Moxy.

zhi xiu is one of the most metal characters in tai sui actually. the guy quietly decided to reject the path set out in front of him, sat on top of a xuanyin mountain peak deflecting hits from the mountain itself for years while changing his way of the heart !! which is something people just don't do !! and grew a whole accompanying plant right there in the spiritual mountains' living room !! essentially winning a battle of wills with the mountains themselves. then proceeded to figure out the secret about ways of the heart at the end as if it was no big deal. he's insane actually

Forget walking on his knees, he had him crawling

If I stop to think too much about that "to be loved is to be changed" quote and about Fitz's name being Changer and the Fool's name being Beloved I will need to excuse myself while I go scream for a thousand years

Sometimes I wonder about Azik pre-deal-with-Klein-to-help-recover-memories. Like for some years this sequence 2 angel just worked in a university while just assuming “oh yeah I have something special going on with me I wanna know what but I can’t figure it out yet” like does this man ever question why he doesn’t feel hungry?? Does he know hunger?? Has there ever been moments where his colleagues are like “aughhhh I’m starving hey Azik let’s go eat” and Azik is like “nah I’m good (wdym starving)” and they’re like “wtf dude you haven’t eaten in two days how are you not dying” or after meals does he just not go to the toilet for so long that his workers get concerned. Or if one day they’re just strolling through a market and Azik gets mugged and stabbed in the stomach and his colleague is like “AZIK YOU NEED TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL” and Azik while clearly bleeding is going “ow um but it’s ok it’ll go away it doesn’t hurt that bad economy these days haha you know”. I know eventually Azik would common sense it out that this is the natural way people should be reacting or do something but just imagine being one of Azik’s colleagues during the first years of his “reset cycle”. You just know this man is not a normal human being in every sense of the word but hey he’s trying.

rejection sensitivity is so fucking lame. like boo hoo look at me i felt mildly ignored for 30 seconds and already started planning my own funeral liKE BITCH CHILL it was never that serious

New ADHD motto dropped: “irrelevant but not unrelated”