I see a lot of bloodymary content that has Simon thinking and talking about not deserving everything he can have with Grace. Especially thinking he doesn't deserve to have survived the blood ocean. And I get it, but to me he reads differently.
Yeah, I think it'd take a minute for him to process that its all real but once he did I think Simon would be insatiable. For life in general.
The man wanted to live so badly he was willing to rip his own arm off without hesitation for a chance at 30 more seconds alive. Sure, at that point he was fighting for more than just his own life but that's his end goal most of the movie.
To me Simon reads as someone who would want to drink in life with such an unmatchable passion he's actually hard to keep up with. He wants to try every food, he wants to go everywhere and do everything he can with such vigor it borders on gluttony. He's not declining SHIT, who cares if he deserves it he's here and he has a chance he never though he'd have. Simon made peace with being a sinner years ago and of all his sins, this is the only one to bring him joy so he'll indulge it until he's satisfied. He can live with the guilt, God knows he already does.
