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@beetlethinksdaily
this is my thinky blog, on here i blog about my brain and my life.
my blog where i reblog funny shit is here:
@beetlemothbugs

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āGirls gays and theysā <- uninclusive while trying to be inclusive. Bad. Makes me uncomfortable.
āLadies, gentlemen, and other distinguished guestsā <- inclusive but far, far too formal
āAlrighty gamersā <- Incisive of everyone, informal, and fun to say.
āEveryponyā <== pisses everyone off.Ā flawless
"Friends, enemies, and those still under review"
āOI! THE LOT OF YOU.ā <āsuccinct, to the point, effective.Ā
"Attention K-Mart Shoppers" <- qualifies as vintage
"Y'all" <- y'all
"hey fuckers" - casual, ambiguous
"attention, freaks. It's me." -dhmis quote
I just say "you" with a broad gesture
"chat" <- let's everyone know you would put any of them into the grinder without hesitation
mothers and fuckers of the jury
humans & co
Fellow creatures
just start talking without addressing anyone at all, watch as they each tune in to whatever ridiculous shit you're saying
killers and vagabonds, liars and thieves
āFoul tarnished, in search of the elden ring!ā
"Ladies and gentlebeings" <- B. Dylan Hollis
Ladies and Gentlemen and others <- David Bowie
āmy mammalsā <- works for when you are talking to some animals as well
āmy mammalsā <- works for
when you are talking to some
animals as well
Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.
cuddling with my qpr in a corner at the library with my face in their chest and their hands in my hair while my other qpr draws beetles on my ankles because they know they are my favorite bug
calling them special and hearing them call me special back
holding hands
drawing on each otherās hands
kisses on the cheek
ācannibalism but when you eat someone a popup window appears asking wether or not you want to absorb their gender ā
-silly shit my irl friend said
if you were a fictional character, what horrible fate awaits you in fanon?
whitewashed
identity erasure
made skinny
perfect innocent blorbo (i.e. infantilized)
disabilities ignored
your fans end up on DNI lists (i.e. demonized)
endless discourse about your morality
decried as bad representation
completely ignored
complete rewrite of personality
multiple of these (reply or tag and list them)
none of these (somehow)
reblog for a bigger sample size if you feel like it
People have a perfect and innocent caricature of my personality even without writing fanon about me lol
Fucking same
infantilization, deemed as bad tourettes rep fs (even though ive been diagnosed for 8 years), probably endless discourse about my morality
also i love this post

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well life happened and now iām in two separate platonic polycules with one common person between the groups.
i have so much rizz guys
the amount of cuddles i am experiencing lately is probably the coolest thing.
i had a really bad dream last night. its like something in my head decided that i was going to have a dream that hits every single one of my insecurities and fears.
my therapist is retiring. um. help.
discovering the queerplatonic community saved me. seeing that my relationships can be more than either ājust friendsā or ādatingā is so blissful. i feel the most secure about myself in relation to others than ever before.
i value my friendships more. i value myself more.
i have my best friend in the whole world and we arenāt ājust friendsā and itās amazing.
i used to feel empty and unfulfilled when i was single and now iām ok with it. dating isnāt everything, and i would never have realized that without the queerplatonic community giving me words for us.
selfishly upset because my partner has decided to develop healthy sleep habits. no more late night discord calls. i miss them every night.
of course iām extremely proud of them for doing something that iāve been needing to do my whole life, yes i am upset i canāt send her messages late at night and get a reply.
i just miss them i miss them so much and i see him every day.

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was having a pleasant conversation with an older male librarian. a random guy neither of us have ever seen before walks up, with the sole purpose of making small talk.
he says hi, we say hi. he looks at me, looks at the male librarian. without looking at me, he asks the librarian, ādoes she work here.ā
me and librarian answer at the same time, that i volunteer here. rando guy stares at me. im uncomfortable.
he left after more awkward attempts at small talk.
he didnāt ask me if i worked there. he asked the man next to me if i did. i donāt think he even recognized me as someone who was capable of speaking in that moment.
i would be lying if i said that i do not think he acted this way because iām a woman.
today i learned about cobalt mining. i feel sad about it, but i cant do much. its weird, it causes a feeling of badness to come over me, but so many kids live it every day.
the exposure to toxic metals, the threat of mines collapsing while they are inside. doing it all to afford to eat and then you still donāt have enough.
all i can do is be a conscious customer, and when you donāt have a job, thatās pretty tough.