Artgirl88

Im entertainment to those who know nothing and everything at once and that scares me, because who am I with vulnerability and why can’t I go back to being without.

Now I’m just waiting for my brain to melt of my ears or hoping that some way my heart will return back to be before I call him « Mr Pretty Handsome Awkward » to his face.

Pretty sure that’s an insult to his face but it plays in my head whenever I see him.

Do people even have eyes to see if not to watch the helpless flounder on the ground like a dropped heart in drying blood?

Who am I if not a mockery of what it means to love from a distance?

I need to touch grass and run away to a cabin in the woods where no one can find me. That’d be the best way to live out the rest of my life.

Adding my two cents in what I think Jax and Pomni will look like as humans (if we ever get that reveal).

Apologies for my lack of ability to draw hands… or feet… or arms… or faces… and to actually draw.

Dear God it’s bad, whatever tho, enjoy this. Think of Jax like a kooky salesman or smth, Idfk. I think he looks a little bit like the Purple Guy???

But he draws the line at Eddie, his idol and dungeon master, dating Steve Harrington! First his sister, and now Eddie, why would he even do that??? Last he checked, Steve didn’t even like boys that way?

I assume he just sees this as a personal attack against him, not that they are actually in love which each other; which is obvious to everyone else.

Steve and Eddie are cuddling and watching a movie:

Mike: Steve’s just doing this to make me mad

Mike walks into a room and stumbles upon them making out:

Mike: Steve planned this

Eddie and Steve get engaged:

Mike: Steve has gone too far, and he’s dragging Eddie into it

And it’s not until he actually sees that Steve loves Eddie that he accepts this is not just something to piss him off.

Like:

Dustin: rambling on about the magic missiles.

Steve: makes some sort of accurate comment about it.

Everyone: turns to look at Steve.

Steve: staring back, not understanding what is so weird.

How Steve acquires this information:

Eddie: rambling on and on about dnd and the characters everyone is playing as and what not.

And like Eddie doesn’t understand that at all, and just thinks he’s being used but he really loves this man and will take whatever affection the universe will allow him before he gets tossed to the side, so he spends all of this time stressing for the end of their relationship, only to discover that Steve is planning their whole wedding and is entirely head over heels for him.

Observe:

*Steve, snuggling into his side whilst they watch a movie with the Party*

Eddie: I know he’s just using me, don’t get attached. He’s only doing this so he can shove in the face of his parents. Don’t get attached. Don’t get attached. Don’t get attached.

Steve: I’m gonna marry him, I don’t care if it’s with gold or paper rings, he’s mine. He’s mine. He’s mine. He’s mine.

Or

*Steve is talking on the phone to Robin about how much he loves Eddie and Robin is just puking from all of his words, and Eddie just doesn’t buy anything he’s saying*

Steve: - and he’s just so sweet, and he makes me so happy, like I can’t not smile when I think of him. And he’s so sweet for letting me stay here, blah blah blah

Eddie: He’s only saying that so Robin can back up his claims about being with a man to spite his asshole dad.

Dazai: « Can I get a Big Mac, no buns, extra pickles, with bacon, tomato, and a coffee shot poured on top »

Chuuya: *just banging his head on the Drive Thru screen* « Anything else sir? »

Dazai: « A large Chocolate Frappe, but half salted caramel and strawberry topping on the bottom and m and m’s on sprinkled on top »

Chuuya: *Grinding his teeth so hard others can hear them cracking* « Will that be all ? »

Dazai: « Actually, scratch all that, just get a cheese burger, with no cheese. »

Chuuya: « That’s it! » *Runs outside and just punches Dazai’s car so hard it rolls twice and smashes into a statue of Grimmace*

Dazai: *weakly* « And an almond ice vanilla latte with three pumps of caramel syrup and marshmallows blended into the milk »

And you instantly just become afraid that they saw your name or something and was just like: « Fuck you Asshole, no more updates for you! »

Just me?

Chuuya: *struggling* Dazai, get down.

Dazai: *being an immature idiot* nu huh