((((warrior of light))))

No one talks about how healing from trauma is incredibly painful and draining. It is not yoga, painting, and journal writing. It takes a lifetime of work, patience, determination, and hope. It makes you want to give up on relationships, jobs, goals, and yourself. It is messy and a nightmare. New scars are always scratching to be seen within your memory. It seems to be never ending.

My goal is to be positive and warm and to never be the reason why some one else has a bad day. There’s enough misery in this world without me adding to it because I have an attitude.

there are a lot of strange expectations put on you in life by people who are not you

it is a privilege to learn about racism instead of experiencing it your whole life.  

i used to ask for specific signs all the time from the universe but she doesn’t do that. i don’t think she’s going to follow a little person’s rules. you’ve got to listen to her. quiet parts of yourself that are full of friction, irrational fears, negative thinking. sit with nothing. live in this and let things come to you. let her speak the way she’s gonna speak. she’s got a lot to say to you and she’s saying it every day. 

This!

There’s a difference between being happy and being distracted from sadness

I just hit reblog so fast I almost dropped my phone