current obsessions

in chess the queens can kill each other which is toxic yuri and the kings can never get within a square of each other which is doomed yaoi

it’s so special to me that so much of fan culture is textual analysis for the love of the game. like thank god there are people in my phone who are also thinking about this thing i love so much that they are writing transformative fiction as character studies and setting clips of the show to music with theme-relevant lyrics and writing long text posts analyzing every line of dialogue like!! yay!!!

people go on and on about loving the idea of devotion to the point of consumption and how love will swallow you whole and turn you into something that is equally starved and also wholly satisfied. but when I, charles marc herve perceval leclerc,

i just downloaded a pdf and i have my whole life ahead of me to ignore it

monaco gp is like. what if something happened. it won’t but what if