my ass is haunted

sorry but it does amuse me every time someone apologizes to me for not responding to a message like immediately im literally not bothered the instant nature of dming has conditioned people to expect immediate responses but its literally no different to physical correspondence to me. i have sent you a beautiful letter and i shall await your response

PHRASE ADDED TO INVENTORY!

u gotta get less misanthropic I'm not kidding

especially now with all the bullshit going on in Kansas, in Texas, in Iran, with Israel and Palestine, this ICE shit, this Epstein shit, it is essential to remember that evil and violence is not the natural state of humanity. this is not what humanity is like. if it was, there would be no reason to be disgusted or fight against it. most people are good and decent, and are victims of this, and by reducing it to a "carte blanche humanity is fucked anyway" you are casting aside the good, decent, loving people with rich inner lives who these cowardly fucks think are disposable

"Just because I'm right, doesn't mean I'm being helpful" is a vastly underrated thought process that I strongly encourage others to get comfortable with

Everything is embarrassing if you live your life through the eyes of others btw

The worst part about having mental health issues is that you’re seemingly required to have a breakdown in order for people to understand how hard you were trying to hold yourself together.

Your 30s aren't too late. Don't let nobody tell you that stupid shit.

Your 40s aren't too late. Don't let nobody tell you that stupid shit.

#as long as you're alive it's literally never too late

my new PCP had apparently not encountered the concept of "person with adhd bad enough that they need stimulants in order to complete their ADLs" bc she just KEPT asking me "you take them every day? not just weekdays? even on holidays? what about days where you don't have things to get done???" like there was a secret version of me that is able to start/complete/switch tasks that I can access when I am dealing with tasks that are Unrelated to Work Productivity? and then when I tried to explain she was like "oh so you don't really struggle with adhd, it's more like brain fog?" and I was like "......no, no, what you are looking at it not 'absence of adhd,' it is in fact 'adhd so severe that my executive dysfunction is severely disabling on a day to day basis'" and I'm still not sure she understood ??

it's just so disheartening when a practicing doctor seems to think that people who rely on stimulants as medication & are disabled without it are using it like a neurotypical college student who is taking them to stay on top of a course load that's too ambitious. like. hello. hi! You u Know This Is Medicine, Right? It's Medicine. like, For Real Medicine. if I don't take it My Life Is Much Worse. I did not make this up, there is literature on it going back decades, please feel free to check those out at your earliest convenience, you probably should have been aware of them already but whateverrrer 👍