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Lee Jooyeon: Wanting You Too
Summary: You grew closer to Jooyeon thanks to Jiseok and Seungmin but they get into the habit of whining for their friends to get together
WC: 2.6k
Author's Note: ends in a cliffhanger cuz i wanted to post something. guys im struggling with this fic lowkey but im still writing more for it. anyway sorry guys im trying to write more TRUST i have like 2 more drafts to finish
You had spent the night with Jiseok and Seungmin after hanging out with them yesterday. You guys had food, drinks, snacks, did karaoke, and watched movies. Just enjoying your time with your two best friends with no worry in the world. Which is what you needed. You had been telling them both about how stressed, tired, and busy you’ve been because of work. Besides classes, you never really saw either guy throughout these past two terms.
This morning you woke up with the craziest hair, sloppiest face, and sensitive eyes as the sun came through between the curtains. You slowly got up from the couch while carefully taking off the blanket you had shared with Jiseok. You tried not to wake him up as he had laid his head on your shoulder.
You looked around for Seungmin before noticing he had fallen asleep on the floor, right next to your feet. You tried your best to stand up without stepping on him. Once your mission was over, you quietly walked from the living room into the kitchen. Soon finding their roommate, Jooyeon.
You had only seen quick glances of him whenever you came over and occasionally seeing him on campus, so you never had a real conversation outside of a quick greeting or “Thanks,”. You figured today would be the day you actually got to know him since he’s so friendly (allegedly).
“Oh, good morning..” You gave him a quick smile as you thought about leaving. You just felt awkward around him even if it was for two seconds. “Hey! I didn’t wake you, did I? Hope you slept okay. I didn’t want you guys to get cold last night.” He smiled at you before putting his focus back on the eggs and other breakfast foods he was making. “No, no, I was okay! Thank you. I slept better than I have these past few months..” Chuckling was your way of filling the silence. “I hope you like the breakfast I’m making, I can always make you something else too. I just figured I’d make everyone breakfast since you guys looked really tired after last night and didn’t want you guys to cook.”
You caught yourself admiring him as he spoke. It is like 8am, how can someone look so good and refreshed? but you can’t just think about your friends’ roommate this way. You basically just met him and he’s just cooking. You tried so hard not to think about him but it was too late, you can feel yourself start to blush.
“Thank you, it smells great.” You tried so hard to keep the conversation going but you just woke up, you zone out because he’s too pretty, and he’s so sweet. “Uh, do you need help? You’ve got like four things cooking.” He giggled at you, which made your heart beat faster. “No, it’s okay. Thanks, though! But if you want, you can bring me some plates. These things are almost done.” Again, he smiled. He continues to smile. He is so smiley. He has the most gorgeous smile you had ever seen.
He went back to cooking as you grabbed four plates, forks, and cups. You poured milk into the cups as Jooyeon filled up the plates with food. “Sorry we haven’t spoken very much even though we see each other often,” Jooyeon broke the silence. “So what are you studying?” You told him about your major, why it interests you, and what you hope to achieve. He asked you about your other goals, interests, and how you met Jiseok and Seungmin. Then you reversed the questions at him. Turns out, the three had been childhood friends since they were very little since they met in preschool. Whereas, you met the boys about 5 years ago in school.
You guys talked and talked and enjoyed each other’s company as the other two were still asleep, until finally Jiseok woke up and trampled Seungmin awake. “Dude!” Seungmin shouts. “You stepped on me!”
“Don’t sleep there, then!” Jiseok shouted as best as he could but it came out groggily. You and Jooyeon just chuckled at each other hearing the two argue their way to the dining room.
“Woah, Jooyeon and Y/n you did all this?” Jiseok was so shocked it woke him right up. “geez, what time is it? When did you guys have time to make all this?” Seungmin questioned as he began to eat. “Well, it was all Jooyeon who made it. Although, I’m not sure about the time..” You spoke before reaching to check your phone but Jooyeon was faster. “It’s 2PM, Y/n woke up at like 8AM and I started cooking around 12:30?” He calmly said before taking another bite of his food.
As the day went on, you got familiar with Jooyeon and even exchanged numbers. Jiseok and Seungmin were relieved you guys hit it off and now felt that you all deserved more sleepovers.
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The more you guys hung out, the more you noticed things about Jooyeon. You loved seeing his facial expressions, like when he was losing a game and you intently watched how his eyebrows moved. Or how he smiled all the time, no matter how boring you felt your story was to him or when you would vent to him, he always had a slight smile. Even during sleepovers, you noticed he even smiles in his sleep. You loved when he looked over to where someone was pointing to you got a glimpse of his side profile, specifically his nose.
You loved how he giggled at the silliest things or when he would throw his head back with the biggest laugh ever. Which then you noticed his neck. Oh man. His neck was just as gorgeous as he is. You couldn’t help but think about how pretty his neck is. How badly you wanna kiss and mark it.
Or his hands.
You watched his hands once too many times. His long slender fingers.
Whenever his hand brushed against yours or if you held hands for whatever reason, you felt how soft they were. Even his finger tips were soft with callouses covering them.
“Y/n? Helloo?”
“Earth to Y/n! Oh no, we’re losing them!” Jiseok and Seungmin broke down in fake tears, exaggerating their concern for you as you zoned out. “What’s wrong with you?” Jokingly asking them as you gained your focus back. “Do you have any idea how worried your mother and I were for you?” Seungmin states, very matter of fact. “We thought your mind escaped! Your brain is so small, it might have fit in between the fence!” Jiseok fake sobbed into his hands. “Did you just call me dumb?” You shouted before jumping on him. Luckily when he was pushed back, he was met with Seungmin’s bed. As you were on top of him, you started tickling him to tears. With Seungmin just laughing at the both of you.
“Okay, but seriously, Y/n, are you okay? We’ve noticed that even when you’re with us, you have started to zone out again. Is everything all right?” Seungmin was now genuinely concerned. “Oh,” you then got off of Jiseok and quietly sat next to him while fidgeting with your fingers. “Um, I don’t know.. I guess, I like Jooyeon.” Jiseok’s eyes got all big and wide. “What? Can you say it louder, I didn’t hear you.” Jiseok teased. “Stop!” You smiled and blushed, grabbing one of the pillows to cover your face. “So, why don’t you tell him?” Seungmin giggled. “No! No way, I can’t do that!”
“Why not?”
“I can’t ruin a perfectly good friendship!”
Your heart broke at the thought of confessing and Jooyeon rejecting you, feeling uncomfortable, and losing one of your best friends. These past few months of getting to know him had been so fun and freeing. Finding comfort in someone besides the other two was so rewarding and special. “How could I do that? To him! I wouldn’t want him to be uncomfortable or hate me..”
“Y/n you look like a sad puppy left out in the rain,” Jiseok giggled. Seungmin just rolled his eyes. “I mean, he’s not wrong, but! You gotta try, who says Jooyeon will react badly?”
“Who says he won’t!” Arguing back like it even meant something.
“Y/n we didn’t raise you this way,” Once again, Jiseok exclaimed dramatically. “Please just confess, it would be, like, the best thing ever!” he now was being genuine. “If Jooyeon rejects you, then we will host sleepovers at your place and forget he even existed in our friendship!” Seungmin and Jiseok were getting desperate for you to confess but they understood why you were so nervous. But eventually, they backed off and let you do your thing (lack thereof).
A couple of more months passed by and still nothing. You didn’t confess, he didn’t confess. No hints were dropped nor received. Were all guys really this oblivious to hints? You gave him romantic song recommendations, watched romance dramas together, and even gave him a set of new picks. If this wasn’t obvious what could be? Except, Seungmin and Jiseok told you over and over that these things mean nothing to Jooyeon if he can’t pick up what you’re putting down.
“This will never work, Jooyeon is a straight forward, guy! If he won’t confess, then I don’t see the point of hiding my feelings any longer. I need to get rid of them.” Whining into your pillow.
“Y/n, if you won’t confess, we’ll do it for you.” Seungmin calmly said as he was at your desk messing around with your trinkets. “I agree!” Jiseok pouted, just tired of you not confessing to Jooyeon.
“I want to but I can’t!”
“What if I just call him over here, we hangout for another hour, Jiseok and I leave and then you just confess to him?” Seungmin was getting a little irked. “Please, we need you guys together already! We’re losing our freaking minds.” Seungmin threw his hands up in the air in defeat.
-
Meanwhile on Jooyeon’s end, he was going on to the other two about you. Whenever you guys hung out and Jooyeon had a minute to himself or to either one of the guys, he would just yap. He loved the way your styled your hair, no matter what. It could be down, in a ponytail, in a braid, literally whatever and it would make him want to fall to his knees.
He loved how you held his hand whenever you were tired or when he reached out to yours and you grabbed it gently but firm. He loved hugging you because he loved your scent. Or when you would smile. He loved making you smile. He loved when he was the reason for your laugh. He loved when you vent or cried to him because it made it clear that you trust him, although he hated seeing you cry.
He loved when you helped him cook or just help him in general. He loved cleaning with you after a sleepover. He loved when you snuggled against him on the couch when you watched movies. How your eyes always met his even when you guys were across the room from each other.
He loved playing with your hair, fingers, or even sleeves to your shirts and hoodies. He loved when you slept on his bed which made your scent linger for a while. He loved watching you eat his food because he loved seeing your little happy dances or noticing the little details of adding or switching spices.
He loved when the laundry was done, he’d leave the room for a second, and come back to you spread out on the warm clothes. Or when you woke up with very groggy eyes and voice. He loved when you wore his clothes or ate his snacks (because they weren’t even his). He always grabbed extras because he knew you’d want some. He loved getting you new gifts because your smile and cheerful eyes did something to his heart.
Fortunately for you, you didn’t have to live with Seungmin nor Jiseok. Unfortunately for Jooyeon, he did. Which means the two were more on his ass about confessing to you than they were about you confessing to him.
“Jooyeonnn, pleeease, we beg you!” Jiseok whined and begged with praying hands and on his knees, next to Jooyeon, who was unfazed due to his concentration toward his game. “Jiseok, again?” Seungmin laughed from the doorway. “What? We need to motivate him somehow! He knows I’ll be more annoying if I have to.”
“Dude, leave me alone. This is like the worst time for me right now.” Jooyeon was doing his best to get this guy away from him, even if it meant moving out and getting a new number. “Jooyeon, we love you,”
“Seungmin, I swear, if you tell me one more time, I’m gonna freak,”
Jiseok then quietly and quickly took the headset off Jooyeon and ran out the room. “Seriously!” Jooyeon quickly followed (only because he died). And chased the older man throughout their apartment. “Tell them!” Jiseok shouts as he tries to juke Jooyeon from across the kitchen table. “Bet you I won’t!” Jooyeon exclaims. “If you don’t it means you don’t love us!” Jiseok argues. “Sorry Jiseok and Seungmin, I don’t love you!” Jooyeon replies. ‘I’m okay with that.” Seungmin shouts back, now he’s in his room. “Not even Y/n?! How could you do that to us!” Jiseok fake sobs, again.
“Listen, I don’t want to come off as creepy or only staying their friend just to confess. That’s why I don’t wanna do it!” Jooyeon sadly plops down to the floor like a sad puppy (left out in the rain or smth like that). “Why not? They’re so kind and awesome. You guys are like the best kinds of friends! And together, you guys would be even better!” Jiseok sat next to Jooyeon (he left the headset behind from where he was at). “That’s the point. We’re just friends, anyway. It can’t mean much to them than something just platonic..”
“And if it isn’t then what? What am I gonna do to you if you guys end up dating? Jiseok laughed lightheartedly. “You’ll give me my headset!” Jooyeon stood up as quickly as he could and raced to the headset. “No!” The other laughed.
Seungmin eventually talked with Jooyeon later that night once Jiseok was asleep because he knew that guy has a big mouth and will just yap and joke around. Seungmin figured a more serious talk was to be had.
He got up from his bed and knocked on Jooyeon’s door.
“Come in!” said the youngest.
Seungmin walked in and saw the boy laying on his bed with his phone and eating a snack. “Can we talk?”
“Uh, sure.” He then sat up.
“We really want you to confess to Y/n, we know we’re annoying about it but seriously! What’s the hold up? Because I bet you, they like you back. Don’t you see it? I mean, obviously not,” He chuckled, earning a smile from the other.
“Yeah, I don’t know.. It’s just.. I told Jiseok that I don’t wanna make them uncomfortable, but also I don’t want you guys to be uncomfortable because what if we breakup and then our whole friend group is gone!” Jooyeon was visibly anxious by now. Luckily, Seungmin knew how to calm him down. Which is why he brought him a cup of his favorite drink. “Here you go,”
“Thanks,” he then took a drink before speaking again. “I mean, c’mon, who doesn’t have feelings for them? They’re so sweet and thoughtful, very talented, and just knows how to light up a room. They do so much for us like scheduling hang outs, getting food, and even surprising us for our birthdays with the coolest stuff!” This went on for a while. Seungmin might’ve have fallen asleep for a second or two at a time.
“I think I know what to do, just give me like a week, deal?” Seungmin held up his pinky. “Okay, I guess..” Jooyeon then wrapped his and they shook on it.
guys I'm 2k words into my fic but I feel like it's slow, not going anywhere but also feels rushed. I'm cringing at it omg why does it suck
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Bang Chan: Flowers for My Love
Summary: Chan, who has been your lovely boyfriend, comes and cheers you on.
WC" 1.2K
Author's note: Okay sorry this took me so long, i've been busy with work and kept coming back to writing but didn't get much time but now I got it!! Im so so so sorry!! also i added some stuff, sorry, i got carried away but i hope you enjoy it! also idk if you like skz but feel free to think of any idol you want :) <3
Today is the day. The day you debut with some of your closest friends. These past 5 years have felt like some of the worst, best, and longest years of your life. You’ve made friendships, built on your skills, and the love you have for performing has only gotten stronger. These past few years though, have really shown you how resilient and dedicated you are. Although sadly, it meant leaving your friends and family. Luckily, due to these new friendships, you also have got the best boyfriend ever.
Chan has been a childhood friend of yours. Your moms were friends, which led to you guys being friends too, but because of his training years and being an idol, it made it difficult to stay in touch. Yet you found a way to reconnect when you became a trainee. You exchanged numbers, kept in contact, and now are lovers. Fortunately, stray kids had a come back recently, which means they are promoting the same time as your group. Compared to skz, this is your group’s first time performing on a stage after debut.
You were a nervous wreck and so were your members. Some more excited than others, but you were possibly the most nervous one. All you wanted was for Chan to hold you. He always had the perfect hugs and knew what to say during times like these where you weren’t feeling the most confident. Which is what also has been making you sad, all you want is to be happy to debut but you can’t help but feel sad you can’t share this moment with your other loved ones.
Your members noticed you looked a bit sad and did their best to comfort you. You’ve known them long enough to have gained each other’s trust, so you told them about Chan. “Aww, our Y/n! Don’t be sad, we’re finally debuting!”
“It’s okay to be sad, maybe you can see him later?” they all did their best to cheer you up. “Thanks, guys.. Sorry for ruining the day..”
Soon, it was your guys’ turn to go on stage. You were still sad because Chan had said he was going to come and no matter how many texts and calls you made, he didn’t answer, but that doesn’t matter now that you have to perform.
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After performing, you went back to your dressing room in excitement, you guys finally performed and interacted with fans. It felt like a nice cool breeze compared to your hot, anxious mess from earlier. Everyone was laughing and giddy. Then, once you opened the door, there he was. Chan with the reddish blush on his cheeks, biggest smile that was ever so cheesy, and the most beautiful bouquet of flowers you had ever seen. The flowers matched your group’s colors, which also matched with your favorites colors. He had even brought bouquets for all your members, including thank you cards for everyone. He thanked them all for their hard work, congratulating them, and even thanking them for being your friend and supporting you.
Your members felt happy that their senior was so appreciative and supportive of them, even if he was your boyfriend and that was something you loved about it. They all thanked him and all gave him hugs. Then they went out for a moment to give you two some privacy (knowing them, they’ll come back with snacks to share and celebrate once you’re ready).
“Thank you, Chan,” you tried not to cry but you did tear up with how sweet the gesture was, but it was also a mixture of happiness, relief, and comfort. You couldn’t believe how stressed out and anxious you were just because he wasn’t here. “I didn’t think you’d come..” You sniffed followed by a chuckle. “How was I gonna miss this? You don’t think I’m that bad of a boyfriend, do you?” He teased while pulling you into a hug before kissing you. “No I don’t,: you laughed into the kiss. “I just.. I don’t know.. Felt like I was gonna lose you again..” You laid your head against his chest, this time appreciating his scent, touch, and kindness. “Well, you have me now. I’m sorry I couldn’t come sooner, the makeup artists we had today were new, so they were being supervised while doing our makeup, but also the fact that Jisung and Jeongin were running around because they ‘lost’ their wallets.” He squeezed you in his embrace. “Wait, what”
“Yeah, they just didn’t bring them today!” He giggled.
“Again, thank you, Chan,” you whispered as you looked down playing with your fingers. “What for?”
“well.. You just, like, came here even though you were busy and I made a scene and you probably have to head back-”
“You are so funny,” He interrupted you. “If I didn’t have time, I would’ve told you but I always do my best to make time for you. I am happy to be here with you, if I wasn’t so busy helping earlier, I would’ve made it but you know how the guys are, they’ll whine at me if they don’t get their snacks!” You both laughed. You knew you were just an anxious person, so him comforting you and making you laugh just made you feel so much better.
“You guys did great though so it’s okay you were late!”
“Nah, you guys did better, like real pros, like better than Minho’s dancing!” He was too competitive, trying to out compliment you. “Alright buddy, now you’re just lying.” You squinted at him like you knew he was deceiving you. “Hey! I’m your boyfriend, not your ‘buddy’ what even is that?” Chan acted offended, which made you pretend like you were thinking, “Hmm, I don’t know.. I don’t think a boyfriend would put his hungry friends before his girlfriend, but okay,” You said sarcastically with an eye roll before walking away. “I got you flowers! Buddies don’t do that, right? Right!” He defended himself. “I even got your favorite flowers, the colors you love too! I put thought into it, not like a casually buddy,” This time he put a gross emphasis on “buddy” like if he was being friend-zoned. “Whatever,” you scoffed before giving him a kiss. He always melted into your kisses. “Okay, you’re forgiven.” He smiled so dumb and idiotic into your kiss again.
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Later that night, Chan took you, your members and his members to go out for dinner. This was his way of taking care of you and your team. He always bought you guys food, clothes, and items you need at home to show he cared for you all. So this was a huge gesture to everyone, but to Chan, this made him happy. “Thank you, Mr. Bang, for treating us so good!” one of your member’s had shouted. She was a bit drunk at this point. She loved to party which matched some of kids’ energy too.
Everyone at dinner was drinking, eating, and having fun, while you were in your own world. Thinking about the flowers Chan bought you, how he helped you to get a vase for them, water, and adding the “food” for them. It was so simple but it made you both so happy. You thought about the years of knowing him, his group, your group, and how you were so appreciative of them. You felt calm. You have never felt so content before, everything was just perfect.
“Hey!” Seungmin caught your attention as he got you out of your little daze. “Your boyfriend wants to do a toast.” You quickly woke up, sat up, and did your best to fake your attention on him. Let’s just say when you’re tipsy, you tend to get emotional and zone out.

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hiiiiii first i wanna say that i really loved you writing at all like its so good it doesn’t even look that you stayed a few years without writing!!! :))
so ive been through some problems with my sh addiction those few months so i wanna know if you could write something about for xdh. i know its kinda sad but its the first time that i ask for any drabbles!!!
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(tw: self-harm/request) XDH: Finding Your Self-Harm Scars [angst]
Goo Gun-il:
He saw your scars and immediately became worried. His brain racing with thoughts about your safety. He wasn't angry, just scared. Scared you might do something permanent. But he knew he had to say something and that's just what he did.
"Y/n," he looked into your eyes and began asking you about your scars. He did his best to speak gently as to not anger or scare you off.
He wasn't sure what to do but he knew he should talk about it with you. "Is there anything I can do to help?" he made sure to make some sort of safety plan to help you through your situation. He didn't want to risk making things worse but he knew he'd rather you be angry with him than have the world lose you to a cruel battle.
Over the next couple of hours, days, and weeks, you both have made a plan to keep you as safe as possible. Whether it was informing him of your thoughts or urges, telling him new or old triggers, and importantly, making time and space for you to let out all your thoughts and feelings.
Kim Jungsu
He was heartbroken. He couldn't help but tear up a bit but did his best to hold it together. He asked you when was the last time you had gotten hurt. He gave you the biggest, tightest hug ever possible.
He wasn't able to think straight, but he assumed a hug and space for you to talk was important. He wished he knew what to do but began to take action by taking things away slowly for the next few weeks and made sure he was open to you about what he was gonna take away or use around you.
He began to hug you extra tight, kiss you for a second or two longer, and made sure to do whatever he could to make you happier, even if it meant going out to get fast food at 3am when he was exhausted.
Luckily, you were open and comfortable enough to start talking to him about everything, including the hard times you had to endure. And through it all, Jungsu still loved you. He prioritized your safety.
Gaon
He didn't ask about it for the first few days because he was fearful of you being angry at him and breaking up, but the guilt was eating him alive. He couldn't stand by and breathe knowing you were being harmed.
So, after a few days he told you he needed to talk to you about something important. Although you were scared he was going to break up with you or something else, the least you expected was him asking you straight up about your scars.
You broke down in tears from guilt and sadness that you hid this from him for so long. You began to tell him everything but it was the start that was a blur. The blur that hurt you most because you couldn't even remember your life before this habit took over you.
Jiseok just made sure to keep you close by and was very careful of the language he spoke and actions he took. He didn't want to hide all the sharp items away because he trusted you, but he was fearful of things getting worse. So you both had a conversation of how to move forward.
O.de
When he first noticed, he held your hand. He didn't want to make things uncomfortable for you because he assumed since you didn't say anything that you weren't ready to be open.
After a couple of weeks, he pretended to have seen something on the internet about self-harm. He wanted to approach this as carefully as he could. I mean, he couldn't sleep these past few nights because he stayed up so late thinking about how badly you'd been hurting and studying different articles and resources on how to help.
When finally, he said "I came across a really interesting article,"
"Oh, about what?" you said looking through different TV shows on your television. He hesitated, but knew this conversation was necessary, "um, about the permanent impacts of self-inflicted harm.." He was nervous, but couldn't imagine how nervous you'd be.
"Oh," you whispered. Biting your lip nervous of how to continue. "So, you know?" he nodded and began to apologize to you for not realizing sooner and confessed his late nights studying and crying from worry.
Jun Han
He asked you as soon as he saw your scars. It was an accident due to your clothes uncovering the evidence. You couldn't help but be so embarrassed and feel badly. "Jun, I'm really sorry!" you whispered through the tears building up in your eyes. He hugged you softly as he was paranoid of accidentally hurting you in case there were more fresh scars.
"I'm sorry I haven't been checking in on you like I should." he gently spoke. "How can I help you? Should we get a journal to write your urges? So we can keep track of what makes things worse? We can see your improvements too and we can celebrate those!" He smiled but with sadness covering his face.
"Yes.. that could work. Oh, I'm really sorry, Jun! You probably hate me.." you began to sob, but he denied your claims and hugged you as tightly as he could without hurting you.
You guys planned on weekly check-ins with timestamps and dates. Over time, your journal would get checked, weekly, to bi-weekley, and eventually monthly.
Lee Jooyeon
His heart is so soft, but his worries took over. He got a bit frustrated and was doing his best to calm down. Although he was angry, it wasn't toward you but himself. He felt unbelievable guilt he had never felt.
You talked to him about what you could. You were sobbing but he made sure to rub your back and hug you. He left kisses on your head and hands.
He asked you what he could do to help. "Can I help with baths? To avoid water and soap getting in your scars so showers hurt less.. How about I make you food from now on? I can brush your hair and learn new styles!" He tried to cheer you up with his suggestions but felt like he wasn't doing enough.
You both talked it over and he did exactly what he suggested. He bathed you when you asked, made you food through out the day a day brought additional snacks, and learned new hairstyles for you. Although the scars were an unfortunate discovery that hurt both of you, you were able to laugh and have fun through the things he helped you with.
🫧 Xdinary Heroes as Boyfriends: How They'd Support You
Goo Gun-il
You've recently started going back to school and found a new job. Unfortunately, having such a busy schedule, you had trouble studying. You had to learn new topics for classes but also figuring out the rules and systems of this new job.
Gun-il was happy for you. He knew it was hard for you to go back to school and was excited you finally found a job you were interested in, but he couldn't help but feel nervous.
After a few weeks of this new routine, you were at your desk with your lamp and computer on. It was like your brain froze; you couldn't process the words or images you were seeing. "I can't do this," you thought to yourself. This whole class felt useless.
Before you knew it, Gun-il had softly knocked on your door. Although it was open, Gun-il was always considerate enough to still knock. "You okay? I made you some tea," he whispered. He pulled a chair and sat next to you. "Thanks," you replied with a small smile. "So," he started nervously. "Did you know that our Sun exists because of hydrogen atoms and created helium? Technically, there's more to that.." he began to blush a bit as he tried to hide his smile.
"No way, did you read the book for my class?" you chuckled at the thought of Gun-il stealing your book to study. "Oh my, did you study too?" Your eyes opened wide once the realization hit because you were too sleepy to notice sooner. "Well, yeah! I wanted to help you study tonight. You've been so busy and stressed, and you mentioned how studying hasn't been so easy."
"Thanks, babe. I appreciate it, but you really don't have to. It's my class, not yours!" you felt bad. He shouldn't have to study for things he doesn't need to just because. "But I want to. I'm your boyfriend and I love you, I want to make you feel as happy as possible. I want to help you keep your stress down." He leaned in and gave you a kiss before opening your book to help you.
Kim Jungsu
You both have had such busy schedules it felt like an eternity before youvsaw each bother again. Luckily, you both found time to get together.
You and Jungsu have been childhood friends before you began dating. Which included having a tradition. Every 1st day of Summer, you both would have a sleepover and a movie night.
"Hey babe," you shouted over from the kitchen when he heard you come in. "Hi," you greeted back as you settled your things. "Don't go to the living room yet!" he scrambled to drop what he had in his hands to go over and cover your eyes. You gasped at how quickly he moved. "Here, be careful!" he giggled. He carefully took you to your room and expected you to wait until everything was finished.
After what felt like forever, Jungsu went over to the room to get you. Again, he covered your eyes as he wanted to surprise you. "Okay, now you can look," he smiled proudly. You noticed the living room was perfectly lit with warm light, he readjusted the couches to make the perfect little fort with all of your favorite blankets, pillows, and plushies. In the middle of it all, there was a huge bowl of popcorn, your favorite snacks, and drinks. You couldn't believe it. AND he had your favorite movie on the TV.
You turned around to hug and kiss him but suddenly he had yet another gift. A basket with some of your favorite flowers, candies, and a "Happy Anniversary," Lego set.
And so, you both got comfy for one of the best summer traditions you've ever had. (even though he outdid you with gifts that year).
Gaon
You loved spending time with him in the studio or when he was practicing his guitar. Unfortunately, these sessions would last hours. And your boyfriend is way too motivated to realize even he needs a break. So like usual, you lay on the couch and wait for him to take a break, but it's getting late and you've been awake for too many hours.
Although you were fighting your sleep, you lost. It took a while for Jiseok to realize what had happened. He smiled to himself softly. He just loved how you looked when you slept. He's told you whenever he sees you asleep he gets jealous. According to him, once you're asleep "you look so comfortable," After a while of just staring at you lovingly, he got up to wrap you around his hoodie.
Something about being in the practice room together so late at night made him feel eternally grateful for you. So he got an idea.
He made you a Playlist of songs he loves that he hasn't shown you yet due to him trying to find the right time. In between finding songs, he began writing a song for you. About how smart, creative, and patient you are, singing about how he can't remember life before he met you, and how he wakes up every morning excited to spend another day with you.
After a couple of days, you guys were home just having a slow morning. He had the day off, you were home for the weekend, and he just loved making breakfast with you. Even if you guys had messy hair or were half awake. "Here, I made you something.." He whispered shyly. He began to play the songs he put together for you and even explained why he chose a certain song. His reasoning including "you just give off this warm and kind vibe," or "if you were a song, you'd be this one because...", etc.
Finally, he showed you the demos of songs he wrote for you. You couldn't help but feel touched. Your eyes watered a bit. You really couldn't believe that he loved you so much. Although he isn't your first boyfriend, you couldn't help but feel like it was your first time falling in love. And that's the exact power he had over you. He just loved so softly.
O.de
He loves shopping. Almost every week, or even every day, he'd surprise you with a new outfit, shirt, pants, etc. Lately, he's been surprise you with matching couples outfits. He loves them so much and he thinks you look absolutely adorable in them.
In additional to his obsession of online shopping, he also got a few disposal cameras. His idea was to hangout, get comfy, and have a fun photoshoot to build on to your guys' photo album.
You, on the other hand, wanted to surprise him too, with getting drinks and getting take out. Work was so busy this week and you just wanted to lay down in bed with your boyfriend and watch TV or a movie to relax. You got your guys' favorite takeout, especially because you get big portions and leftovers are great.
You get home but the lights are off, except for the one in your bedroom. You slowly and quietly walk over in case Seungmin was asleep and didn't want to interrupt since he works so hard.
"You're home!" he was so excited. "Look! Open up the boxes, I got us some nice stuff!" he rushed you over to the bed where you saw a few boxes on the bed. One by one, you unboxed each gift. "Oh my, these are so cute!!" although you were exhausted, your boyfriend was able to cheer you up.
Now, you've both changed and gotten comfortable with some TV and matching PJs with the softest fabric ever made. "Y'know," seungmin started speaking with his mouth full, which usually was a pet peeve but oh well, you can let it slide, "I didn't think you'd change ao quickly," he chuckled. "Oh, me neither! Not that I was expecting it, but it was a great surprise."
Jun Han
Mornings were usually slow but he was always happy to wake up earlier than necessary. He loved leaving you cute notes around the house.
It started off with him doing it at the start if your relationship because he was too shy to say it to your face but now he's more open and comfortable but enjoys writing them for you.
Every now and then, he'll write a note for you and leave a piece of candy or a snack. But recently, he's been leaving bigger gifts like small plushies or perfumes/colognes.
Now it seems like the gift reflects the location of the note. Like how he leaves a note saying how much he enjoys your smell and leaves the note on a new candle he got you. One of your favorite gifts was a note left on a new vanity he bought you.
Overtime you save up all his notes for an art project, similar to a photo book. You put the date of them and save them to look back on when you're older.
It's times like these where you really appreciate his effort because he's so sweet and wholesome. Sometimes you'll leave him notes too with kisses on them.
Lee Jooyeon
Recently, he has gotten into bleach art that he saw on social media. Essentially, using bleach with a pint brush on black clothes to make designs.
He thought it was a cool idea but felt like a competition. He wanted to try to outdo your ideas. You've always been more creative than he has and he wanted to surprise you too.
So he ended up splurging so much of his money on clothes, such as shirts, pants, hoodies, and even hats and beanies. He practiced on a few of the clothes to try to get a sense of how much bleach or pressure to add on.
He spent a couple of hours trying to find different designs. He looked at his own album covers, mostly focusing on the text fonts. He tried to decorate a hoodie with your favorite songs from his band.
What took way too long and too many days, he finally had your gift prepared. He made sure to put the clothes into gift bags. He was excited but nervous because he knew you were having some trouble at school but didn't want to add on your stress by wasting money and ruining new clothes.
Anyway, you came home about to sleep and/or cry because your group project was going south. You hug Jooyeon and tell him about your day and he asks if you want one of his hoodies since his scent calms you down and his hoodies are always so comfy. You say "yes," so he goes to get a hoodie with his designs. "I made this for you.." He said shyly with some hint of blush. Suddenly you forgot about everything bad in your life and cried from happiness that he spent so much time on something for you. He kissed you and took you to your bedroom to sleep after such a long day.