arpegio qwerty

hi im arpegio,, arpegio qwerty if you will. agender they/them and everything. i like to draw. im also a pisces

please note that im very much multifandom but also a very lazy artist so i might draw for a fandom too much or not draw for it at all for ages. so if i draw a fandom you like be prepared that it might be a once in a lifetime thing lol (unless you ask me to draw something very nicely, asks are open)

fandoms i might draw: the amazing digital circus, murder drones, pmmm/madoka magica (not the spinoffs tho im sorry) vocaloid, regretevator, cfmot, made in abyss

fandoms im in but don't wanna draw (too hard/not interested enough): knights of guinevere, detroit become human, the promised neverland, jackbox party pack games, the mandela catalogue, inside out, bluey, buckshot roulette, inside out, also kinda getting into forsaken atm

my pronoun page: https://en.pronouns.page/@_arpegio_qwerty_

tuff ?

so me and a couple of good friends of mine have this theory that the reason why jax pushed the red button is because caine was the one who forced flashbacks onto him, whether they're actually real or not. and jax remembered that if he left the circus he wouldn't have a purpose anymore. there's no one waiting for him on the other side. he wouldn't be a silly cartoon that can cause pain for fun. his purpose, in his mind, IS to be the funny one. and if he leaves the circus, he will lose that purpose.

something i find funny (and kind of fascinating) about that lucid dream is that at some point i felt like i was slowly but steadily slipping back into reality, and i LITERALLY had to go "hold up i need to settle down a little" and i consciously stopped what we were doing to fucking ground myself back into the dreamish state. after a few seconds i went "all good now 👍" and we carried on like nothing happened