autoerotic executive functioning

did see a video on youtube about how caught falcons had their eyes sewn shut and were forced to rely on their new owners for food and water which is how they built trust for them and became tamed falcorny birds. needless to say this massively turned me on.

Turns out a sense of belonging can be found very easily through belonging to someone. Get in the cage.

Intox kink, but instead of taking advantage of you sexually I ask you a lots of personal things you usually avoid answering.

sexual thrill at the mere prospect of cataloging things in a database

love when a dominant makes u beg even when they have no intention of letting you cum. the hope is insane. like really you're just begging for their entertainment which is so hot that's what you're there for

I love telling a girl to beg better. To plead better. To pray better. They always get so desperate to please me. The effort always ramps up so much. Its so so *so* fucking good.

predicament bondage really is one of the hottest things ever. much to be said about how well it, as a class of bondage, forces the subject(s) to engage actively and in doing so tells the audience a more dynamic story. i feel like every time i see a new predicament bondage piece I'm being shown something unique and wonderful and forced to think about the body in interesting ways. really truly something special.

I also have a lot of respect for girls who self-describe as 'having a voice kink' because it's really a particularly embarrassing weakness to leave out in public like that. Most dommes I meet are already really into flustering with tone alone and that's like catnip for the type.

yeah, sure, vore this monsterfucking that, whatever, that's nice. my impossible fantasy is crossing the qualia gap.

(talking to someone off camera) yeah you know that's an interesting point you've brought up. i do like the idea of a hivemind but i definitely don't want to be part of one. not really into the whole ego death thing. but it does raise the question of what ego means if qualia are shared, like what's the difference between being foundationally understood by another person and being the Same as that person? i agree there's a productive tension there,

Well the demon on my shoulder only has good ideas that following always work out perfectly for both me and everyone else involved. Maybe you're just not trusting your demon enough, maybe if you gave it room to grow it'd stop seeming so selfish to you. You should try giving it its own name and identifying a set of personality traits and aesthetic associations that go with it and on occasion cosplay as it while acting out everything it tells you to do until its voice becomes one with your own. For normal reasons.

I think that part of what makes embarrassment hot, as an emotion to evoke, is the fleeting nature of it. Presumably at some point after sufficient exposure you'll become used to this. It'll cease to provoke such a strong reaction as it transitions into normalcy. I think part of what it is to feel embarrassed is to worry about this. An anxiety over where this path takes you. Will your future be one that you can imagine? In this way to evoke it is a tangible kind of control over the substance of your selfhood. And also it's really cute when you're so overwhelmed that you're paralyzed with panic and anxiety and unable to let any of it out.

i feel like there hasn't been enough exploration of the erotic dehumanization of the phrase 'convenient legal fiction'