Imagine being so unwell, unable to function and doctors calling your illness, your trauma a WASTE BASKET ILLNESS and essentially refusing to provide adequate, open minded or informed care That is so incredibly invalidating and can impact your patients mental health For all those who's doctors have used those terms- Im sorry You deserve better Sending you strength and light x

Start by doing better Then you can get good

The enemy isn't stillness It's the mind telling you to go faster

On the plus side My social fatigue has disappeared now that I'm isolating and distancing I now have extra energy 💃💃

It's just a belief and a belief can be changed

I didn't know feeling like that wasn't normal, I just though I was broken, like I wasn't enough I thought maybe if I just studied more, put myself out there, tried harder to fit in, that things would change. I didn't know that the fatigue wasn't normal The pain wasn't normal The dizziness and blackouts were not normal Until I did. And then I was dismissed so much that I really felt abnormal.

There were so many signs that my health was declining Yet instead of realising that something serious was happening, I blamed myself for not trying hard enough for Not being good enough

Life is Beautiful And Terrible And Wonderful And Horrible And All I know is thats just Hows it's always been And I think that's just how it's meant to be