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anya | she/they | 21
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multifandom, but mostly the pitt, 911, and the west wing

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no one speak to me i just watched the episode of the west wing where they killed off mrs. landingham while she was driving back to the white house in the first new car she ever bought in her entire life.
it really is kind of interesting how attached people are to the idea of the improvised line and the genuine reaction in film. nearly every single famous moment or line has some sort of claim floating around that it wasn't in the script and was either made up on the spot by an actor or was sprung as a surprise on the actors to get their 'real' reaction. you know, sometimes people do come up with good lines in advance and write them down, and sometimes people can pretend to be have a convincing emotional response on screen
when did i stop being dr bartlet. when in the campaign did i decide women were going to like me more if i called myself mrs. when did i decide women were that stupid.
Toby has very clearly had the most time among the senior staff to absorb the MS news and I really appreciate the way that shows in how he's managing CJ and Sam. In the cold open CJ has the job and the expertise to know exactly what methods they should use to go public with the MS, and while Sam is questioning everything she says partially because he is so stricken by the news himself. Toby doesn't waste time arguing with Sam, he doesn't get angrier, he doesn't get snappy the way CJ does yet, he just very calmly states what will happen. And what will happen is exactly what CJ just suggested.
And then later with Sam, who's set on Hoynes being there for the announcement. Toby asking Sam a question about Jed's performance and Sam answering it with "I'm not a medical expert" and providing Toby with the perfect example of why Hoynes should not be asked about Jed's performance right now? It's again so calmly. It's thought out. He's had time to take it in and now he can make sure Sam and CJ, his own staff, are as okay as they're gonna get through all this.
Immediately after this he tells Donna the news specifically because it's the best way to keep Josh functional today and both the reasoning for that and the way he does it is just Brilliant.

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"When did I stop being Dr. Bartlet? When in the campaign did I decide women were going to like me more if I called myself Mrs? When did I decide women were that stupid?" I need essays written about this decision and Abbey's feelings about it and to what degree it was her idea and to what degree it wasn't but she didn't think it worth the fight.
But really in general the entire scene with Abbey and Sam and then Babish is so good and you can really see how defensive she is about this and it's such a layered thing. She fucked up. She did something illegal, she risked her medical license, to get her husband elected. And now because he considered another term, it's all coming out and the consequences are back to bite her. And it's sinking in and it's getting to her and these guys have a great way of being harsh as they should and still with this kind of total lack of understanding where she's coming from.
And then her eventual "I want to be next to my husband when he does this" cuts right through all of that to really the emotional core of what Jed is about to do and say, and her entire motivation for ALL of it in the first place.
the west wing season 2 episode 18 "17 people". now THAT'S television!!!!
all of the end of season 2 actually. this whole arc of the various staff members finding out about jed's MS is incredible
there's something to be said, i think, about modern fandom's increasing fixation with paratext versus canon -- whether that's something as substantial as entertainment articles, actor interviews, comments from showrunners, bts footage, and deleted scenes or something as insubstantial (and often misleading) as an actor's body language while they do promo, unsubstantiated rumors of displeasure or friction between the cast and/or the writers, and full blown conspiracy theories ("there's a secret unaired episode that will make everything right" is a popular one right now). maybe it's obvious to say that this probably stems from an audience that is fundamentally dissatisfied or disinterested in the story they're being told and instead privileges the story they've convinced themselves they've been told by virtue of their fandom experience. in other words, that there's a kind of enmeshment that happens for some of us where the meta-analyses, headcanons, and fandom chatter (which often takes a kernel of truth from canon and runs with it to often fascinating but not always legitimate readings) becomes blurred with what is actually canon to the media we're enjoying. at least, i can certainly trace where this blurring of boundaries has shown up with me in my long history with fandom, particularly when i was coming of age.
i think it's uncomfortable, but often necessary to recognize when we're watching a show or a film or reading a book or playing a video game with different expectations or desires than the story ever promised to fulfill. simply, you can't draw blood from a stone, you know? and I think this idea, however simple, is often very easy to forget when you're in fandom because fanworks are innately transformative. in fandom, we draw blood from stones all the time. we re-imagine characters, relationships, universes in whichever way we deem fit so that we can experience wish fulfillment. but as the fourth wall between fandom and the creatives behind media becomes thinner and thinner, the boundary between what is the job of storytellers (to tell a story), what is the job of the audience (to receive the story or opt out), and what is the job of fandom (to connect with one another over shared imaginative and transformative reception of the story being told) is getting muddied to detrimental effect. coupled with the rise of hyper-individualism and the increasing commodification of fanworks into traditionally published forms, this is where we get a real wave of entitlement from fandom -- this sense that the storyteller owes something to us by virtue of our fannish devotion and that perceived failure to meet our desires is worthy of a host of outrage and abuses. i think this is where paratext comes in and why the notion of what is or isn't canon feels perhaps more debatable now than ever before. i think it's born from a blend of hyper-individualism effecting how we think and behave as audience members, the increasing sense of entitlement that is borne out of such individualist thinking, the vanishing of the fourth wall between fandom and the mainstream as well as the creators of media that fandom enjoys, and a growing inability to accept the story you're being told on its own terms (and go happily and exclusively to fandom to remedy the urge for something more). because, really, what paratext offers is a sense of legitimacy -- usually when it conveniently upholds what you privately wanted in the first place. if the show you love isn't giving you enough to substantiate your ship, you can get your fix through an actor's interviews, their exposure to fanfiction and fan art, and their perceived approval of the ship. their opinion, by virtue of their literal proximity to the show, legitimizes your own. if the movie you love doesn't do enough with a character you find interesting, a scrapped plan for what the character might've done or a deleted scene might do the same. etc etc.
And while I think it's fine to find the perspectives of actors and showrunners interesting, I do think you get into messy waters when you consider these things just as legitimate as what makes it onto the page or screen -- because, factually, that just isn't true. and if you step outside of fan spaces, you often see this disconnect: i'm sure we have all had the experience of talking to a friend, a parent, or a coworker who "isn't online" and is completely flabbergasted by fandom discourse or simply never would've come up with a popular fanon interpretation or critique if you'd given them a hundred years. because casual viewership (which is almost by definition never going to seek out actor interviews, articles, social media stories, and what an actor likes or doesnt like on instagram) is receiving only the text: the story that, by virtue of the many forces that constrain, edit, and transform the myriad intentions of every person involved in the project, finally and actually made it to the screen. and i dunno, i wonder sometimes if there's something to envy in that.
the west wing season 2 episode 18 "17 people". now THAT'S television!!!!
something so fucked up about a thursday

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i love that "stackhouse filibuster" was narrated by cj, sam, and josh writing emails to their parents. it's a fun way to tell the story of something that could be really boring, and it gives us so much about the three of them as characters by showing how they talk to their parents
madison, wi's police department just executed a man in the street near where i grew up. news sources all say "at least one injured" for now but apparently they tased him and then shot him three times at point blank range per a video posted to instagram. they're supposed to be doing a press conference right now. i'll update with a news article once they reflect the situation more accurately.
the press conference can be watched live here:
MADISON (WKOW) — Madison police are planning to hold a news conference Wednesday afternoon after a shooting downtown.
At least one person is injured after a police shooting on Williamson Street and South Baldwin Street on Madison’s Near East Side Wednesday.
MPD's press conference states the civilian has passed away from life-threatening injuries inflicted by one officer, and that two officers (including the one who discharged his firearm after the use of a taser) were reportedly injured, one confirmed to have been injured by a knife this man was carrying. The deceased has only been identified as a man in his 30s at this time.
ETA Please be advised that the video at the top of this article contains graphic footage of the incident.
Madison's chief of police says an officer in Wisconsin's capital city shot and killed a man who had injured him with a knife while resisting
there hasn't been an officially released name, but community members have said his name is corey ruiz. they are also encouraging anyone who lives in the area to attend the next common council meeting on august 4th at 6:30 and support funding for the independent police monitor
There will be a vigil tonight, July 23rd, for Corey at 5pm at the intersection of Baldwin and Williamson.
Common Council President Sabrina Madison has announced she intends to hold listening sessions but will attend the vigil tonight.
If you live in Madison or have friends in Madison, please reach out to your alder to ask them to support the Police Civilian Oversight Board and to call out this horrific incident.
can i be real for one second are we not all cultivating vastly intricate filtered content lists. is that just me. i see little to nothing that bothers me. i block anything that could potentially bother me. i am blocking niche tags from 3 fandoms ago for my own peace of mind. i have the name ‘bruce’ filtered
see i like whitsantos as any regular pitt fan but sometimes i can really tell that they are baby’s first platonic m/f relationship in fandom because why are so many of these headcanons depicting them to be this close and comfortable around each other. it’s almost relationship-y and often very ooc specifically for trinity. (and i’m not talking about fanon joyposting, you do you, i’m talking about people’s genuine headcanons and ideas about what their relationship would be like)
she might be able to joke with him and i’m sure they are learning more about each other because of the proximity, but she clearly struggles with having another person in her house. yes, they watch tv somewhat amicably and they like living together even if they would never say it out loud. but they are both still quite awkward around one another and trinity barely ever tells him an honest feeling unless he literally pries it out of her. and considering trinity has a history of sexual assault and harmful behavior by men, she’s still gonna cautious and attempt distance(even if she’s kinda bad at it).
she likes him, yes, of course she does. but she clearly doesn’t show that unless it accidentally slips out. she doesn’t even call him dennis, why would she ever call him ‘denny’, cuddle him, or be naked around him?
their whole charm is that they are so close but struggle to show it due to their varied personal histories and personalities. and that’s what i like about them! she did him this huge favour after barely knowing him and probably saved him by giving him a house. he’s so kind but not very socialised considering he grew up on a farm with a big family and then was blasted into homelessness. he hates being a bother in any way especially after what trinity did for him. meanwhile trinity is incredibly kindhearted too but very traumatised after the assault and abuse she’s been through. all of this makes their communication stunted and difficult. it’s complicated! the fact that she would probably struggle to even refer to him as her friend(let alone best friend, which he probably is), is what makes it all so fun and interesting. you’re taking away their juice by making them so comfortable and normal around each other

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a thing about me is i basically never notice a wig or other kind of hairpiece in tv/movies. it has to be party city territory for me to even twig it. people will complain about characters' wigs looking bad and i will nod along but there is like a 90% chance i did not notice for a second while watching. i consider this mostly a blessing.
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