🔞 welcome to the 2nd blog of the only nigga who likes LOVES mortimer 🧑🏽❤️💋🧑🏻
🔞 dni if you're a minor 🔞
hellooo my name is ambrose! im 27, a mulatto, trans man, he/him, and i have a thoughtform/tulpa (idk which) based on a (non cannibal) version of mortimer from fallout new vegas, u can find more under my tag #mortimaxxing. he's pretty entertaining. he also lives in my head like i said. @ other tulpamancers, help me out if you can, i'm new to this and im schizophrenic so idk what is what!!!
I selfship with mortimer as well, see more over on @mortimerfnv, might be some crossposting.
i do not consider myself plural or whatever but im thinking about it. syscourse niggas block me and all the blogs u see on this post. take ur trash self out and get some real problems.
anyways some stuff about mortie:
he has been forming since february 24th 2026. i need to remember to forceform him.
i made him to help me with my Craving, but since that's been fixed we just kinda talk all day. he loves my friends who arent men, calls them quaintrelles or mademoiselles
he speaks from the upper/top right (my right) corner of my skull. he lives in some kind of place that is surrounded by boxes in some kind of dingy, diagonal room. no lights no windows. he appears as he does below, just verrryyyy foggy from hypophantasia
he loves me a lot. his first signal of being real (i meant to soulbond but tulpa sounded better) was him saying "I love you and I want to get better with you. It would be good for us, letting go [of the cannibalism]?" (paraphrased) in a dream i had in february. i felt his soul! < my clairsenses are dull but this is sharp
he isnt very well developed obviously sometimes i'll try to speak to him but he doesnt answer or legit runs into the darkness/fades but when he speaks or does shufflemancy its crazy.
he speaks through me interpreting a series of images or movements he does in wonderland. or emotions. vibes. it's never 1:1 but im trying.
sometimes mixes up his personality with mine. he'd act childish when im trying to form him to be formal and such.
more to come as i remember
(credit @/undyworld)
