hello sunshines!

the more i read this book, the more sad Catching Fire became. it’s 10x more reasonable why haymitch would always look at katniss with a knowing smile while she chose her victor allies. it’s because of how alike they are and because he once saw them as his own allies.

it’s the fact that mags’ death in CF was probably SO HURTFUL for haymitch to watch because she grandma’d him so much during his games even though she wasn’t even from 12.

beetee watching his SON go through the games while he’s trying to use the arena’s power against the capitol only to fail on the 50th hunger games but win 25 years later after his son is already gone.

i repeat finnick and regulus died the same way, foreign hands dragging them down to their deaths.

She was understood and she was seen.

Whole life plastered within parents who were proud to call such a lady their daughter. She was polished and everything they every wanted. But she was rebellious and loud and hung too close to the wrong crowd.

They'd named her Dorcas, Dorcas Meadows and she was meant to be pure as the blood comes untouched. Destined to marry a man with the same disgusting views of class her family pushed her to have and, with her excellent wand dueling, join the Deatheaters. And even though she was friends with the noble Regulus Black, the perfect match there was to be, Dorcas still opted out of silver and green, running straight towards gold and red.

She loved being part of their pranks and scolding their stupidity next to the muggle born fiery redhead. If her father knew, he'd have a stroke. She never stopped there, because, as she described, she was born with a magnet in her heart. A magnet whose other heart was engraved to her soulmate. The one she could never get away from. The loudest most beautifully obnoxious: Marlene Mckinnon.

Dorcas Meadows, silver and pureblood fell for chocolate brown eyes, messy blonde hair, and a leather jacket plastered in the beautiful mess that was Marlene.

They were inseparable.

They were repulsively cute.

They were everything to one another.

And in heaven they will always be.

For when one week after feeling her magnet lose power as Mckinnon Manor saw its end, and her world ended. She looked the devil right in the eye and used her best wandmanship to show how powerful love will always be.

Thinking back to October 31st where for a mere second he forgot Harry was also to be rescued, and stood in front of Voldemort just hoping Lily would escape unharmed.