhy canβt I?βΒ
You tilted your head up again, taking a peak at his expression. Again, another scowl. But this time, there was a hint of something else in it.
βBecause youβre a prisoner,β he said, very matter-of-factly.Β
βIβm your prisoner,β you said, drawling out your words in a seductive manner, propping yourself up with your arms so that your chest was revealed as much as possible from underneath your ratty cloth. You watched his eyes quickly glance down, then back up again, at anything else. His ears turned red.
βYeah, the British Armyβs prisonerβwho Ah work for. Not mine.βΒ
βSo, youβre saying that you wouldnβt have captured me? I love that.βΒ
Letting out a frustrated grunt, he turned to face you again, a sharp glare within his blue eyes that somehow glistened despite the dark shelter of the cell. βYou needβta stop this. This isnaeβit isnβt you.β
You broke out into an unsettling fit of laughter. βNot me?β
He said nothing in response.
βBut, Soapy, you did this to me? This is how you want me.β
Shame fluttered across his face, and he no longer could look you in the eyes. Yes, with his body languageβhe admitted it.
It was his fault.
Had he not detained you that dayβhad he not befriended you despite everything, had he helped you escape instead of becoming a test subjectβmaybe, just maybe, you would still be normal.
But you werenβt. Because he turned a blind eye to everything.Β
Because he let it happen.
Because he participated.
βYou gave me the shots, remember?βΒ
βAh didnβt know. Ah thought it was harmlessβthey told me it would help peopleβthat it was already approved for testinβ and shouldnβt have any complications.β
In a sing-songy voice, you taunted him, your voice quivering from the aches in your body.Β
βYoooouuuβ¦β
β...wereeeeeβ¦β
β...wrooooong!β
He started pacing, and thatβs when you knew that you had broken him.
βWhatβdya want me to do? What should Ah do? Ahβll break βya out. You can stay with meβitβll be hard since βyer infectious, but Ah can figure somethinβ outββ
You grinned, and it felt like your face would rip in two. You were happy. So, so, happy.
βI want you to understand me,β you breathed, tears beginning to stream down your overjoyed face. βI want you to be like me.β
John froze, and you clocked a couple of the rushing emotions he displayed, despite your woozy cognition.Β
Confusion.
Hesitance.
Fear.
All things you felt when you were in the spot he was now in.
βIt's lonely,β you whined, and started crawling towards him, your chains clanking against the floor as you moved. βSo, so, so, lonely.β
As you came closer to the glass and bars that separated you two, you sat on your knees and wrapped your hands around the metallic cylinders, feeling your weak thighs spill out of your short dress. You were now face-to-face with Johnβs groin, and through the see-through wall that kept you apart, you noticed that through his jeans, he was hard.
He shut his eyes, tilting his head back, his Adamβs apple bobbing.Β
βAhβll go get the serum.βΒ
With a craze in your eyes, in your smile, in your heartβyou felt your emotions swirl as you watched him walk away.Β
You tease Soap about his age. He seems more than eager to prove to you that he's no "boy."
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Soap, the prideful man that he is, hated that he was the youngest in the task force.
Of course, if anything, it was an impressive feat that he was chosen to join despite being 27. It meant that he had acquired skills at levels equivalent to his higher-ranked seniors, who had spent years getting to where they were now.
But, as with any male-dominated field, it's the runt who gets picked on the most.
That's why Soap was glad you were there. You, who is both older and ranked higher than him, were the only one who didn't join or add to the admittedly lighthearted and petty teasing.
Were. Were is the keyword.
Which is how you got to where you are now. Soap stood in front of you in an insanely intimidating and outright insubordinate manner. His eyes were trained on yours, peering down through his long lashes, as his chest heaved and fell with long, slowly drawn breaths.
Smoothly, he placed his thick hand on your shoulder, pulling you closer toward him, making it so his warm breath brushed against your neck and his stubble came close to scratching against your cheek.
"Ah'm no sure Ah understand the joke, Lieutenant."
"Ye seem to be gaggin' fer me to show you that Ah'm no 'boy.'"
Ghost's car sucks -- always breaking down at the worst times. This time, it broke down on Valentine's Day -- right as you were about to leave the house.
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word count: ~1.3k
gender: fem! reader
cw: (light) ANGST, FLUFF // arguing lol
a/n: this was going to be longer and include smut, but I'm tired and going to bed so I might make a part two and post it tmr -- but who knows!
p.s. -- screw valentine's day i HATE being single
You said nothing. He said nothing. The two of you just sat.
You shifted in your seat, the leathery seat of the car sticking to your wet thigh, begging it to stay where it was placed. You didnβt comply.Β
The man next to you in the driverβs seat, Simon, tapped the wheel, his chest puffing up, then down, with a repressed sigh. It annoyed you the way he never had anything to say β and it annoyed you even more the way he looked so fucking good while doing it.
It was a loud sigh, though. You were surprised you were even able to hear it β rain was thundering down, making loud thunks as it collided with the tinted glass that shielded you from the weather outside of Simonβs Jeep. Which, to note, is a busted-up, no-good piece of junk. It was originally a 2013 Wrangler model that he bought used, and no matter how many times it broke down, he always refused to buy a new car. You canβt begin to count how many times youβve watched him grumble about it making a funny noise or not starting up before rolling up his sleeves and putting himself under the hood.Β
He never understood why you hated it so much β and to be honest, you didnβt either. Your closest hypothesis was that you were sick of finding oil stains on all of his clothes β or that you were tired of trying to go on dates, only to find that his car had broken down. Once again.
This was the case for tonight, at least.
Finally, he spoke, his voice sounding a dry kind of deep. It was what attracted you to him in the first place, but right now, you swore it was the most aggravating sound on earth.
βAnother night, then, βlove.β
Your heart dropped in your chest, your eyes hardening as your emotions bubbled. You felt so angry, so sad, you couldnβt speak. You could barely even breathe.Β
βAnother night?β you repeated, a scoff threatening to escape your throat.
He paused for a moment, before speaking again. βWhat do you want me toββ
βItβs fucking Valentineβs Day, Simon.βΒ
He let out a frustrated laugh, his calloused hands slapping against the wheel. βFuckinβ hell, I know thatββ
βGreat. You know that. So then you should also know that βanother nightβ isββ
βWhat do you want me to do? βHuh? What should I do, βlove? get out the car, pick you up βan carry you to the bloody place mβself?β
Adrenaline shot through your body, your blood racing through your veins as your eyes began to water. All you wanted was to go out for Valentineβs Day. To feel cared about. To know he loves you.
Grabbing the car door handle, you thrust the door open. The rain got louder, and without skipping a beat, you threw yourself out into the cold, wet atmosphere, slamming the door shut. You heard him yell after you, but you didnβt stop. You pulled your jacket closer to your body, trying not to slip as your heels collided with the slippery concrete. You were going back to the house, inside, where you would foreseeably spend the rest of the night in bed, sobbing, with him on the couch.
You fucking hated this. You hated how disappointing this was. How disappointed you were.
As you reached the front door of your shared home, you held the freezing key in hand, shaking as you attempted to unlock the lock. You regretted dressing up for tonight, wishing you spent your time on anything else instead. Anything.
You heard another Jeep door slam shut, small sloshes of puddles being brutally murdered by aggressive stomps, and you knew Simon and his stupid, heavy-ass boots were making their way toward you.Β
God, him and his walk. Even that was driving you up the wall now.
βY/N.β his voice boomed, fighting the thick, infuriating volume of the rain.
Believing in communication, you ignored him again.Β
Nothing good would come from your mouth right now, and god forbid you opened it, he would learn so many new things about himself.
You would save it for later β when you didnβt want to verbally rip him limb by limb.
But then you felt his drenched hand on your shoulder, droplets of water flowing down your jacket sleeve.
βY/N,β he repeated, and suddenly, something inside you snapped.Β
You started to speak, anger coating your words, but you werenβt able to finish. βThe βfuck do you want, SimoββΒ
Within a millisecond, you watched him lean over, scoop you up by the legs, and start carrying you bridal style down the street.Β
You paused, saying nothing as he carried you. He said nothing, too. The both of you said nothing together.
It was like something had reset in your brain β you went from being angry, to confused, to shocked. You had no idea what he was doing, no idea what he was thinking. Hell, you had no idea what you were even thinking β you were so taken aback, that you werenβt even sure you had any thoughts left in your head. Which, is a miracle, considering how many new adjectives you came up with about two minutes prior, for this situation alone.Β
You felt the rain soak your skin and outfit, some of it landing on Simon first, sliding down his broad, suited shoulders before coating you. His walk was rough and rugged, you bouncing slightly in his arms as he moved the two of you down the sidewalk. Despite how angry you were a couple of minutes ago, you were being calmed by the second just feeling the rise and fall of his chest, the pumping of his heartbeat, the sound of his breathing.
βSimon?β you spoke, sounding cautious.
He said nothing, only looking down, his brown eyes meeting yours as his wet, blonde hair messily stuck to his forehead in small strands. He looked as dead on the inside as usual, but there was something about his stare this time, that let you know he was sorry. It was almost sheepish, in an intimidating way.Β
He is a confusing man.
Nonetheless, you went on with what you wanted to ask. βWhatβ¦are you doing?β
βIβm walkinβ us to the date.β he said in a gruff, matter-of-fact way.
β¦
Silence passed between the two of you once more, before you started to crack a small smile, softly laughing at the manβs resolve to solve the problem.Β
βI donβt think weβre βgonna make it there in time, βMonnie.β you said, playing along.
βI said another night, didβn I? Weβre gonna get there β βjust another night.β he quipped.Β
You hid your face in your hands, trying to hold back your amusement. It was safe to say that you werenβt angry anymore, at least.
βWeβre βgonna get hypothermia by then, I think, love?β you replied.
You watched him grin a little, his head moving back up to watch the area in front of him as he walked. βWeβll make a stop at the clinic after, then.β
You laughed, sighed, then laughed again thinking about the stupidity of the situation you were in right now. Simon laughed a little, too.
You started slapping his soaked dress shirt playfully, listening as it made a squelching noise before speaking. βAlright, alright, can we have the date at home instead so that we can skip the whole hospitalization part?β
βI suppose.β Simon replied lightheartedly before slowing to a stop, glancing down at you, changing directions, and walking back towards the direction of the house.
A grin was stuck on your face as the two of you passed by the glowing streetlamps and houses, all while the rain continued to pour down. Suddenly, you werenβt feeling as cold anymore, either β you were glad to be in Simonβs arms.
βYou make things really fucking complicated, you know?β
*twirls hair, kicks feet* so do you tan or burn LT :3...
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Ghost's car sucks -- always breaking down at the worst times. This time, it broke down on Valentine's Day -- right as you were about to leave the house.
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characters: Alejandro Vargas, John "Soap" MacTavish, KΓΆnig, Kyle "Gaz" Garrick, Simon "Ghost" Riley
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It was Soapβs fault that you were detainedβthat you were stuck like this. A crazed test subject, alone in a cell. But itβs okayβyouβll forgive himβbecause your heart wonβt listen to your mind anymore. Youβll fix things. Youβll make him like you.
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characters: Alejandro Vargas, John "Soap" MacTavish, KΓΆnig, Kyle "Gaz" Garrick, Simon "Ghost" Riley
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You tease Soap about his age. He seems more than eager to prove to you that he's no "boy." Older, Lieutenant MC x Soap
Honestly, I don't think Alejandro would be one to just ask unless you were very close and it was in a flirty way. I feel like he's pretty respectful, and considering that you're choosing to cover your face, he'd see it as a boundary.
What's their initial response?
In a romantic way: He'd probably be able to play it cool -- raise his brows and smile, make some kind of flirtatious comment. "You've been hiding all that under your mask, ojitos?"
In a friendly way: He'd probably smile and nod, then give some kind of compliment. I think he'd be very kind about it.
Do they tell others about it?
No. Not unless you tell others first, and then he'll comment on it. He wouldn't say anything rude either, maybe he'd crack a joke if he figured you wouldn't mind, but other than that, he'd be really laid back about it.
Are you pleased with their reaction?
It'd be hard not to be pleased with his reaction, unless you wanted more from him. But overall, he'd be pretty smooth and give you what you wanted -- even if you were fishing for compliments. This man is a WHOLE 10/10.
Either. Although I see Soap being a little annoying about it, he'd be likely to make it a whole bit to constantly ask you to take the mask off, in a jokey way. Like if you complained about not being able to see, or if it got dirty on a mission, he'd probably say something cheeky like "It's a good day to take off the mask, (rank/callsign/name)."
If it really annoyed you though, he'd get the hint -- I can't see him pushing-pushing for it unless he had a crush on you and really wanted to know what you looked like.
What's their initial response?
In a romantic way: Would not be able to play it cool. In his head, he's giggling and kicking his feet like a schoolgirl. Realistically, he's trying to be chill, but failing. I mean like grinning from ear-to-ear but turning his head to hide it, making not-so-secretive glances that linger, his posture becoming a little fidgety, in an excited kind of way. The whole shebang.
In a friendly way: A little similar to the previous response. He'd still be really excited and kind of proud that you trusted him enough to show him, but he wouldn't be trying to hide it. He'd probably make jokes, brag a little, something along those lines.
Do they tell others about it?
If the two of you have something romantic going on: Only a few people -- like Ghost, maybe Price. Dare I say Laswell. I feel like he'd kind of keep it a secret, because it feels like a special thing. He would only tell people he trusts to not gossip if they noticed him acting differently around you and brought it up -- again, he'd try to play it cool in front of them, but they'd know he's full of shit, lol.
If you're only friends: Yep. It's one of the first things he does after seeing you without your mask for the first time. Dude's all up in Ghost and Gaz's face like "Has (callsign/name) let you see their face? Did you know (callsign/name) has (facial feature)?"
Are you pleased with their reaction?
Definitely. You would KNOW he's excited about being able to see your face, so it would be a flattering experience for you. Maybe if his jokes went too far you wouldn't be happy with him, but that probably wouldn't happen; he knows when to stop, and they wouldn't be mean ones either. Overall...he's getting a 10/10 from me.
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Do they ask to see, or does it just happen?
Since he wears a mask of his own, I think he'd respect that you want the mask on, so I don't think he'd ask. HOWEVER...if the two of you were really close, I can see him proposing the both of you take your face-coverings off at the same time, LOL. Reveal for a reveal, type of deal. (BARS?!)
What's their initial response?
In a romantic way: Yeaaaaaaaah the dude's got an anxiety disorder, so it's probably gonna be a little awkward (no, I don't think he's gonna cower in fear--but he's def not gonna have the unadulterated swagger of a booktok mafia boss). I picture him going silent for a couple of seconds, trying to figure out what the right thing to say would be, before throwing up a thumbs up and letting out a nervous chuckle, saying some shit like "It's good!" in reference to your face. He'd probably get really shy after that, and not really know what to say--either you'd have to carry the conversation, or he'd start to ramble about nonsense. Might offer to show you his face, as well.
In a friendly way: Pretty similar to the romantic way, although he wouldn't get too shy about it. In fact, he'd probably get kind of excited and offer to take his mask off and show you his face, too. Like a bonding thing...or something?
Do they tell others about it?
No. He knows what it's like to wear a mask and want privacy in some regards, so he wouldn't go around telling people. Maybe he'd gush about it to family, close friends, or to like a pet, LOL ("Ja little birdy, they showed me their face and they have (facial feature!"). But you wouldn't have to worry about it getting spread around -- he knows how to remain professional, and how to respect boundaries.
Are you pleased with their reaction?
Romantically: Guys. Guys, hear me out. This is like...a solid 5/10. I'm SO sorry. He gets points because I think it'd be a little cute, but other than that it would be SO awkward. I HAVE to dock points on this one.
Friendly: You know what. 7/10. It'd be a little awkward, sure -- but I think he'd be really nice about it and you'd end up feeling flattered and not regretting your decision to show him. Much better than romantically, where you aren't really sure what he's thinking.
Either or. He might ask to see your face as a joke, but other than that I think he'd be very respectful and not like...FEIGNING to see your face, yknow?
What's their initial response?
In a romantic way: I think he'd be able to somewhat play it cool. He'd smile, but he'd be able to control it. I think he'd probably say "Wow" a couple of times too during your conversation, just littered here and there, going from comments to murmurs. He'd also probably try to throw in a compliment -- it has a 50/50 chance of either landing or bombing completely.
In a friendly way: He'd be a little more chill about it. I don't think he would care too much, it'd be more of like an "Oh, that's what they look like. Cool." kind of response. He'd probably crack a couple of jokes, as well.
Do they tell others about it?
Probably not, unless someone teased him or egged him on in some kind of situation. Like if they were joking about him having no game or something, he might reply like "'I have no game' -- ok bro, have YOU seen (callsign/name)'s face?" which probably wouldn't go over well if you heard about him saying that.
Are you pleased with their reaction?
Romantically: I'd say yeah, it would be a decent interaction. Like a 7/10 -- not bad, not spectacular.
Friendly: 3/10. Mega flop of a response. The jokes may redeem it and bring it up to a 5/10, but for the overall disinterest...I give this fictional man a catastrophic 3/10!
If you find out he was telling people: Immediate drop to 0/10. I think that would ruin the perspective of him being genuine, and you wouldn't be able to forget it easily.
It just happens. I don't think he would ever ask to see your face -- not because he's disinterested, but because he's pretty stoic and proud.
The ONLY scenario I see him asking for you to unmask, is if things are getting hot and heavy between the two of you -- maybe you're in close proximity, he's in a more dominant position -- then, possibly, he'd ask. But this would be like...an EXTREME slow-burn kind of thing, he wouldn't just do it out of the blue, or to just anyone.
Guys, I lied. I thought of a second way he might ask -- if you needed medical attention. Like if you got an injury on your face, he'd probably be adamant on you removing the covering so that he could see/help. But other than that, he would NOT ask (teehee).
What's their initial response?
In a romantic way: Maybe he lets out a slight grunt, in an unexpected kind of way -- Like he's surprised and needs to readjust himself. Other than that, he'd probably give you a compliment and that'd be that. If you're super close, he might make a couple of jokes, and it'd go over more smoothly.
In a friendly way: Either no response, or a very generic one. He wouldn't make a big deal out of it, at all -- unless if you're close, he might make a joke. But other than that, he's very chill about it.
Do they tell others about it?
No. Not a single soul. It's not that he isn't happy that he got to see your face, but he just isn't a very vocal guy. He keeps to himself -- and also, I think he would think you'd want it kept private. He wears a mask himself, so he's also understanding that it may be something you want kept secret or low-key. It's not always obvious, but he can be a pretty empathetic guy.
Are you pleased with their reaction?
If he asked and it's close proximity: Hell yeah brother, that's a whole 10/10. I feel like that'd be pretty much a confession from him.
In a romantic, standard way: erm...yeah a 3/10. I'm SO sorry -- you wouldn't really know what he was thinking unless you pried. Overthinking and angst is almost ensured!
In a friendly way: I guess a 5/10? I feel like it would be expected from Ghost to be kinda stoic about it. There wouldn't really be anything to be disappointed about, nor anything to be excited about.
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