Depression
I have this giant hole in my chest a emptiness that's rattle my soul. Having that emptiness feel me up with so much darkness. My darkness isn't evil. It'd sadness loneliness and unforgivness and so much pain. I hear my thoughts telling me to let it go and to not think about it. But that's all I have now is racing thoughts and a empty heart. Living in a place where you feel unloved, there is no trust and no understanding. Living in a place where there is mental abuse and an acceptance of it on a weekly notice. Living in fear of ever bringing people you care about around you because they will give you those judgmental eyes. Eye that I see often when I look in the mirror, Sadness, pain, hurt and simpathy. But then it's the eyes of judgmental and disgusting and fear. Let's just say I hate confusion


















