avesrin approved (uh-viz-rin)

"Maybe I'm just bad!" Jon whirls back to martin "Maybe I was made to be evil! Maybe nothing I do will fix that! I want to die… I know it won't fix things now… It's just the only– but I have to fix what I've done first… That is what's keeping me going right now."

"Jon," Martin tries to interrupt again.

just phm

While My Guitar Gently Weeps ryland starts thinking about his death and rocky doesnt understand why.

The Shape Of What I Don't Yet Understand this one is so good! its basically just a scene of rocky and grace struggling to understand eachother when they first met, its so in character its crazy.

It Always Feels Like NSFW ryland jacks off for rocky but its way more educational than sexy, though grace still enjoys it.

watched me sleep? cute shit, ryland has scrvy and almost dies rocky flips out, they call eachother their echo its cute as fuck.

what exists beyond, beyond, beyond the radiation fucks with rocky fertility and his baby hatches wrong, he blames himself and grace helps him through it.

flower on my skin if you like dark stuff this ones for you, you WILL CRY. this is an omegaverse one that deals with grace being touch starved and dealing with his heat alone, its also got mentions of past sa in it so please check the tags and warnings before you read.

crossovers

"And all of these will go into it?" he gestures to the spices Alastor pulled out.

"Yes, dear," Alastor nods. "They are what makes it taste good."

"All of them??"

"My dear, this is only 6." Alastor has to try so hard not to condescend to him. "Ranch has more spices in it than this."

"Oooh… really?…" Vincent considers this. "So should I grab some measuring spoons?"

"Oh sweetie, no," Alastor shakes his head.

"… No?"

"Do you need anything?" Martin asks, resting a gentle hand on Jon's shoulder.

Jon sighs and shakes his head, "No."

"Fine, I’ll just – you coming, Percy?"

"Actually, I think I'm going to stay again. The last one was really poetic; I'm kind of curious to see what this one's like," Percy says as Martin starts to walk off.

"Poetic?" Martin pauses.

"Ah… Yes, the last one was Horrid but poetic," Jon agrees.

"Was it any good?"

"I don't know. No? Maybe? You're the poetry person, not me, Martin."

"I thought it was decent. Better than some of Apollo's stuff," Percy notes.

these are all fanfics i have read that i wanted to show some extra love!

wretched thing that i am this has a really interesting depiction of the avatars and what its like to be one, daisy gets to live, jon becomes a monster, and they become friends!

suffer little spider jon HATES spiders, kills them every chance he gets, then has a full ptsd break down when one touches him and martin helps him through it, martins pov

A Room With A View this is a doorkeay kinda fic, its horror, its really good, its written like it might actually be from the show. very good. read it.

Watching You, Watching Me a very interesting soulmate au with jon and jonah. (i LOVE tma soulmate aus, they always do such fun creative stuff) it only has one chapter and i want more so i'm hoping if i get more people to read it they will return and continue it.

The Long Way Home another doorkeay one, it will make you cry honestly i love EVERYTHING Foxtrot (SolidState) has written, they got some good shit. literally just go read anything they've written its all good!

Past Pataphysical another one by Foxtrot (SolidState) basically an au where micheal is no longer a part of the distortion and has to figure out how to return to his life after, and gerry helps.

Like real people do doorkeay, michaels bothering gerry, he eats joint gerry was smoking. its sad and ugh i love them.

To Be Known another doorkeay one what can i say i like em, this ones when gerrys still liking in the bookshop with his mothers ghost and trying to save people from the monsters, him and shelley where friends so michael also takes an interest.

make a mercy out of me doorkeay they were dating...fuck gertrude for doing this to them.

A Quiet Haunting gerry, micheal, and gertrude take a road trip.

Just Ask jon/martin soulmate au where your soulmates name appears on the back of your neck, and you can feel when your soulmate dies. martins trans and when he changes his name jon's mark dies with it leaving him to think his soulmates dead, martin doesn't know his soulmates name at all, very sad then cute lovely shit happens after.

An Eye for an Eye martin/jon soulmate au where you trade a body part with your soulmate, martin and jon trade eyes, its cute! but also got tma typical body horror.

i left a part of me back in new york jon and gerry only find out their soulmates after they meet through the catalog of the dead really sad.

Only Ever You another jon/martin soulmate au, this one the dread powers are well known and worshipped, martin is marked for the eye. and the eye makes itself a body in the form of jon sims in order to date martin the way he would want to be.

formal resignation melanie asks helen to remove her eyes, its pretty hot

"…God, what is life gonna be like after this?"

He shrugs. "Maybe it will just go back to normal."

"Ya think? After all this?" Dimitri cocks an eyebrow at him.

"…My life will," he shrugs.

"Mm… Yeah. Suppose it will. But ya got a good few acquaintances from it."

"…Maybe."

"… Well… I sure like your company," Dimitri nudges him.