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Sun goes to Jay because he needs him to force the feelings out of him. He can't reach that place alone because he still, even now, doesn't feel entitled to. He can't grieve, he can't live, he can't love but he trusts Jay to drag those things out of him because even if he doesn't say it, he is falling for Jay and more importantly, he trusts him.

And Jay, he's ready to be what Sun needs because he's enamoured with this tightly wound conundrum but also worse, Jay needs to be the center of Sun's universe. Not in an abusive way. He needs Sun to be obsessed with him the way he's obsessed with him. He needs to be needed.

So Jay fucks him like he did before. He made it "hurt." He rides him hard and gives Sun all the avenues he needs to release what he needs to release but it's also just as much about them wanting each other as it is about letting Sun abuse himself. Sun can hide a multitude of things under this and he does. But he also, once he realizes who Jay is (justice for Jay's dimples), he finally lets it all go. Jay has seen all the worst days of his life and he's still there. He still cares. And that means more than Sun will ever admit. They finally see each other in way they never did before and it brought them closer together.

After Sun figures out who Jay is, he climbs on for round two.

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So watching him come full circle coming to terms with how although what he went through felt like a world ending stance for the longest time. It was because he chose to keep living he was able to still meet some really beautiful people who genuinely care for him and empathetically feel for him (sky kajorn jo).

"If it's someone who can feel love even for just a little then you have the right to have the reason to live" as he runs right into Jay's arms like that was everything! These two people lost very important people in their life and yet they're still here. They have found each other and then and now.

Watching him also come to the realization that it was Jay then the same person he cried into the arms of the same person who didn't even ask him why he was crying he just held him. The same person who is now helping him while he has gone through his own tragedy and is still trying to rectify everything himself for his own purpose in life.

The fact that these very two people who have face such horrible tragedies at the expense of other people's actions. Were able to not only confide in each other but feel liberated with each other. It all just felt so right and they both really were naked in the sense of not just their bodies! but everything was on display the feelings the pent-up emotions that sun has been concealing because he felt like he didn't deserve to feel anything. It was all just so beautiful and the tear that came out of him!

Here you can see a masterpiece of reaction oft the backround actors:

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Yeah, me too, Sis and Bro, me too.

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And here comes Kajorn + Sun: