something something takane is like the least suicidal character(second manga route is a crime against takane's character the whole reason she has opening eyes at all is that SHE WANTS TO LIVE) (azami gives takane opening eyes at the cost of her own existence because takane wants to live that badly)
anyways not my point but takane being so. i want to live!!!!! and being the last person ayano speaks to. it truly is sinister that last conversation is what it is bc while i like ayano's words of encouragement for takane about her crush. man it would've been so good to have ene pov feeling guilty about that moment.
takane describes herself as selfish and it's kind of. an objective fact about her lol maybe not selfish but simply self centered. gets too in her head about things to notice what other people are going through. at that moment this had costed her not realizing haruka was having a heart attack and only a few hours later, it costs her not realizing ayano was on her way to kill herself. obviously none of this is takane's fault and tbh. how COULD she have realized ayano was gonna do that.
but knowing her, she definitely hates herself for "failing" both ayano and haruka. especially with something like ayano's plan like if takane knew about ANY of this she would've bitch slapped her and it would've been awesome
and this adds on to why she clings to shintaro. obviously bc ayano told her he needs someone to push him, because she sees shintaro and he looked Bad, etc etc. and yeah ene clings to shintaro because he is her proof she ever existed and her one link to the real world but. on a personal level to who shintaro is. it is also about saving the one friend she has left!
i don't think takane has the savior complex ayano has. her thing is more driven by guilt and specific situation of being literally unable of doing anything OTHER than what she is doing. if ayano&haruka still died but takane hadn't become ene, she would not have ended up obsessed with shintaro. they still would've developed a weird relationship, sure, but he wouldn't be her reason to live. as painful as it would've been, takane would've naturally moved on from losing haruka&ayano and continued with her life... which she is not able to do as ene.
like, takane was literally normal. she was a regular autistic teenage girl who kinda struggled to make friends. haruka, ayano and shintaro were doomed from the start to end up like they do, but takane would've been FINE, if it wasn't for opening eyes
so even ene who talks about how much she enjoys opening eyes, her ability serves to be just as self destructive as everyone else's. ur not the exception girl!! yeah ur eye ability? that you and only you get because you are compatible with it? im sure you wont use them to the point of self destruction, right? β€οΈ
anyways. i dont remember what my initial point was gonna be. takane there are many things wrong with you and ur not aware of it <3