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祝日 / Permanent Vacation

Janaina Medeiros
ojovivo
trying on a metaphor
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
let's talk about Bridgerton tea, my ask is open
Claire Keane

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DEAR READER
Sade Olutola

if i look back, i am lost
Keni
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cherry valley forever
we're not kids anymore.
will byers stan first human second
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Idk how to format on mobile.
TW for depression/anxiety/abuse stuffs
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I haven't used this in years and I won't start using it now. I just needed somewhere that doesn't have people actively following me to post things I'm feeling lately, I guess.
I feel bad. Like I'm a bad person. When I'm upset, people reach out to help or offer a shoulder to cry on, and I've noticed for years and years I don't respond. Even in my few DMs here, I've found it. I never reply and I feel awful now because those people just wanted to make sure I was alright. But would I respond now? It's more likely, but whether or not my response would be good is another question. I've struggled with being open to people for years.
I feel bad because I have friends who I block out for days on end and they worry. I feel bad because I want to talk about these things but I can't. I feel bad because I push people away.
I wish I could move on. I wish I could learn to be more open again. I wish I had the ability not to push people away in fear it's a lie. In fear they're just using my pain to get more information to cause more suffering.
This is a god fucking mess of a post but I'm not gonna edit it.
I feel sorry for my boyfriend especially. He's been a friend for years and supported me and I still struggle, sometimes I still think 'but what if'. What if it's some elaborate plot? It's stupid. I know ot isn't deep down. But I still struggle to talk about my feelings even with him. I still can't be damned honest and I hate myself for it.
I wish I could just tell him I love and appreciate him.
TDLR don't fucking abuse people, they carry it for years, if not the rest of their lives.
Twelve-Road Enterprises is recruiting! (TR-RP)
Are you looking for a place to belong? Follow the Twelve’s Road, and you may find it.
You find the posters throughout the major Eorzean cities and Kugane. TWELVE-ROAD ENTERPRISES, NOW HIRING. Seeking adventurers, airship and sea crew, mechanics, traders and caretakers for our various holdings. Seeking the downtrodden and the lost.
Is this where you belong?
Who are we? We’re a small, close-knit FC focused on a mix of story-driven and slice-of-life RP. Our story lines are heavily character driven and inspired by those who work for and with us. We aim to create a collaborative space where all members and allies can find ways to explore their character stories. Our morality skews Neutral/Chaotic Good.
We are on Mateus. Allies welcome from across the data center.
What do we do? Our RP is largely focused around the function of Twelve-Road Enterprises and the lives of its employees. This theme is purposefully left flexible to encourage broad story-telling and enable that collaborative atmosphere. Combat events and darker themes are included and welcomed.
Under our holdings, we also run an orphanage and some farm land. We have connections in the East through a trade pact with the Doseishise clan, as well.
What are we seeking? RPers of all types, members and allies alike! You do not have to be part of the FC to participate in our events. We aren’t interested in explicitly evil characters (unless you want to talk about being an antagonist with us) but the morally grey may find some spaces of interest thanks to our interest in tearing down the Syndicate (shh). We also have people willing and ready to do PVE content.
When??? We time most of our events for EST prime time, but we have members spread across time zones, including PST and the EU.
Why join us? If you want to make friends in a smaller RP FC and create lovely stories together!
We have a Medium House in Lavender Beds and a holding in the Goblet that serves as our orphanage.
Your character may be interested in Twelve Road if they are seeking steady work in trade or production, need a place to hide or would like to volunteer at our holdings. We welcome unique, story-driven intros, too. (Twelve-Road Enterprises also welcomes any with intention to tear down the Syndicate or other entrenched powers – though we don’t go shouting about this from the rooftops for obvious reasons!).
Interested? Contact us on discord, in game or message @witchfall here on tumblr!
Officers:
Vivisha Visha, emberfall#6896
X’zhai Kotodama, Astra#1234
Eadwynn Cloude, GabeMaito#6656
J’ard’a Ornbalt, Krelldin#7093Â
We hope to hear from you!!
@mooglemeet @ffxiv-crystal-rp @mateus-rp @crystalxivrp
~Anniversary festival~
The Kotodama Clan invites you to join us as we celebrate another year of our long history…
Summer comes as yet another cold season ends. All things pass. Another moment fades. Yet we must seize the days we have now – and the days yet to come! Join us as Kotodama celebrates another year of renewal and memory, of hardship and triumph, of friendship and camaraderie!
LOCATION: The beach just south of the Clan House ;; Ward 14, Plot 7, Shirogane
TIME: 5 p.m. - 8 p.m. CST ;; Monday, June 17, 2019
Featuring…
Charms blessed and sold by our Saishi. All proceeds will go to the Twelve Road Enterprises orphanage.
Delicious food and drink, specially prepared for this auspicious occasion.
A wishing tree, upon which you can place your hopes for the coming year with ribbons blessed by our Saishi.
Sumo wrestling with our Kodenbushi, Narisada Ikeda! Can you take the Turtle Master down?
Performances and parades!
We hope to see you there as we celebrate another year of family, honor and compassion.
[OOC: <CLNRP> is turning 2! Come one, come all! Do you want to perform or perhaps host a stall with your FC? We still have spots! DM @witchfall on Tumblr or friend Vivisha Visha (emberfall#6896), Ilakha of the Kotodama (FullOfSandwiches#3541) or X’zhai Kotodama (Astra#1234) on Discord.
We can’t wait to see you all there!
@mooglemeet @ffxiv-crystal-rp @mateusrpcalendar
• Carbuncle’s Cup Re-Opening! •
After some serious remodeling, the Carbuncle’s Cup is re-opening to the public once more!Â
When: 18th March, 7pm CST Where: Lavender Beds, Ward 4, Plot 4 What: The Kotodama Clan are reopening the Carbuncle’s Cup! Come on down for some refreshments, an apothecary and a small performance. Our staff will be there to offer conversation and accompany you throughout your visit and make you feel just at home. With a plethora of personalities to choose around, anyone should feel comfortable! Â
OOC Notes: This is NOT an ERP-based event so we ask that all of our staff are treated with respect.
Tonight!
In about an hour! <3

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Profile: X’zhai Kotodama
THE BASICSÂ
Marital Status: Single
Age: 24
Birthday: 20th Sun of the 4th Umbral Moon
Race: Miqo’te
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Bisexual
PHYSICAL APPEARANCEÂ
Hair: Reddish brown, sweeping to one side.
Eyes: Sea green
Height: 5′6
Build: Lean, slightly toned
Distinguishing Marks: Tribal markings by his eyes
Common Accessories: Ul’dahn headpiece
PERSONALÂ
Profession: Blade Dancer for the Kotodama Clan
Hobbies: Fighting, training, dancing, singing, gardening
Languages: Eorzean, Doman
Residence: Shirogane
Birthplace: Ul’dah
Fears: Losing loved ones, airships, flying
RELATIONSHIPS
Spouse: N/A
Children: N/A
Parents: X’tanga Nunh, mother deceased.
Siblings: Unknown
Other Relatives: Unknown
Pets: Asuka, a red panda cub
TRAITS
Faithful / In Between / Unfaithful
Extroverted / In Between / Introverted
Disorganized / In Between / Organized
Close Minded / In Between / Open Minded
Calm / In Between / Anxious
Disagreeable / In Between / Agreeable
Cautious / In Between / Reckless
Patient / In Between / Impatient
Outspoken / In Between / Reserved
Leader / In Between / Follower
Empathetic / In Between / Apathetic
Optimistic / In Between / Pessimistic
Traditional / In Between / Modern
Hard-working / In Between / Lazy
Cultured / In Between / Uncultured
Loyal / In Between / Disloyal
ADDITIONAL INFORMATION
Alcohol: Occasionally
Smoking Habit: None
Drugs: None
RP HOOKS
Kotodama: Zhai is a family member of the Kotodama, officially brought in through Noburu Rites. Anyone who knows or discovers the Kotodama Clan may find him an odd recent addition to the bloodline.Â
Ul’dah: Zhai was raised on the streets of Ul’dah, in complete poverty. A street rat, he can often be remembered trying to earn his money to live through dancing and singing in the streets. He was also quite a scrapper when he was younger, often getting into fights with the other street kids, or even nobles when he believed what they were doing was wrong.
Performer: Despite being primarily a fighter, Zhai does have skills and experience in performing! Need someone to sing and/or dance at your event? Zhai will likely do it! Maybe your character saw him perform somewhere or even wants lessons? He’s very open!
WHAT I’M LOOKING FOR
Definitely connections ! Long term and/or short term!
Relationships of all kinds!Â
All kinds of RP! Zhai is quite a bright person, but a warning that some themes he is related in are quite dark. I do enjoy playing dark scenes and storylines!
Plots and storylines!
OOCLY, I AMÂ
GMT Timezone
Almost always online somewhere:Â Most definitely Discord
Always up for doing more than just RP: Content is viable too!
A G-Pose addict:Â I may spam you with screenshots and ask you to come take some with me *sweats*
Open and kind! (I think?)
CONTACT INFORMATIONÂ Â
Discord: Received upon request. Tumblr: blade-dancer In-Game: X’zhai Kotodama @mooglemeet @crystalxivrp
• Carbuncle’s Cup Re-Opening! •
After some serious remodeling, the Carbuncle’s Cup is re-opening to the public once more!Â
When: 18th March, 7pm CST Where: Lavender Beds, Ward 4, Plot 4 What: The Kotodama Clan are reopening the Carbuncle’s Cup! Come on down for some refreshments, an apothecary and a small performance. Our staff will be there to offer conversation and accompany you throughout your visit and make you feel just at home. With a plethora of personalities to choose around, anyone should feel comfortable! Â
OOC Notes: This is NOT an ERP-based event so we ask that all of our staff are treated with respect.
some of you never had to turn off cleric stance to heal and it shows.
IS THIS A TONGUE?? WHY IS IT $1???
a bargain that can not be refused
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Hi, hello! I’m going to start doing some basic headshot commissions like the examples above, in order to earn some money to aid my studies in university. If you’re interested in a commission, please feel free to get in touch with me! I’m open to discussion on characters and ideas! Thanks <3
Hi, hello! I’m going to start doing some basic headshot commissions like the examples above, in order to earn some money to aid my studies in university. If you’re interested in a commission, please feel free to get in touch with me! I’m open to discussion on characters and ideas! Thanks <3
Hi, hello! I’m going to start doing some basic headshot commissions like the examples above, in order to earn some money to aid my studies in university. If you’re interested in a commission, please feel free to get in touch with me! I’m open to discussion on characters and ideas! Thanks <3
Zen Ares │ ♂ │ Seeker of the Sun │ 20 │ Astrologian
Aliases:, Z, Zen Kahkol
Nameday: 7th Sun of the 5th Astral Moon
Height: 5′4″
Birthplace: Unknown
Occupation: Astrologian/Field aid
Appearance: Relatively pale, yet a slight tan from being outside so often. Average height, somewhat toned, skin usually having some kind of dirt found on it. Keeps his right eye covered by fabric, a few small scars found over his arms. Tends to wear Steppe related clothing, or rather, lack of.
Eyes: Sky blue, his left one having lightened to white.
Hair: Black, with areas of white.
Demeanor: Eager to learn as much about the world as he can, he is very open to others. Having an easy-going attitude and calm temperament, he appears relatively easy to get along with. However, he can seem cold and uncaring, hiding a deep care for everyone around himself. That said, he’s a good listener and open ear, willing to give any advice and help he can. Selfless, he puts others before himself, even if he acts grumpy about it.
Family: Unknown
Current Status: Field aid on the Steppe.
Social Links:
TBD
Fun Facts:
Strangely, he lived with a Xaela tribe for around a year, quickly developing a knowledge of Xaelic.
Despite being field aid, he often dabbles into fortune telling, occassionally found in Kugane, doing just that.
He does have decent sword skills and martial arts, learning from someone close to him, who went missing.
Enjoys solitude and nature.
Hi, hello! I’m looking for some RP partners for my boy, since I really miss playing him! D: I’m open for in game or Discord RP, just send me a message on here and I’ll give you my info~ Also, if you aren’t on Mateus, I’m still 100% open to RP on Discord! <3 Thanks!
Lmao
IT GOT FUCKING FLAGGED I’M SCREAMING
They’re fearing our resistance

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Time for a change~
What a different post to others you’re reading today, hey?
I’m gonna be a lot more active on Twitter from now on, thanks to Tumblr’s insanity. I will be keeping the account here to link to character profiles, providing they aren’t flagged. However, most interaction will be over on Twitter from here on out.
My Twitter is (@astraffxiv): https://twitter.com/astraffxiv?s=09
Hope to see some of you there~
twitter etiquette for new users
replying is how you make friends! reply to anything you want and be friendly. don’t make rude jokes if you’re not friends already though!
quote retweeting is a no-no. when you “retweet with a comment” it’s not liked by content creators because it makes a new tweet out of their tweet and they don’t get the likes and retweets they would get if you’d just retweeted it straight up. if you want to comment on a retweet, reply to it or post a new tweet starting with “LRT” which stands for “last retweet” (it’s fine to quote retweet dumb memes and so on.)
you can make your tweets private. this means no one but your followers will be able to see what you post and no one will be able to retweet your content. you can switch back and forth between private and public at will. some people make a separate private account to tweet personal stuff and let mutuals follow it only. it’s a good way to keep things separate.
what is privatter? privatter is a third party web app that content creators can allow to be attached to their twitter. it lets them tweet content that they can make exclusive to logged in users, followers, mutuals, or a specific list of users. as long as you are logged in to twitter and fall into the intended category, you’ll be able to see it.Â
you can mute people you follow. (and those you don’t, ofc.) you can also mute words and phrases and entire conversations. if you mute someone you follow and they reply to you, that reply will still show up in your notifications. it’s a good way to keep the peace!
you can limit notifications to people who follow you or to mutuals. (notifications from people you follow will still show up regardless of which option you’ve selected.)
miscellaneous tips and warnings: if you accidentally unfollow and refollow someone, it won’t show up in their notifications as long as it’s within a couple minutes. no more accidental stuff. everyone can see who everyone follows so watch out. people will know if you unfollow. if you want to report someone and want them gone forever, report a tweet where they used a curse word. screenshotting tweets for harassment is a no-no and can get you banned. don’t be lame. don’t be a dick. vaguing others is generally really bad form and so is complaining about content within a fandom you’re in. use the mute tools at your disposal and don’t be a spoiler. you won’t come back from a rep like that and everyone sees everything.
that’s it! happy tweeting!!
how do i keep all my content together on twitter?
threads are your best friend!! you make a tweet with your commission info and links and so on and pin it to the top of your page. then reply to that tweet with a copy and pasted link to the tweet where you posted the art/fic/etc you want to not lose. reply to that new tweet with the next piece of artwork and so on. you can also make a unique hashtag for your content to use when you post, so that when you search that hashtag later you’re able to see just your art. good luck!