my buddhism audiobook paused mid-paragraph for a startling length of time and my arts major ass was like "Wow. What a powerful commentary on stillness." (my phone had died.)

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my buddhism audiobook paused mid-paragraph for a startling length of time and my arts major ass was like "Wow. What a powerful commentary on stillness." (my phone had died.)

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If we wanted to engage in nuance (lol, lmao) on the "are audiobooks reading" debate, we really do need to bring literacy, and especially blind literacy, into the conversation.
Because, yes, listening to a story and reading a story use mostly the same parts of the brain. Yes, listening to the audiobook counts as "having read" a book. Yes, oral storytelling has a long, glorious tradition and many cultures maintained their histories through oral history or oral + art history, having never developed a true written language, and their oral stories and histories are just as valid and rich as written literature.
We still can't call listening in the absence of reading "literacy."
The term literacy needs to stay restricted to the written word, to the ability to access and engage with written texts, because we need to be able to talk about illiteracy. We need to be able to identify when a society is failing to teach children to read, and if we start saying that listening to stories is literacy, we lose the ability to describe those systemic failures.
Blind folks have been knee-deep in this debate for a long time. Schools struggle to provide resources to teach students Braille and enforcing the teaching of Braille to low-vision and blind children is a constant uphill battle. A school tried to argue that one girl didn't need to learn Braille because she could read 96-point font. Go check what that is. The new prevalence of audiobooks and TTS is a huge threat to Braille literacy because it provides institutions with another excuse to not provide Braille education or Braille texts.
That matters. Braille-literate blind and low-vision people have a 90% employment rate. For those who don't know Braille, it's 30%. Braille literacy is linked to higher academic success in all fields.
Moving outside the world of Braille, literacy of any kind matters. Being able to read text has a massive impact on a person's ability to access information, education, and employment. Being able to talk about the inability to read text matters, because that's how we're able to hold systems accountable.
So, yes, audiobooks should count as reading. But, no, they should not count as literacy.
Desperately trying to finish listening to this audiobook before Libby repos my shit
My dear friends: When a librarian or teacher says "Audiobooks count as reading", we do not literally mean that audiobooks are the same as decoding visual meaning via symbols representing sounds. We mean, among other things:
Audiobooks can expose listeners to new vocabulary and forms of syntax.
Audiobooks can present listeners with long-form fictional narratives with engaging characters, interesting literary devices, and poetic turns of phrase.
Audiobooks can teach listeners new information in a long-form manner that goes into depth or wide breadth on a particular subject or subjects.
Audiobooks can help listeners' verbal comprehension skills.
Audiobooks can do all these things without presenting the same difficulties to blind, low vision, partially sighted, visually impaired, or dyslexic listeners; listeners with ADHD; listeners who experience physical difficulty with holding a book or e-reader; or listeners who are disabled in a host of other ways that a physical book or e-reader might present.
The written word is not specially imbued with magical noble worth above the spoken word, and if you think it is, you may have some ableism and/or racism to deconstruct.
100% Legally Sourced Media (Google Drive)
Here is a link for a whole bunch of movies, tv shows and more -
A Media Masterlist - Google Drive
There is a large number of things on this drive not playing properly/downloading due to it exceeding the number of people that can watch. I am going to re-upload to a new drive, I will post that link here too as soon as I have it set up. As things get uploaded to the new drive they will be deleted from the current one to help me keep track of what has been uploaded and what still needs to be done so if you can’t find it on one, check the other. This is obviously going to take quite some time and so it will delay anything new being put on for a while. I am sorry for the delay but I feel like making current content fully accessible again is the priority right now.
below is the link to the second drive, if you can't find what you were looking for on the top link, it may have been re-uploaded to this new drive already.
Below is a list of the things currently on my google drive, I may add more and keep updating this list periodically as things get put on the drive.
Audiobooks and Audio Dramas
Fiction
1984 By George Orwell
A Tale of Two Cities By Charles Dickens
Animal Farm By George Orwell
Bleak House By Charles Dickens
Bridgerton Series By Julia Quinn
Chemistry By Rachael Sommers
Daisy Jones and the Six By Taylor Jenkins Reid
David Copperfield By Charles Dickens
Do Not Disturb By Freida McFadden
Dracula By Bram Stoker
Eve of Man Series By Tom Fletcher & Giovanna Fletcher
Fellow Travelers By Thomas Mallon
Frankenstein By Mary Shelley
Fried Green Tomatoes at the Whistle Stop Cafe By Fanny Flagg
Friends of Dorothy By Sandi Toksvig
Gone Girl By Gillian Flynn
Gothic Tales By Arthur Conan Doyle
Great Expectations By Charles Dickens
H.G. Wells The Science Fiction Collection By H.G Wells
Her Second Husband By Jane E. James
It By Stephen King
Jurassic Park By Michael Crichton
Les Misérables By Victor Hugo
Little Women By Louisa May Alcott
Mansfield Park By Jane Austen
Me Before You By Jojo Moyes
Neon Roses By Rachel Dawson
No One I knew By A. J. McDine
Oliver Twist By Charles Dickens
Pride and Prejudice By Jane Austen
Red, White & Royal Blue By Casey McQuiston
Sense and Sensibility By Jane Austen
Should Have Known Better By A J McDine
Stranger in the Woods By Anni Taylor
The Complete Sherlock Holmes Collection By Arthur Conan Doyle
The Deep by Rivers Solomon
The Exorcist By William Peter Blatty
The Forgetting By Hannah Beckerman
The Girl on the Train By Paula Hawkins
The Girl Who Was Taken By Charlie Donlea
The Glitch By Leeanne Slade
The Great Gatsby By F. Scott Fitzgerald
The Honey Witch By Sydney J. Shields
The House Without a Key By Marin Montgomery
The Invite By A. J. McDine
The Murder Game By Tom Hindle
The Picture of Dorian Gray By Oscar Wilde
The Priory of the Orange Tree by Samantha Shannon
The Promise You Made By A. J. McDine
The Spirit Bares Its Teeth By Andrew Joseph White
The Summer Girl By Jenny Blackhurst
The Vacation By Kathryn Croft
The Woman in Black By Susan hill
The Wonder Boy of Whistle Stop By Fannie Flagg
The Wrong Sister By Claire Douglas
Think Again By Jacqueline Wilson
Thirteen Storeys by Jonathan Sims
Torchwood
We Play Games by Sarah A. Denzil
When You Least Expect It By Haley Cass
Non Fiction
A Billion Years My Escape from a Life in the Highest Ranks of Scientology By Mike Rinder
All I Know Now By Carrie Hope Fletcher
Apparently There Were Complaints By Sharon Gless
Bad Gays A Homosexual History By Huw Lemmey & Ben Miller
Barnum's Own Story By P T Barnum
Best Foot Forward By Adam Hills
Between the Stops By Sandi Toksvig
Beyond Belief By Jenna Miscavige
Black Mass By Gerrard O’Niell & Dick Lehr
Blood on Their Hands By Mandy Matney
Blown for Good - Behind the Iron Curtain of Scientology By Marc Headley
Boy From the Valleys By Luke Evans
Che Guevara By Jon Lee Anderson
Church of Lies By Flora Jessop & Paul T. Brown
Coming Up for Air By Tom Daley
Dare to Dream By Izzy Judd
David Bowie Made Me Gay - 100 Years of LGBT Music By Darryl W Bullock
Deaf Utopia By Nyle DiMarco
Escaping the Kingdom of God By J. Andrew Robinson
Fahrenheit-182 By Mark Hoppus
Family Secrets by Jeff Coen
Fathomless Riches By Rev Richard Coles
Freddie Mercury The Definitive Biography By Lesley-Ann Jones
Friends, Lovers and the Big Terrible Thing By Matthew Perry
From Here to the Great Unknown A Memoir By Lisa Marie Presley & Riley Keough
Gypsy Boy By Mikey Walsh
Help I S*xted My Boss By William Hanson & Jordan North
Karma By Boy George
Letters on Motherhood by Giovanna Fletcher
Mama’s Boy By Dustin Lance Black
MrBallen Presents Strange, Dark & Mysterious By MrBallen
MrBallen Presents Where Nightmares Live By MrBallen
My Sweet Angel By John Glatt
Notorious by Raphael Rowe
Once upon a Tyne By Ant & Dec
Our Story By Reg and Ron Kray
Over Our Dead Bodies By Todd Harra & Kenneth McKenzie
Rainbow History Class By Hanna McElhinney
Reflections of Alan Turing By Dermot Turing
Scientology: Abuse at the Top By Amy Scobee
Sh**ged. Married. Annoyed By Chris Ramsey & Rosie Ramsey
The Church of Fear by John Sweeney
The Doomsday Mother By John Glatt
The House of My Mother By Shari Franke
The Hundred Years' War on Palestine By Rashid Khalidi
The Mayor of Castro Street By Randy Shilts
The Peer and the Gangster By Daniel Smith
The Phantom Prince By Elizabeth Kendall
Under the Banner of Heaven By Jon Krakauer
Under the Bridge By Rebecca Godfrey
Documentaries and Docudramas
A Lion Called Christian
A Very British Sex Scandal
Abused By My Girlfriend
Accused - The Hampstead Paedophile Hoax
Aids - The Unheard Tapes
Alex Brooker: Disability and Me
Amanda Knox
Amy Bradley Is Missing
Bad Influence: The Dark Side of Kidfluencing
Bad Influencer - The Great Insta Con
Bowie - The Man Who Changed The World
Boyzone: No Matter What
Capturing Their Killer: The Girls on the High Bridge
Children of the Underground
Dancing for the Devil - The 7M TikTok Cult
Daughters of the Cult
Desperately Seeking Soulmate - Escaping Twin Flames Universe
Devil in the Family: The Fall of Ruby Franke
Dinosaurs - The Final Day with David Attenborough
Dirty Pop - The Boy Band Scam
Driven - The Billy Monger Story
Escaping Polygamy
Escaping Twin Flames
Freddie Mercury - The Great Pretender
Frozen Planet
Frozen Planet II
Good Grief with Reverend Richard Coles
Hatton Garden - The Inside Story
Hell Camp - Teen Nightmare
I Am Not A Rapist
I Cut Off His Penis - The Truth Behind The Headlines
Ireland's Mother and Baby Scandal
Killing Patient Zero
Leah Remini: Scientology and the Aftermath
Lewis Capaldi - How I'm Feeling Now
Liar: The Fake Grooming Scandal
Living Every Second: The Kris Hallenga Story
Lord Montagu
Mama's Boy
Matt Willis: Fighting Addiction
Murdaugh Murders - A Southern Scandal
Murder Among the Mormons
My Wife My Abuser - Captured On Camera
Pennywise - The Story of It
Planet Earth
Planet Earth II
Queen - Days Of Our Lives
Sacred Soil - The Piney Woods School Story
Sarah Everard: The Search for Justice
Scientology: Going Clear - The Prison of Belief
Soham: The Murder of Holly & Jessica
Stolen Youth - Inside the Cult at Sarah Lawrence
Strike - An Uncivil War
Strike! The Women Who Fought Back
Striking with Pride: United at the Coalface
Surviving Amber Heard
Take Care of Maya
The Bambers : Murder at the Farm
The Boys - The Sherman Brothers' Story
The British Blood Scandal: Poisoned at School
The Exorcist Untold
The Family
The Krays - The Mafia Connection
The Menendez Brothers
The Millennium Dome Heist With Ross Kemp
The Movies That Made Us
The Pembrokeshire Murders - Catching the Gameshow Killer
The Program - Cons, Cults and Kidnapping
The Settlers
The Times of Harvey Milk
Tom Daley 1.6 Seconds
Uprising
Waco - American Apocalypse
Warren Jeffs: Prophet of Evil
Wonders of the World I Can't See
Films
A Haunting in Venice
About a Boy
All of Us Strangers
American Psycho
Armageddon
Bad Tidings
Basic Instinct
Beautiful Boy
Beautiful Thing
Beetlejuice
Boy Erased
Boys Don’t Cry
But I'm a Cheerleader
Chicago
Child's Play
Chocolat
City of Lies
Clue
Contagion
Cool Runnings
Corpse Bride
Dallas Buyers Club
Dawn of the Dead
Death on the Nile
Deck the Halls
Die Hard
Dirty Dancing
Donnie Brasco
Downton Abbey
Edward Scissorhands
Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
Extremely Wicked, Shockingly Evil and Vile
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
Finding Neverland
Four Weddings and a Funeral
Fried Green Tomatoes
From Hell
Gone Girl
Gremlins
Hairspray
Handsome Devil
Heathers
Heathers - The Musical
Home Alone
Hot Fuzz
How the Grinch Stole Christmas
How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
IT
Jaws
Jingle All The Way
Jumanji
Jurassic Park
Kill Your Darlings
Kindergarten Cop
Kinky Boots
Labyrinth
Legally Blonde
Legend
Les Misérables
Les Misérables: The Staged Concert
Little Shop of Horrors
Little Women
Love Actually
Mean Girls
Midsommar
Milk
Minamata
Miracle on 34th Street
Moulin Rouge!
Murder on the Orient Express
Murdered for Being Different
Newsies
Oliver!
Philadelphia
Pirates of the Caribbean
Portrait of a Lady on Fire
Prayers For Bobby
Pride
Pride and Prejudice
Red, White and Royal Blue
Rent
Scarface
Scooby-Doo
Scream
Scrooged
Secret Window
Shaun of the Dead
Shelter
Sister Act
Sleepy Hollow
Star Wars
Sweeney Todd - The Demon Barber of Fleet Street
The Addams Family
The Amityville Horror
The Blair Witch Project
The Conjuring
The Craft
The Crow
The Exorcist
The Full Monty
The Greatest Showman
The imitation Game
The Muppet Christmas Carol
The Nightmare Before Christmas
The Santa Clause
The Shawshank Redemption
The Sixth Sense
The Sound of Music
The Tourist
The Woman in Black
Three Men and a Baby
Three Men and a Little Lady
Titanic
Transcendence
Twister
Uncle Buck
Unicorns
West Side Story
What We Did on Our Holiday
White Christmas
Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
Zola
Stand Up Comedy
Adam Hills
Chris McCausland
Chris Ramsey
Daniel Howell
Daniel Sloss
Dara O'Briain
Ed Byrne
Fern Brady
Greg Davies
John Bishop
Rhod Gilbert
Sarah Millican
Sean Lock
TV Shows
90210
A League of Their Own
Agatha All Along
Alan Davies: As Yet Untitled
Apple Cider Vinager
Being Human
Big Night of Musicals
Bridgerton
Celebrity Race Across the World
Code of Silence
Cooper & Fry
Criminal Minds
Cuckoo
Daisy Jones and the Six
Deadly Class
Deadwater Fell
Desperate Housewives
Dexter
Doctor Who
Downton Abbey
Dynasty
Eyewitness
Fellow Travelers
Fire Country
Friends
Good Girls
Good Omens
Good Trouble
Heartstopper
I'm a Celebrity Get Me Out of Here!
Interview with the Vampire
It's A Sin
Killing Eve
Looking
Mary & George
Mid-Century Modern
Midnight Mass
Missing You
My Family
My Wife and Kids
Nevermind the Buzzcocks
New Girl
One Tree Hill
Parenthood
QI
Queer as Folk
Shameless
SHARK! Celebrity Infested Waters
Sky Med
Sleepy Hollow
Supernatural
Switched at Birth
Taskmaster
The Alienist
The Artful Dodger
The Clearing
The Couple Next Door
The Fosters
The Haunting of Bly Manor
The Haunting of Hill House
The Jetty
The Midnight Club
The Misinvestigations of Romesh Ranganathan
The Pembrokeshire Murders
The Perfect Couple
The Society
The Stranger
The Unofficial Science Of…
The Watcher
Torchwood
Toxic Town
Under the Banner of Heaven
Under the Bridge
Virgin River
WandaVision
White Collar
White House Farm

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How my DRM-free principles left me owning the rights to a German audiobook
Support me this summer in the Clarion Write-A-Thon and help raise money for the Clarion Science Fiction and Fantasy Writers' Workshop! This summer, I'm writing The Reverse-Centaur's Guide to AI, a short book for Farrar, Straus and Giroux that explains how to be an effective AI critic.
Long story short: thanks to a series of misunderstandings, I had to shell out more than ten thousand euros to prevent a German audiobook of my work from being released with DRM and now I need your help (assuming you speak German) to get the book into readers' ears!
https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/doctorow/red-team-blues-auf-deutsche-drm-freie
For more than a quarter-century, I've had an iron-clad policy of not releasing my work with "digital rights management," this being a kind of encryption that keeps my readers from reading the books they've bought in the apps of their choice.
There's two reasons for this: the first is, it's just grossly unfair. If you buy one of my print books, you can shelve it on any bookcase and read it sitting in any chair, under any company's lightbulb. It's stupid and offensive for a company like Amazon/Audible to declare that you can only read the ebooks and audiobooks you buy using the apps they approve.
But the second reason is more insidious and subtle. By retaining control over the apps that you must use to read or listen to your books, companies like Amazon are able to lock you into their platform. That means they can change the deal even after you've made your purchase (for example, Amazon has been caught deleting ebooks from people's Kindle apps and readers and Audible has experimented with inserting ads into your audiobooks after you buy them).
This lock-in isn't limited to readers, either. Once Amazon has all my readers locked in, the company acquires control over me, the writer. After all, if my readers can't switch from Amazon to another bookseller, then I can't switch from Amazon to another bookseller, because that would mean asking my readers to start over buying all their books again.
Amazon has a long history of squeezing its sellers – including writers and publishers – once it has them locked in. Today, 45-51% of every Amazon Marketplace purchase from an independent seller is skimmed off by Amazon in junk fees. The company makes $58 billion/year charging vendors for search placement (rather than putting the best match for shoppers' searches at the top of the result). And they stole at least $100m from Audible audiobook authors:
https://pluralistic.net/2022/09/07/audible-exclusive/#audiblegate
In 1998, the US passed a law (Section 1201 of the Digital Millennium Copyright Act) that makes tampering with DRM a felony with a 5-year prison sentence and a $500k fine (for a first offense). In the years since, the US Trade Representative bullied every US trading partner into adopting this law. The EU did so in 2001, with Article 6 of the Copyright Directive.
This means that it's literally a crime for me, the author of a book, who holds the copyright to the work, to authorize you, a reader who bought the ebook or audiobook on Amazon, to convert the digital file so that it works with apps that compete with Amazon's.
So that's why I don't allow my work to be sold with DRM.
Everyone I do business with knows this – my publishers, my agents, etc – and over the past quarter century and more than 30 books, all of these people have bent over backwards to accommodate this policy of mine, even when it meant changing the workflow they used for thousands of books just to make an exception for me. I'm incredibly grateful for this.
But eventually, someone was bound to slip up, and that's how I ended up owning the German audiobook for my novel Red Team Blues.
After Red Team Blues was published in English in 2022 and became a national bestseller, many foreign publishers snapped up the translation rights. Among them was Heyne, my German publisher, who commissioned a fantastic translation by Jürgen Langowski that has sold briskly in Germany, Austria and Switzerland.
Heyne also commissioned an audiobook, beautifully read by a beloved German audiobook narrator, Uve Teschner.
But somewhere in there, everyone forgot that this audiobook could only be sold without DRM. And since Audible, Apple Books and Audiobooks.com refuse to carry DRM-free books, that meant that they would not be able to sell the books in the places where 90+% of readers look for them.
so. i understand where the sentiment "listening to an audiobook is the same thing as reading the book" is coming from - i mean, yes, the bottom line is you are taking in the same words in what is possibly a more accessible (or maybe just more enjoyable) format for you! and i'm 100% in agreement that "book snobs" who say "no you didn't really read it" if you listened to the audiobook are full of shit. ofc you should engage with stories in whatever way works for you, there is no moral or intellectual superiority to reading words off a page vs. listening to them
but it also is different? an audiobook is a performance. choices a narrator makes about line readings can drastically influence the meaning of the lines. even just different voices, accents, etc. - there are creative choices being made by the person delivering the words to you, and that affects your experience of the story in a different way than if you were making those choices in your own head. it might even change the way you visualize what's going on!
this isn't a bad thing it's just An Actual Thing & i think it's worth talking about. it rubs me the wrong way when people act like accommodations (and for many people audiobooks are an accommodation) always result in a completely identical experience, or even that they should, & if you suggest that people accessing media in different ways are having different experiences it's somehow ableist
anyway on rare occasions i really enjoy audiobooks but mostly they are much less accessible to me than words on a page (i need to be able to reread, flip back and forth, go at my own pace) & i also just really strongly prefer to encounter a text on my own before hearing someone else's performance of it, if possible! again i don't think it's "better" to read a physical book i just think it is a Distinct form of experiencing a story & acting like the two things are entirely the same is sort of doing a disservice to both